I will love you beyond my last breath(A Harry Styles fanfic)

Antonia is known as a girl who never has to worry, someone who has everything and could never want for nothing more. Her life is sent into independance until she meets a few people that could easily change her views on what a life should be like. When she is chucked to a city she once loved she is in for a big rollercoaster of love,heartbreak and Harry. But shes not going down without a fight.

This story will contain mature content.


3. Worry


I read over what was placed in my hands, i could not believe it.

"You want me to go to London?" I blurted out, being a bit more louder then i intended, all kinds of things running through my head.

"Yes" My dad spoke in a small soft whisper.

"Why? Why do you want me to go?"

"I want you to go and have the life you should of had, i want you to be able to look back and see how much fun you had, those little mistakes you made but still not regret them, i want you to go and have some experience of life, i want you to not hate me for taking it away from you, i want you to have a life" I could see the upset in his face, awaiting for my responce. I stayed quiet for a few minutes into i inhaled a deep breath,

"Will i go alone?" This was the one thing i wanted to know, i wanted to know how much freedom i would have, i grew up in London, all until mum died,ever since then i have had little space.

"Yes you will, I have you a place there" He spoke in kindness

"Da-Dad i'm sixteen, i'm not ready for independance, i have no job, i have no nothing" I admitted.

"Your sixteen,old enough to own a place. The money is no worry you know that, as for being alone you are a very likable person, you will make friends easily"

I shrugged my shoulders, what harm could this do? It would let me be able to do the things i most desired, dress how i want and be who i dreamed i wanted to be, the real me.

"Okay, i will go, but on one condition."

"Anything princess"

"I want to be my own person, i want to dress how i want, be friends with who i want and fall in love with who i want" He looked shocked at the last bit but his face turnt into a grin.



I walked into the house shopping bags in hand to be met by a wary Floss, she looked awkward and i knew exactly why.

"Floss before you say anything, i know you knew. I'm fine about it really, i just don't want you to be out of your job, i am going to miss you so much" I said struggling to keep the tears in,my bottom lip trembling, the waterworks not allowing to stay in my tear ducts, she rushed over taking me into her arms as i sobbed into her shoulder.

"Here now, come on beautiful, i won't lose my job, i will be working for your dad at his house in New York, i will still keep in contact, i am going to miss you too, i love you" I sobbed even louder as she said those three words.

"I love you too florence, ever since mum you have been there, been there for me"

"I know and that won't change" She said softly

I nodded my head and readjusted myself, she led me to the Living room and placed me down on the soft comfy chair before asking one of the house maids to make me a cup of tea. We sat and spoke for hours, talking about everything under the sun.

At about 9pm i could feel my eyes droop slowly, starting to feel heavier. I felt arms around me and then i was suddenly placed in a soft cacoon of linen, a small smile on my china white face, i would be going to London, alone.



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