Forever? (sequel to Summer Love?)

Emily has found out some things about Zayn and their future doesn't seem so bright. What happens when she leaves and they both feel lost without each other? They had so much passion and such a deep love but some things are unforgiveable. Will she ever forgive him? And the big question is: Will they ever put the past behind them and get married?
(Some sex scenes)


22. I'm Hurting

Zayn's p.o.v

*1 week later*

I woke up and looked beside me at the girl sprawled out on the mattress. Emily looked so beautiful when she slept. I got up and went to the kitchen to make breakfast. This was the first night she stayed since we got back to London and I was happy but I just wished that she would live with me, I missed her. This wasn't how our relationship ever was. This was going to slow for me and I had to tell her. A few minutes later I felt small hands snake around my waist. "Good morning," she mumbled into me as she hugged me from behind. "Good morning babe," I replied. We sat down and ate breakfast before going to watch some morning tv.

*3 hours later*

"Em's, can we talk?" I asked her. "Sure," she replied walking in from the kitchen. "I think our relationship is going too slow. This isn't what we were ever like. I feel like your scared of diving into a relationship but I don't get that because you've known me for so long and you're the only person that really understands me." "Well i'm sorry if i'm afraid of getting hurt because that's all that seems to happen to me! Have you seen what I do when i'm hurt?" she shouted as she held up her wrists. "I don't want to do that again Zayn!" "Well I don't want to be alone at night thinking about having you with me when you can't trust me!" "I need time Zayn! It's hard to forget things!" "It didn't take me long to forget about you fucking Harry!" "Don't even take that up! Ugh! I can't believe you sometimes!" she shouted with tears streaming down her face. The shouting continued and we both said some things that we regretted.

Emily's p.o.v

I ran upstairs to the bathroom and locked the door. Tears were streaming down my face as I thought about what he just said to me. Why does this hurt so bad? I should just leave. But it feels so good, suddenly I heard a knock on the bathroom door. I thought it was Zayn so I stayed where I was on the floor with my back against the wall. "Emily?" Niall said. I just ignored him. "Emily I know you're in there. Zayn's downstairs crying his eyes out. He keeps saying i'm so sorry, I hate myself, why am I so stupid. I don't know what happened but I just wanted to tell you. I sniffled and crawled over to open the door. When Niall saw me he got down on his knees. "Oh my, i'm sorry." He hugged me and was petting my back. I heard someone mumble and looked at the door. Niall took a step back and I saw Zayn in the doorway. "Emily, i'm i'm so sor-rry. I-I didn't mean it, I l-love you." His eyes were red. I stood up and looked into his hazel eyes. He smiled a bit and reached for a hug. While we were standing there with our arms wrapped around each other I whispered "I love you too Zayn. Forever and always."


<Why does it feel so good but hurt so bad?>

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