Living the Dream

Fan Fiction: Justin Bieber.
My life seemed so perfect until, i found out my boyfriend was cheating on me again. On top of it he wouldn't say a word about it till brought it up. We were suppose to be going to a Justin Bieber concert together. That ended up not happening. My whole day was ruined... until i got to meet a special someone.

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42. Love will remember

Brienna's POV: 

 

 

 

I decided to take a warm shower to try and relax myself. The warm water passes over my body. I roll my shoulders back and lean my head back to let the water continue its sweet relaxing sensation. It felt amazing. Showers usually help me with everything, but sometimes I over think to many things...

I tried to ignore the thoughts that kept popping in my head. Most of them negative. I finish my relaxing shower. I find a towel and wrap it around my body. I open the door and walk over to my bag that conceals my clothing. I dress quickly and wrap the towel around my head.

I walk over to the bathroom and brush my teeth, then wash my face. I decided to try and go to sleep earlier today. Even though I know I'll probably toss and turn and not get any sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about Justin and my brother. Justin hasn't said anything since I last saw him. No texts, no calls, not even a knock at the door. I was desperate to find out what my brother had said to Justin. 

I take the towel off my head and dry my hair a little more with my towel. I hang it up and walk back to the bed. I grab my comb and start to comb out my long brunette hair out. After that I lay down on my bed and get under the comfy covers. I pick up my phone and look to see if I got any messages. Nope. Not one single thing.

I sigh, and place the phone on the small cabinet next to the bed. I lay there in the darkness. My eyes open, deciding whether I should close them or continue to stare at the dark room I now lay in. My brain was working in over drive. The car accident, high school, Justin and my brother. It was all too much for me. 

Amy if only I could talk to you right now... Even though you were younger than me you would always cheer me up. I never liked to talk about her to anyone or think about her. I tried to forget the pain I felt that day. It was just another painful memory to think about. 

It tears me apart inside. She'll never have her first kiss, have her first boyfriend, get married, or have kids. Tears began to well up in my eyes. I let them run down the side of my face. My sobs were quiet and hushed. 

Oh Amy my beautiful baby sister, you never deserved any of that. You should have a fairy tale ending like everyone else. More tears gush out my eyes making my eyes puff and red. I start to sniffle from all the crying. I felt the deep pain inside me, like a thousand knifes being pulled out and stabbed repeatedly.

At least my beautiful baby sister is in a safe place now. Please God, keep her safe and watch over her for me, ok big guy. I love you Amy. I say as a little prayer. I try to smile, but fail miserably. Curse my fucked up life.

I sob more, and more till there's no more tears to stream down my face anymore. My eyelids began to feel heavy and my eyes rolled to the back of my head putting me in a deep sleep. 

 

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I'm trapped in this dark place. It's unfamiliar. I get scared and began to run. My breathing picks up. I hear the voices. "Shut up ugly." "Your worthless." "Why are you still living?"  The voices are repetitive with words. They feel like bullets in my chest. All of them are true about me.

I run and keep running while tears stream down my face. They voices get louder. "Why are you still here?" "Your a nobody." "You can run but will always find you..." I scream and sob telling them to stop, to leave me. But it's no use. 

I crawl up in a corner as the voices get closer and closer. I start to see the faces come out from the darkness. Saying the horrible stuff about me. They grab me by my wrist and drag me to the rope and chair. 

I scream for help but no help comes. They put the rope around my throat and make me stand on the chair. Tears began to fall silently down my cheeks. That's when I realize they push out the chair under me. I struggle to gasp for air, as the rope tightened around my throat. The faces telling me the same thing. They didn't want me, no one did.

A voice spoke softly, as every part of me was losing air. They whispered my name "Brienna?" I knew the voice. It was him. Justin. His eyes had tears in them. He reached his hand out to me. I tried to reach my hand out as I was choking, but I wasn't close enough.

 I wanted to say help me or something, but the rope was only getting tighter as I squirmed. Making it difficult to talk or say anything. When I think I've given my all, my arms go limp, and my head falls to the side of my shoulder. I was dead... and he was gone.

 

 

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I jolt up screaming. I wake up sweating, my face now wet from the tears that came from my eyes. My breathing was rapid and fast. I put my head in my hands as tears were still flowing down my face, for what felt like the millionth time today. 

I heard a knock on the door. It was silent. I looked up at the door and wondering who would want to possibly come see me this late. I wiped the tears off my face to make sure this person didn't start asking me questions if I was ok. Even though we all knew I wasn't. 

I take the covers off of me and walk to the door. The soft knocking continued. Try to make yourself look tired or something Brienna I said to myself. I swing open the door, only to see him. My heart begins to pound in my chest.

"Justin." I said with utter shock. Was I still dreaming? 

"Hi." He said shy and quietly. My hands were starting to tremble. Oh no... "Can I come in?" He asked politely. He looked puzzled. My eyes probably showed fear, and shock. 

"S-sure." I said stuttering. I pinch myself to make sure this was all real. Ouch. Yep it was real. He walks in and sits on the edge of the bed. I close the door and lock it again. I turn around to see him starring at the floor.

He lifts his head. His eyes fall onto me. His eyes showed sadness and maybe even more. I couldn't tell. My heart began to race. He patted the seat next to him on the bed. I walked slowly and sat right next to him. My body tenses. He looks back down but stares at his hands this time. 

Millions of questions ran through my head. Why was here? What was he going to say to me? Was he going to be cold to me, like all the others? He stopped all my thoughts. He embraced me in his arms. I froze at first, but then relaxed. 

His touch sent shivers up and down my skin. His warmth radiated off of him. It made me feel at home and safe. I hugged him back. He hugged me tighter. Tears pricked my eyes. But this time they weren't sad tears, they were happy tears. 

"I love you." He whispered into my ear. I smiled as I hugged him. It felt good to smile truly. "I'll never leave you, ever. You need me more than anyone else, just how I need you." He said softly to me. 

He must of figured out my whole story. The thing that confuses me is that he's still here. He didn't leave me because of my story. He does loves me like he says... He pulled back from the hug and wiped the tears off my face with his thumb. He smiled. His hands were still rested on the side of my arms. 

"You don't think I'm a freak...?" I said barely audible. 

"No of course not Brienna. I think your the most strongest person ever in fact." He said softly. I smile and look down at my hands. This boy loves me for who I really am. 

"I thought you would run for the hills, because you know I was the freak back then." I said smirking. 

"Nahh that's not me. I could care less if you were nerd back then, your amazing in every way." He said smiling. I look up at him, our eyes meet again. His eyes filled with something. Passion, love? I couldn't tell. 

He retracts his hands from the sides of my arms. His warmth now leaving me, making me chilly. His smiles disappears and then I see him frown. He tears his gaze from me and looks down. "Besides you aren't the only person with a bad past..." He said tensing up. His words shocked me. I never thought the pop sensation would be so troubled. A pang of hurt over came me to think that there's more to this pop star then I thought. 

I place my hand gently on his back and rub his back slowly. His body relaxes under my touch. I move closer to him and wrap my arms around the side of his body. We sit there in silence.

"You never told me you had a fucked up past too..." I said trying to cheer him up. I rest my head on the crook of his shoulder inhaling his wonderful scent. 

I see a slight smile play across his lips. "I was afraid... Afraid that it would get out." He said softly and his small smile disappeared again. I was a little hurt by when he said that. Did he think I was going to tell everyone about it? I had no one else to talk to really except my family and maybe a couple of school friends.

"Do you not trust me?" I said sounding a little hurt. 

"No, I do trust you! I was just always afraid to tell someone. That maybe my secret would find it's way out into the world, and destroy me.." He said trailing off. 

"I would never tell anyone Justin. I would hate myself if I did. Besides I have no one to tell anyways..." I said quietly. 

"Brienna lets run away together." He said looking at me. I spring me head up to look up at him. He took me by surprise. Did he really just say what I thought he said?

"I would love to Justin but I have to finish up college." I said sympathetically. He sighs then run's his hand through his hair. 

"Then what about after college?" He asked gazing at me. 

"Then I'll think about it..." I said simply." It would be fun to get away though." I said smiling. His eyes lit up. I placed my hand on his and intertwined my fingers with his. I kiss him on the cheek. I see his genuine smile again. 

"That's not a real kiss." He said smiling. 

"Yeah it is." I said hitting his arm playfully.

"No this is." He said pushing me on the bed gently before pressing himself against my body. He gazed up into my eyes, then smashed his soft lips on mine. My skin heated by his touch. Shivers up and down my body, butterflies in my stomach. My senses where all in full swing. 

I kissed back with the same passion he gave into his kiss. His tongue rested on my bottom lip asking to enter. He bit down on my bottom lip, making me let out a moan. He slid his tongue inside my mouth. They intertwined with each other just how our hands where like earlier. His mouth tasted of mint. 

If wasn't for the fact we have to breathe every once in a while I would stay like this all the time. But we break apart from each others lips, panting, needing air. He smirked at me. His eyes were a swirl of brown, and tints of caramel. I could just go swimming in them. I placed my hand on the side of his face. His breath hitched because of my touch. Who would of thought I have the same affect on him like he does on me. 

He rested his head on my chest and we layed there arm in arm. Running my hand through his hair. It was just perfect. All though I enjoyed every moment of this right now, a question was still nagging me. "Justin." I said. 

"Hmm." Was the only noise that came from. He sounded sleepy. It was cute and hot.

"Will you tell me what happened to you? Since you know like my whole life now." I said looking down at him smirking. His head popped up from my chest and his gaze met mine again. 

"Umm..." He said nervously as body tensed on top of me. "I-I.." He couldn't finish. 

"You can always tell me tomorrow Justin. It's really late." I said and kiss his cheek. 

"I'm sorry Brienna... It's-it's just been..." He said trailing off again. 

"Justin I understand. You found out by my brother. I would be just like you right now, if you made me tell you..." I said to him. He nodded in agreement. 

"I promise to tell you tomorrow." He said smiling then kissed my forehead. I smiled back to assure him that it was ok. He got up off my body, let the cold air rush over my body sending shivers up and down my body again. His warmth was just so comforting. 

He bent down and slipped off his supra's. He took off his jacket and placed it on the back of one of the chairs. He moved to his pants and began to unbutton them. That's when I started to flip out. He want's to do it right now?

"Justin umm... were not doing that right now?!" I said my voice laced with concern. He chuckled and continued to take off his pants. He slipped off his shirt and placed it with the rest off his clothing. He was left standing in just his boxers. I couldn't keep my eyes off his perfect sculpted body.

He was built. I could see his happy trail, and that little v-line that some guys have. I mean I've seen him like this before, I just get shocked every time. He made me melt in every way. I guess I was to deep in my thoughts to realize I was still starring at him. 

"Enjoying the view much?" He said smirking. I take my gaze away from his body and look him in the eyes. 

"Sorry." I said embarrassed. I hope I wasn't drooling. My cheeks turned a bright shed of red. 

"I'm just kidding with you Brienna." He said smiling. He walked back to where I was on the bed. My heart rate picked up again. He was standing right in front of me. I could feel the heat from his body. It was making me hot and bothered. He has such an affect on me. 

He gently scooped me up and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I could feel the warmth again. I could even feel his muscles. I just wanted to run my hand up and down his body. Get a hold of yourself Brienna!

"We should get some sleep." He said placing me on one side of the bed before crawling in beside of me. His arms wrapped around my waist immediately. He placed his head in the crook of my neck. I loved this feeling of being in his arms. It felt just so... right. 

"I love you Justin." I said quietly smiling.

"I will always love you more." He whispered in my ear. "Goodnight beautiful." He said sending shivers up my spine again. He pulled me closer to him. You probably couldn't stick a paper in between us. 

For once I was happy at that moment. That dream I had before Justin got here, was still running though my head. I should tell Justin tomorrow when he tells me about his past. Or maybe I should just keep it to myself... I'll think about it.

Besides when I'm with Justin I don't get those bad dreams anymore. My eyelids felt heavy and closed. That's when it went dark again and I went into a deep sleep this time. Knowing I wasn't going to wake up in the middle of the night again with a bad dream because I had Justin next to me this time...

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Holy shit guys!! I think I love this chapter more than all the other one's. Hope you guys love it too!(: K bye!:D 

 

 

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