My love

There was only two things that I was totally sure of. One, Harry loved me. And two, I was deeply and utterly in love with him. I want to be with him for a very long time. And I'm starting with forever...
Harry Styles is my only love. For now and forever. I never thought it was possible to fall for someone this hard... but I did.


13. News.

 "Bella," Harry and I were hanging out when he suddenly got a call... He went into the other room and I started to get anxious. When he came back he looked worried and upset. He couldn't finnish his sentence. "Harry, whats wrong?"  I asked. Tears were forming in his eyes. I walked over to him. He gently grabbed my hand. The touch of his skin made my heart pound. "Harry, tell me..." I was serious. His perfection was too much to handle. I could barely look him in the eyes. His eyes. Perfect. The way they shined in the light. When he was sad they were more beautiful than they could ever be. "Bella, I have to... go...go away for a while." I looked at him startled. My heart started beating faster. I was breathing harder. I couldn't stand being away from him. It drove me insane. "It'll be okay though, just for a little bit..." He said fastly. I was breathing really fast. My heart beating a million miles an hour, my breathing not going much slower. "Bella, Bella, It'll be okay... I promise" It didn't make me anymore at ease. His lips carefuly pressed onto mine. My heart skipped a beat. I nearly fell to the floor. "How long is a while?" I said quietly. Though I was close enough where I knew he could hear me. " I don't know, a couple weeks, could be a month..." My mind just got jumbled. I started breathing hard, trembling, holding back tears.

"I'm taking you with me," He said. The sound of his voice scared me. I wasnt looking at him and I didn't expect the noise. I looked up at him. "What?" I said.

 "You're comming with me... I can't leave you here. I will go insane without you. I can't let you be here alone. Not in this town... No. I love you too much. You are everything to me... I don't want to be gone for god knows how long with you here, then one day I call you and you tell me that some guy asked you out to lunch and you were going to go because I wasn't here with you. I don't want the chance that you will think that I don't love you anymore. I don't want you to be here and one day when I call you, you tell me that we should take a break, because I was away and I seemed more preoccupied, because it was what was best for me... Thats not happening."

He was serious. His eyes were shiny, watering. He held my hand, I gave his hand a tight squeez. "That would never happen..." I whispered. " I love you too much..." He looked at me. Gazing into my eyes. They were filled with fear, rage, and love. "I don't believe you... I don't think you understand the pain those thoughts bring me... I don't think you understand the way I love you, And I don't think you understand how my world would go down in flames if you... if you left me."  I looked at him hurt... And then i got mad.

"Harry Edward Styles... You are my world! Dont ever... for one milisecond try to convince yourself that I don't love you! Dont you ever think that I want anyone else other than you! Dont you dare! You are the only one I want... Without you my world... my world would be nothing because it is entirely foccused on you... You are my love, my life, my world, me everything." Tears started rolling down my cheeks. "And the fact that you feel as if i would leave you... leave you that easily... leave you at all... It kills me inside..."

He could barely look at me. But when he did he smiled. I couldn't understand why he was. But i couldn't help but smile back. He kissed my forehead. "Where?" I looked up at him. "Me and the guys have to go to New York... Times Square. New years eve." I looked at him shocked. "That's really far away...You are going to have alot of fun." I said. "You mean we are going to have alot of fun?" he corrected me. I just smiled. "You were serious? You want me to come?" He looked at me. "No," I looked at him shocked. And I started to get choked up. I let go of his hand, then looked at the floor. My eyes started to water when Harry walked over to me then raised my head with his hand so that I looked at him in the eyes. " I wasnt serious, I was dead serious... I don't want you to come, I need you to come." I took a really deep breath then smiled. My breathing was still shaky. Suddenly, his lips pressed against mine. I closed my eyes and just let my heart take control. I wrapped my arms around him, kissing him all the while. Suddenly he stopped. I was startled for a moment. "I love you too much..." He said partially laughing partially serious. "You can never love anybody too much, love has no limits." He kissed me again. Pulling me into him. "You stole my heart..." He whispered to me, our heads touching. His sent was soothing. "And you stole mine," I said back. "We committed the perfect crime." We both laughed at that.

Some people say love will hurt whether its good or not. I say that thats not true. I believe that love is beautiful. If its truly meant to be, it finds its own way to make things work. I love Harry. More than anything

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