Forever? (sequel to Summer Love?)

Emily has found out some things about Zayn and their future doesn't seem so bright. What happens when she leaves and they both feel lost without each other? They had so much passion and such a deep love but some things are unforgiveable. Will she ever forgive him? And the big question is: Will they ever put the past behind them and get married?
(Some sex scenes)


11. Trying To Survive

Emily's p.o.v

*2 days later*

I walked into the hotel and sat beside Zayn. I hadn't seen him in so long and when I saw him I felt my heart skip a beat. The interviewer came in and sat opposite us. "Hi Zayn, Emily." "Hi," we both replied. "Let's get started then." "Yeah," I said. "So Emily, is it true you've been having an affair with Zayn's bandmate Harry Styles?" "No," I looked at Zayn before continuing. "I slept with Harry once but it was one of the biggest mistakes of my life. We were both drunk and me and Zayn had just had a big argument." "Is this why you two broke up all those times?" she asked Zayn. "No. The first time was, I needed a break but when I found Emily..." he looked at me for permission to tell about my cutting." "I found Emily cutting herself again because she had hurt me. I couldn't let her do it. But the second time was an over reaction of mine. I thought she was cheating on me with Liam because he kissed her but she wasn't." "The third time he just broke up with me. I was surprised but then after 2 months I found out his management made him choose between me and the band. But we got back together. We broke up the final time because I couldn't trust him. He had a girlfriend when we started dating." "We never heard about her. Who is she?" "He was secretly dating her for a few months at the start of 2012 and then she went away in the army. He never actually broke up with her but thought he'd never see her again. She came back and I just c-can't..." I wiped my eyes because I knew I was going to cry. "I can't trust him anymore." "You seem pretty close now though," she said. "We're not. I talked to him for the first time in 2 months like 2 days ago. We're done, there's no going back." "How do you feel about this Zayn?" He looked at me and sighed before answering. "I've tried to win her back but there's no going back. She can't trust me, it's ruined my life but I still love her. Part of me always will." "How did your relationship cope when you had a miscarriage?" "Pretty good, Zayn had to leave for promo a week later and the hate got to me. I started cutting again but he was there to support me. He always was so supportive but I can't trust him anymore." "Well that's all I need. Thank you so much for taking the time to do this." "No problem, I really wanted to clear things up." She left and we were left alone. "Did you really mean it when you said you love me?" "Yes, I love you Em's and I regret what happened. If I could turn back time I would dump her so I could be with you." "You can't change the past Zayn. I've got to go." I got up and left the hotel. When I got back to the apartment I sat against the wall in my room. I could taste him on my lips, I could feel my heart beating faster after seeing him. I need to survive without him but right now I feel like I can't.


<There's still a little bit of your taste in my mouth, there's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt. It's still a little hard to see what's going on>

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