Living the Dream

Fan Fiction: Justin Bieber.
My life seemed so perfect until, i found out my boyfriend was cheating on me again. On top of it he wouldn't say a word about it till brought it up. We were suppose to be going to a Justin Bieber concert together. That ended up not happening. My whole day was ruined... until i got to meet a special someone.


36. Lost hope

Justin's POV: 



Me and Brienna were dancing it out to Just Dance 4. I made a bet with her, if the you lose then you have to strip down to your underwear and jump in the pool. I knew I was going to win, I've played this game so much. At least I get to see Brienna half naked. I could tell she was nervous but she plays hard. She wasn't that bad at it actually. I picked Beauty and the Beat, I'm good at this one the most. She says she doesn't know how to dance. I told her I was going to teach her. We have an intense dance off, trying to beat each other. She would get ahead by a couple points then I become ahead. I could tell she was frustrated, it was cute. I thought about letting her win, but that's no fun. I beat her in the end. She get's all mad at me because I beat her, even though she thought she was going to win. She asked if she could just go jump in and I stayed here. I laughed and told her no. Hey rules are rules. We walked out to the pool area, she asked me to turn around and not look, but no promises. I smirked. It's no big deal really it's as if she's wearing a swimsuit. I laugh at the thought. I told her I was turning around and that scared her. She ran and jumped in making a big splash. She swam close to the edge of the pool so I couldn't see her.

"Babe need some help?" I said smiling at her. 

"Uhhh no. Wanna turn around again?" She asked smiling back. Psssh babe that's not going to happen if your in my pool like that.

"I'm afraid that won't happen." I said smirking down at her.

"Please?" She asks politely. 

"Nah babe. I think I might just join you instead." I tell her, then wink at her.

"Umm I'll just get out then."She said. It was to late because I was starting to take my clothes off too. I wanted to give her the whole show. I knew she was inspecting every part of me. I know you want this babe. I'm in my boxers now and began to run towards the pool. Cannonball!! It felt refreshing. I come up for air and see her starring at me. I began to swim towards her.

"Justin don't come close to me." She said. 

"Aww come on babe I won't look!" I said pouting. I still continued to swim close to her because I couldn't help myself. I was now finally right in front of her. "You worry to much babe." I said. "It's no big deal, it's like your in a swimsuit!" I tell her then smile. She smiles back. I wrap my arms around her waist and places my lips on her's perfectly. I get deeper into the kiss and can't stop myself. Every part of her was just perfection. She moved her hands up and down my abs. Yeah you like that huh? Her touch is toxic to me. I just wanted to fuck her in the pool right now. I deepened the kiss more. Fuck. I carried her out of the pool. I still had my lips all on her, every part of me wanted to devour her. She leaned her head back so I had full access to her neck. I began to suck on her neck slowly. A moan escapes from her mouth. That's right moan for me babe. We were dripping wet. I stopped and got a towel and wrapped it around her first then around myself. I put my lips back on her's again. I slipped my tongue in her mouth, she let me have full access. I began to trail kisses down her body. I started from her lips, then down her neck slowly. She moved her arms up and down my arms. I began to trail my kisses farther down her, when I notice something. It caught me a little by surprise. I had to check again to make sure what I was seeing was correct. When I got a second glance at what I thought I saw, I stop kissing her. She was still into the fact I was kissing her before, until I grab her wrist. What the fuck?! Why would she do this to herself?! I look up at her only to see the shock in her eyes.

"What the fuck is this?!" I say upset and confused. Why...Why...Why?!

"It's nothing really..." She said quietly looking down. Tears began to form in her eyes. You can't just say that's nothing? That's something! 

"You say this is nothing?!" I said  still upset. I try to think of everything that could of caused this.

"I don't want to talk about this Justin..." She said. 

"No please explain this to me please?!" I said frowning. I want to know why she's doing this to her beautiful self.

"I said I don't want to talk about this Justin!" She yelled at me. Then pulled her wrist out of my hands and put them to the side of her body. 

"Why can't you just tell me babe?" I said quietly placing my hands on the side of her arms. "Tell me... please?" I said. She starts to step back quietly and gets out of my grip again. Tears began to pour down her face more and she keeps backing away from me. Please babe don't leave me... I just want to help her. She keeps distancing from me. 

"Please Brienna tell me.." I say desperately. She doesn't say anything. She walks back into the bench behind her. She looks at me before running towards the house. "Brienna!" I yelled as she ran away from me. She keeps running away, while she sobs. I don't want to play this game Brienna. Everything races through my mind. What did I do wrong?! My heart becomes heavy. I feel like this is my fault... She runs up stairs to my room. I try to keep up with her, but I can't. She goes to my room and slams the door shut and locks it on me. Fuck!

"Brienna! Please open the door! I want to help you." I cried from the other side of the door. "Please I love you..." I said almost as a sob. "Please babe.." I say as my voice starts to crack because the tears start to form in my eyes. I slide down the door and sit there and cry silently. I don't want to her to hear me cry... Tears pour down my face. Why does she shut me out like this? Was it because of me? Did she cut because of me or her past boyfriends? Did I hurt her? I didn't mean to... I love her to much to do that to her. I could hear her sobs on the other side of the door. It breaks my heart to hear that... I get up and bang on the door, telling her to open up for me. 

"Brienna please open the door!" I said crying out to her. Please I said as tears came down my face. "Please Brienna... I Love you so much!" I said again to her. Still nothing... I bang on the door again, but it's no hope. I slide down the door again and sit there and wait. I put my face in my hands. I really screwed up big time...

An idea comes to mind, what about a key?! I'm so fucking stupid! There has to be a key around here for this room. I run down the stairs and go to were all the keys are hanging. I scan through all the keys, wonder which one it is. Well let's find out. I take a bunch of keys that might fit and walk back up stairs again. I start putting different keys in. Man this will take forever... I try almost ever key. I was about to give up but I finally found a perfect match to the door. I unlock the door and burst open the door. I walk in only to find no one is in here. I look though everything to make sure she wasn't hiding. When I was looking around I saw a note on the bed. No, no, no, no please tell me this a joke... I rip it up into pieces. Tears form at my eyes again. Why did she leave, why... I go out to the balcony and look both ways. I shout her name hoping for something but I get nothing.  I look in the closet and see only a couple items of clothing that she left behind. I see she left her phone on the cabinet. She just left it here... Now I can't call her. Her screensaver was a picture of us together. It made me cry. I never really cry but I couldn't help myself but feel broken inside. I sit down on the bed.

What am I going to do? It's as if she just disappeared out of my life, but I still have some of her stuff. Maybe she might be coming back?! Or she went back to her house! I jump up and run downstairs. I grab my car keys and open my front door and sprint to my car. I start the car and pull out quickly and speed off to the gate. Once I get out of the gated area, I start my route towards Brienna's house and quickly. It takes me a little while to get there but I finally arrive there.

I pull up her drive way, it doesn't look like her car is here. I get out and stumble over something. It was a bike. That bike looks familiar... that's my bike! What the? I run to the door and ring the bell and wait. Nothing. I do it again, and knock. Still nothing. I walk around to the gate and try to open it. It's locked, dang it! Guess I'll have to jump it. I climb up the fence and get on the other side. Let's hope a door is open. I run to one of the doors. The first one was locked, I run to the other one. Yes! I got lucky it was open. I open it quietly and walk in. I walk up to her room. I push open her door but no one's there either... It look like she came through here though. Everything was thrown around and clothes every where on her bed. I walk back down stairs disappointed with myself. It's to late she's gone now... I have no clue where she could of possibly gone now. The only place I think she would be for sure is school but I don't remember all the days she goes to class and what time's. I'm really screwed... I guess i'll just have to sit and wait to find her. Why would she do this to me... She's gone... No way for me to get a hold of her. I leave her house. I pick up my bike that she left on the ground and put it into my car. I get back into my car and drive off. I fucking hate myself! I hit the steering column and speed off.

I pull up to my driveway. I get out of my car and slam the door shut. I walk back into my house and take my phone out of my pocket. I unlock it and look through my contacts. I don't feel like talking to anyone actually. The only person I want to talk to is Brienna... I walk back to my room and lay on my bed. I can smell her scent on the pillows, I hug the pillows as if it were her. I miss her already. Tears start up again in my eyes. I squeeze the pillow more and began to sob into the pillow. I end up just crying myself to sleep as I think of Brienna... 

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