I will love you beyond my last breath(A Harry Styles fanfic)

Antonia is known as a girl who never has to worry, someone who has everything and could never want for nothing more. Her life is sent into independance until she meets a few people that could easily change her views on what a life should be like. When she is chucked to a city she once loved she is in for a big rollercoaster of love,heartbreak and Harry. But shes not going down without a fight.

This story will contain mature content.


16. Never cared for someone like i do you



Me, El and the boys have been spending a lot of time together, its been two weeks since i first met them and i wouldn't have asked for a better life. The boys are off to ireland for two days and El is visiting her mum for a few days too, so here i am alone. I'm looking forward to meeting Dani though, we have spoke over skype when me and Liam decided on a sleepover, just me and him which was really fun as we stayed up watching films and eating icecream. We all went sight seeing too, had a few drunken nights, me and Niall had an eating competition which i won to everyones amazement. Me and Louis have gotten really close, as has me and El, but most of all me and Harry have been spending a lot of time together. I have not yet been on the news, but me and Harry have been to the cinema three times which was fun because we spent are time at the back, chucking popcorn and laughing are heads off.


I lay on my sofa, watching re-runs of Gavin and Stacey, Dad has called a few times, Florence too. But right now i feel a bit empty, i've really gotten used to having people around, having people to talk too. As i lay here i am distracted by my phone ringing,

'and its like nanana, and we like yeah yeah yeah' Zayn thought it would be funny to have a one direction song as my ringtone, i grunted and checked the caller i.d, it was Harry,i did a little excited dance whilst i pressed the green button on my phone,



'Hey toni! we just arrived in Ireland, are you alright?'

'Yes i'm fine Harry,you?'

'Yes all good, was just wondering if you was okay, we all miss you'

'i miss you too, i feel quite lonely' i choked,

'really? How lonely?'

'Really lonely'

'Well i left you something next door, use the spare key and go into the living room'

'what is it?'

'don't worry, just go next door'

he put down the phone, i sighed as i pulled on my slippers and trapster jumper before heading next door,

I walked through there door, i shut it behind me before walking into the dark room, i fiddled with the light but saw that it wouldn't turn on, just as i was about to walk out again i watched the room as one by one a fairy light came on. I watched in amazement as the pink tinted lights lit up the room, i then heard the strong voice of Juliette Greco, my all time favourite french singer come alive 'Sous le ciel do paris hmm hmm', i gasped when i saw the figure walk into the room,

"Harry? wha-what are you doing here?" He walked closer, his green eyes tinted with softness,

"I couldn't bare the thought of leaving you alone, when i got to the airport i decided it wasn't important to go" I smiled at his thoughtfulness,

"Your.so.sweet" I replied

"I know" He laughed, He grabbed my hand and pulled me into him "care for a dance my lady?"

"Sure" we swayed along to the moving song, laughing as another of my favourite songs came on,

"and he told me of his life, in the yellow submarine" he knew my love for the beatles and we danced along,doing the craziest dance moves,


After are little dance we decided on ordering some pizza, we lay on the sofa laughing at each of are storys from when we were children. I really enjoyed Harrys company, he made me feel alive, safe, wanted, he was different from any other person i had met, i just couldn't put my finger on what i felt for him. Me and Harry decided that we would do something i enjoyed doing, i ordered him to go next door and get the items we needed,

"Ok, so get the purple box that is sat down next to my dressing table, the wet wipes that lay in the left draw of the bathroom drawers and my sleep mask that is on my bed post in my room, okay?" I questioned,

"I'm on it!" He said before running out of the front door. I sighed and layed back on the sofa, i listened as Freddie Mercurys voice filled the tasteful living room, his strong voice filling my ear drums,

'too late, my time has come, sent shivers down my spine, bodys aching all the time' I swayed side by side, watching my tummy as it raised up and down, before no time at all Harry came prouncing in through the front door,

"Honey i'm home!" He shouted in his best lady expression,

"Yeh lav,am in ere" I replied in my best chaviest accent, i heard his husky laugh which put a small smile on my face.

"Don't ever try to do that impression again" He laughed, tears in his eyes

I giggle before setting up all of the stuff, his eyes got bigger as he looked at all of the 'painful' instruments.




'HARRY! stop poking me!' She yelled in mid laugh,

"You have such a dirty mind Antonia Desuza!" I replied with sarcasm,

"No i meant with that make-up brush! its meant for your cheeks, not eye" she cried, a hint of sass in her accent,

"Well i am sorry mrs perfectionist but i am wearing a pink scarf around my manly features, its like i do this everyday" I laughed


Me and Antonia had decided, scratch that, Antonia had decided she wanted to do blindfolded make-up, she done mine first, i had yet to look at it, but i could tell it was terrible from Tonis face cracking up everytime she looked at me. Once i had finished i removed my blindfold, one look at her face and i was in full on laughter mode, she had black all around her mouth, red on her eyebrows, glitter on her nose and dark blue eyes. She grabbed the mirror from the purple case before letting us both look into it, one look at ourselves and that was enough to have us on the floor, holding are stomachs from too much laughing.

"I look like a bleddy panda!!" She snorted through loud laughs, I didn't look any better, my whole face was bright pink, my green eyes now stood out with the dark green eye shadow which was applied a total mess around them, my nose was black and my lips were gold.

"Well i look like ashley!" I yelled,

We both calmed down laughing before she pulled out her phone, i pulled a big pout across my lips as i heard the snap of the camera. We both examined the picture before breaking into fits of laughter again.

After are make-up car crash, we settled back down on the sofa, fresh faced again. She looked so great without make-up, not that she wore much anyway, but she wasn't afraid to go bare faced, which was one of the many things i loved about Antonia. I sat there with Antonias head in my lap as she looked at my face whilst i spoke, i noticed her grey eyes dropping, her quiet breathing becoming to deep ones. I grabbed the throw from the back of the sofa, chucking it other us as i readjusted myself, i watched as she softly snored, tracing her every feature with my eyes, i pressed my lips to her temple like i always did, before whispering into her ear,

'i have never cared for someone like i do you'





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