Torn Love And Lies

Louis Tomlinson
You've probably heard that name before.
You know 1/5 of one direction.
Rich famous and travels the world with his band mates.
But even the most dedicated directioners
don't know his secret past.
Now meet Arabella "Elle" Delia
Moving to London for her new job.
That is until she gets into a car crash
With Louis Tomlinson and loses her memory
If only she remembered him.


The pain of knowing I will lose her
Or the pain of not having her.


1. Who you are

Don't lose it all
in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
Tears don't mean you're losing
Everybody's bruising
Just be true to who you are
I yawned, stretching my arms. i started realizing that we were about to land in 15 minutes. The grumpy man next to me gave me a death glare. Oops must have bumped into him. Oh well he deserves it for being cranky.

Getting of the plane I have to admit I was excited. Not because I was in England. That was actually one of the downers. But I was finally on my own. Back home in America, Connecticut, I just lived with my mom. We lived in England when I was 8 to I was 17.Now I was back at 19 almost 20. I used to love England.
keyword: used.

But anyway, I lived with my mom. ONLY my mom. That's why we came to England when I was 8.To escape my dad. He wasn't my birth father though. My real father is dead now. 6 months after I was born. Father isn't even an accurate word to describe him. Maybe an asshole or a monster but not a father. Enough about him though. He's where he belongs, in prison.

My mom was, for a long time, well .... distant and depressed.Not herself at all. The fact she thought she loved him was one thing, but she also thought it was her fault what had happened to me. And she had to make money. She had depended on her great husband for that, and now he is gone. Soon after that she started teaching again. 2nd grade. She had always loved kids, and I was her only child. She had a miscarriage 2 years before I was born. Knew everything about it. It was supposed to be a boy. They were going to name him Daniel.

My mom was a great person and she didn't deserve any of this stuff. I always felt that it was my fault. My "father" wanted her to put me up for adoption but she was strong. I wanted to make her happy again. And I wanted to be able to give her money, so she could relax and stop working, even though I knew she wouldn't. She loved teaching, another thing my father banished. because he thought that women shouldn't work

My mood shifted slightly as I remembered that my mom had found a guy. His name was Drew. He was a nice guy, pretty rich and I knew he would never hurt my mom. Which is why I had a plan. We were going to surprise her and give her a wedding.

You see after my 1 year internship teaching or assisting teachers I could get a real teaching job and get her a dream wedding. My mom meant the world to me, and I wanted to give something to her.

Lately I felt as a small weight was lifted off my shoulders. Before, I would always be lost trying to please everyone that I forgot myself.

Wow I sounded like a psychologist talking.

But I didn't know many people, so I would get to relax more and not have to feel responsible for people’s feelings. I mean im in a new place starting over, it was a but scary.i had leaved my friends behind. I had a group of 5 close friends and 1 of them-Lisa was coming to London for an internship, not for teaching, but I would still get to see her. Since Lisa's dad didn't want her to be in some lower class apartment, he bought her a two bedroom apartment. I was gone live there.

The intercom came on saying: Welcome to Heathrow airport, today is September 3rd and the time is 11:47 I've hoped you've enjoyed your flight and have a good rest of the day.

Oh my gosh. It was September 3rd. My heart stopped for a second.

Then I realized, I was being crazy. It happened 2 years ago,just forget about it

Or at least that's what I was telling myself.
Finally after getting out of the airport, I looked around for Lisa. Looking around I saw her jumping up and down like she was cray cray , while some snotty middle aged couples gave her a haughty look. Fuck them.

I Join her in bouncing, we looked like we where on sugar high. i ran up to her and gave her hug, super excited. You might think I'm normal ,but then , when you get to know me , you get to know I'm the opposite.

The couple put the noses in the air and walked away.

"Oh my gosh your finally here!" Lisa squealed.

"I know I'm so excited!!" I replied "But first I'll need to rest."

"Understandable so let’s go back to the apartment."

"Okay, I can't wait to see it."

After a 15 minute drive we got there. The apartment was great. It was big, had plenty of rooms. Or, it had a living room, kitchen, two bedrooms and two bathrooms. It was so pretty there.

"I think I can get used to this, yeah! "

"Haha, I'm sure you can;)" Lisa said

After a while I got hungry.

"Lisa, I'm hungry, what’s for lunch."

"Oh sorry I forgot to buy food, it's a 5 minute drive to Nando's though."

"Okay let’s go."

We sat us in in the car and drove. After about 5 minutes, we where there.

"Can you just get me whatever your getting, I don't want to get out." I said

"Sure lazy ass." Lisa answered

Sticking my tongue out at her. I stretched me to the backseat to get my phone out of my purse.

And then BAM! I heard a loud crash and everything went black.

*Louis POV

For the last 10 minutes Niall was saying he was starving and he wanted food, so to get him to shut up, I said that we would go to Nandos.

Half way there I decided to joke with him.
"Niall, I don't think you have been a 'Good boy' today. For that you not gona get anything"
causing him to throw a temper tantrum until I told him I was joking.

Today wasn't a good day for me, bc of what happend two years ago. But I couldn't let that stop me from having fun with the boys.;)

"Lou watch out!" I heard Liam yell

I was about to crash into a car. I hit the brakes, but it was to late. We crashed into the car. It was completely smashed, while our car only had minor scratches ,nothing serious.

But worried about the car in front of us we all jumped out and checked on it seeing a girl in the back that looked all too familiar.

I froze. It was her.
All the boys were rushing around saying stuff like- she's alive, call the ambulance ,put her in the car. But my head was spinning.

I had breakead my promise never to hurt her again.

Authors Note:
Hope you like the story! Pleeze tell me what you think:D
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