Broken and Confused (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Belle is just a normal girl. She had boy drama and she has memories that will never go away. Memories that scared her life. But what happens when Belle meets two boys that makes her forget about her past? What happens if she starts falling for one?


4. Chapter 4


Niall's P.O.V.

After she said that, I put my shoes on and threw my jumper over my head. I grabbed my keys and was on my way to Belle's house.

As soon as I pulled into her drive way, I dialed her number and called her.


"Belle, do me a favor and let me in." 

"Your at my flat? Niall, I told you no!" 

"I know, but you need somebody here for you. Just shut up and let me in." 

"Fine. Go around back and ill be there." 

"Okay." I hung up and hopped out of my car. I walked around back to find nothing but field and a trampoline. I found the back door and approached it. Like she said, she was waiting for me. 

"Niall, listen. I know you-" I didn't want to hear it. I pulled her into a hug and held her.  

"Nice to see you to." I said before pulling away minutes later.  

"It's cold. Come inside." She said grabbing my wrist and dragging me inside." As soon as she opened the door, I couldn't smell anything but candles. I loved candles. 

She took me upstairs and into her bedroom. 

Her bedroom was nice. It had a desk, a walk in closet, and a queen size bed. Even had its own bathroom.

She sat me down on her bed and crawled around me to the other side. I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her close to me. I wanted her to feel safe. I could tell it was working because she let out a big breath. I smiled.

"It's going to be alright." 

"No. No it's not. Niall, he gets out of jail today! And I just know he's going to come get me again." She cried into my jumper. She grabbed it with her tiny hands and squeezed it. She buried her face into my chest and cried. I took her chin and made her look me I to the eye.

"Belle, you are the most beautiful girl I know. I won't let anyone touch you or hurt you. Trust me." I said while pulling her back in my chest.

"Thank you for coming all the way over here. You always know how to make me smile." She stated while laying down. I pulled the blanket over her tiny body and kissed her forehead.

"Goodnight Belle." I said while getting off her bed and making my way over go the door. 

"Niall, could you maybe stay the night with me?" I smiled and turned around to see a scared little girl on the bed by herself. I felt hurt.

"Uhh sure." I said while walking back over to her bed. She moved over and moved the blankets so I could lay down. I took off my shoes and jumper before getting into bed. I usually sleep shirtless but not tonight.

She placed her head on my chest and her hand on my heart. I had my hand around her pulling us closer together, sharing body heat. I carefully stroke her hair while I watches her quietly drift away in a deep sleep. Finally, I fell asleep too. 


I woke up to moaning and grunting. It was Belle.

"Belle. Belle wake up." I whispered while shaking her a little.

"What?" She said while sitting up and bolting her eyes open. I sat up to and rested my back on the back ores of her bed. I looked at the time while doing that. 9:27. I could do way better.

"Are you okay?" I asked pulling her into me.

"Ya. Just a bad dream. You stayed all night with me?" She looked surprised.

I just laughed."Why wouldn't I?" 

"I don't know." She said while rubbing her eyes. She looked so pretty when waking up. I sat and stared at her every move.

She got out of bed and went into the bathroom. I heard the door click shut and the water running. After she came out, I stared at her while she headed towards the door.

"I'll be right back." 

I smiled.

After about 5 minutes, she came back.

"My mum's at work and I have to babysit my sister." 

"Who's your sister?" 

"Alex. You'll like her. She 8." She said while getting her phone and walking back towards the door. 

"You coming?" 

I dug myself from underneath the covers and followed her down stairs. Her house looked better in the light.

"Why is there a boy in the house?" I heard a little girl say. I'm guessing it was Alex.

"Alex, meet Niall." Belle said standing in between us. Alex walked around me and then out too thumbs up to Belle.

"Good pick, Belle." She said while walking away. I just giggled and followed Belle to the kitchen.

"What do you want to eat?" Was the a serious question? 

"Anything!" I yelled knowing nobody adult wise was home.

She grabbed two bowls and two spoons.

"Can you grab the milk?" She asked me while making her way over the the pantry.  

I walked over to the fridge and grabbed the milk and put it down on the table.

She came back over with Lucky Charms.

"Are these fine?" 


"I want some!" Alex said walking in and looking at the table. 

"Fine. Get a bowl and a spoon and sit down." Belle was sweet to her sister.

I smiled at there relationship. I wish I had a little sister I could spoil.

"What are you smiling about?" Belle asked me before sitting down.

"How cute you and your sister are."  

"Oh. I see..." She smiled made her cereal. After she was done, I took it out of her hands and poured some in Alex's bowl before pouring some in mine. After that, we just ate in silence.

After breakfast, she told me to wait in the living room so she could get freshened up. I agreed and walked in the living room. That's when Alex came in.

"Niall, you look really familiar."  

"Really?" I decided to play with her. I guess she really didn't know One Direction. 

"Ya. Have I seen you some where? Around the park?" 

"No. I don't think so. Maybe you seen me on TV..." 

"Nope. That's not it." She said while placing her hand in her hip and her finger on her chin. 

"ONE DIRECTION!" She blurted out. I still wanted to play with her. 

"What? Me? No way!" 

"Yes yes yes!! Niall Horan the blonde one from Ireland! You play guitar and love food!!" Wow. She really did know One Direction.  

"Okay, okay. You got me." 

"AHHHHH!" I put my fingers in my ears. Girls screaming is normal, but sometimes, gets annoying. 

"I can't believe it's you! Your in MY flat! Your sitting on MY couch and YOUR talking to me!"  

I just laughed and smiled.  

"Is it really you?!" She asked me petting my hair and touching my face.  

"Yes! Now, don't touch the face." I said swatting her hands away.


Belle's P.O.V.

It felt really amazing waking up next to someone who cares.

I was just getting out of the shower, when I realized, Alex didn't even recognize Niall!

I got out of the shower and got changed into white shorts, and a black tank top that said 'Let's Party'. I know. Retarted but I loved that kind of stuff.

I brushed my hair and that's when I heard a scream. I'm guess Alex found out about Niall.

After about 3 minutes later, I heard footsteps running up the stairs. My door flung open to find a excited but angry Alex in the doorway.

"Why didn't you tell me Niall Horan from One Direction is your boyfriend!"


"What are you taking about? He is not my boyfriend, and even if he was, I wouldn't tell you. Besides, I thought you would already knew him by now because you love One Direction."

I said while walking towards my bathroom. I put lotion on and I heard her leave and slammed my door shut. I walked out to find Niall standing there grinning at me like I was Megan Fox.

"What?" I asked walking towards him.

"You look beautiful without make-up on." 

"Oh. Gee! Charming and sweet." I said before planting myself on the bed. He followed and sat down next to me. I looked down at my hands.

"Alex, this morning when we woke up, you said something about 'He' gets out of jail today. Who's 'he'?"

Something I thought he would never ask!

"Okay. I know I would have to tell you sooner or later." I told him looking at him while moving closer to him. I knew I was going to cry talking about it. I always do.

He rubbed my arm to comfort me.

"4 years ago, when I was 14, I had a dad who did bad things. Smoke, drink, cheat with my mom, and..." I stopped. I couldn't do it. I did what I could do. Cried.

Niall placed his arm around me and pulled me into his chest. We sat there for about 2 minutes with him saying sweet things in my ear.

I sat up and took a deep breath before continuing.

"And... One day, I came home from school and found my mum on the floor knocked out. I didn't know what to do so I ran outside. My dad ran after me after noticing I saw my mum. I ran my fastest but he was faster. He grabbed my arm and pulled me back into the flat and beat me with his belt."

I looked up to Niall who looked interested and was about to cry.

"Alex was only 4 and she was upstairs taking a nap. Luckily, when I ran outside somebody saw us and called the police before he did anything else. He was in jail since yesterday. But before he went in jail, he looked me straight into the eyes and said that Alex was next. I have been protective ever since."

I looked up to see a tear streaming down Niall's face. I pulled him into a hug.

"But that's not it."  

"You don't have to go on, Belle." Niall told me sitting up and whipping his tears away.

"I have to get it out." He looked okay for me to go on.

"This has nothing to do with my dad, but everything to do with my ex boyfriend, Jake." I cannot believe I'm going to tell Niall Horan one of my darkest secrets!

Niall gulped and nodded.

"This happened 6 months ago. We were at a party and the party wasn't one of those 'get together' party's. it was a intense party. I was in the back with my best friend, Madison while Jake was nowhere to be found. I was worried so I went looking for him. I found him having sex with one of my closest friends." I gulped and didn't even bother looking up at Niall or else I would cry.

"I ran to the car while he ran after me...naked. I jumped into the car and locked it while he was trying to get in. I was crying and freaking out because a drunk Jake was a horrible thing. Next thing I know, he smashed the window flinging glass all over me. It cut me pretty bad."

I looked up at Niall who had his eyes close and tears streaming down his face.

I smiled at him and he smiled to. I sat there crying and looking him in the eyes. His eyes were so beautiful! I wasn't even paying attention to what he was doing.

That's when I noticed a pair of lips on mine. I closed my eyes and kissed him back. His lips were warm and playful. I parted my mouth while his tongue slipped into my mouth. Our tongues were playing with each other and I pulled away out of breath. I smiled to myself.

"Ewwww!! I told you guys you liked each other!" I didn't even noticed Alex was standing there watching the whole show.

I blushed and so did Niall.

I stood up still blushing and whipped my tears away. Niall was still smiling and looking at my every move. I held out my hand and he took it. I walk down stairs with him and Alex behind us.

I liked how he didn't say anything when Alex said we liked each other.

Wait. What? No!

I'm in love with Niall Horan...

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