Twist & Turn

"You know you learn from history
To love and trust yourself to see
It's never black and white it seems
There'll be a shade of gray between." here is my story... ©


11. Chapter 11 - Mr Niall Whore-Ran


I walked out of Mr Wales' classroom, Harry's notebook finally out of my possession. I walked to the ladies room and looked at the cut on my face and sighed quietly when I saw that it was finally starting to heal.

I walked back out and walked smack bang into Zayn.

"Oops, sorry!" Zayn said as he helped me up.

"Don't worry about it." I replied giving him a small smile.

"Where'd you go yesterday, I didn't see you for the rest of the day?" Zayn asked curiously.

"Something came up and I had to leave early." I said with a shrug.

"Okay." Zayn said looking at me doubtfully. 

I pushed past Zayn and looked around as I walked; I spotted Liam with a blonde guy I hadn't ever seen around.

Maybe he's Benji..?

I walked over to them with a smile plastered on my face.

"Hey Li." 

Liam looked at me and smiled, "Morning Shell."

I looked at the blonde who was fidgeting nervously.

"Who's this?" I asked Liam giving the blondie a smile.

"Niall Horan, he's a transfer student." Liam replied, putting his hands in his pockets

"It's lovely to meet you." I said to Niall with a smile.

"Back at you." Niall said in his thick accent, shooting me a smile.

"Irish?" I said curiously

"Yeah buddy." Niall said with a big grin.

I laughed and said, "I like you, you're so carefree."

"Has Li gone over everything?" I said looking at Niall.

Niall chewed his lip as he thought, "I think so."

I nodded and said, "You'll learn things along the way."

Niall nodded and I grabbed Liam's hand and held onto it, letting Niall walk beside us.

"Shelly!" Someone shouted just as a body collided with mine shoving me to the ground, forcing me to make an 'oomph' sound.

There was a giggle and then the same voice said, "Shit, sorry." 

I opened my eyes and looked straight into Louis' bright bluey-grey eyes and blinked a few time, "Hello to you too."

Louis grinned and got off me and helped me up. I smiled back and looked behind Louis and saw Harry smiling warmly. I pulled away from Louis and pulled Harry into a tight hug, wrapping my arms around his waist.

Harry laughed and said, "Hello."

I mumbled into his shoulder, "Hi..."

"Who's that?" Niall mumbled to Liam.

"Oh right, sorry." I said pulling away.

"Guys this is Niall Horan, he's Irish." I said standing next to Niall.

Harry laughed and said, "Harry."

Louis walked over to Niall and looked at him with narrow eyes and Niall shrunk back slowly. Then Louis grinned and said, "Hello, I'm Louis." 

Niall laughed unevenly and waved.

What's with all the new kids being so cute dammit?

Harry looked over at me and giggled again.

"Your laugh is so girly." I sighed.

"Its just you were giving Niall your 'you're so cute!' look" Harry said with another giggle.

I face palmed and glared at Harry.

"You have a 'you're so cute!' face, show me!" Louis demanded and grabbed onto my chin.

I rose my eyebrow at Louis and said, "Apparently I do, ask Harry what it looks like cause I have no idea."

Louis stared at me for a few more seconds and I smiled at him. 

Louis rolled his eyes and smacked his lips on my forehead and stepped back next to Harry.

I groaned and rubbed where he kissed and said, "You do have a girlfriend remember, Rachael, yanno the girl every guy wants to date."

Niall gasped and said, "You're dating Rachael?"

Louis sighed and nodded.

"Oh god." Niall muttered.

"She's not that b--" Harry started but I cut him off my holding my hand up.

"You're saying that about someone who bullied you on your first day of primary school." 

"Aww, she bullied you?" Louis said with a smirk

"You're still not over that?" Harry said angrily

"No, no I'm on. When someone bullies my best friend for who knows how long I will hold it against them for that long." I said taking a step towards Harry angrily

"Just get over it Shelly." Harry said with a roll of his eyes

I sighed and looked at Harry for a few seconds and said, "Go back to your girlfriend Harry." 

"Fine, come on Louis. Nice meeting you Niall." Harry muttered and walked away.

Louis cringed and quickly hugged me and chased after Harry.

I calmed myself down and looked and Niall and Liam and said, "Sorry..."

Niall cracked a smile and said, "Don't worry about it."

Liam smiled and grabbed my hand and smiled at Niall and said, "Things happen. C'mon we've got drama."

Liam and Niall started making their way to the drama room laughing and talking while Liam dragged me behind them.

I was too busy thinking to myself to really register anything until something collided with my body again for the second time, tearing my hand from Liam.

I was airborne for a few seconds before falling to the ground with a thump.

I looked up with wide eyes and saw Molly standing in front of me looking at me with anger filled eyes.

...well shit.

"Hello Molly." I said coughing.

"Don't touch Harry." Molly snarled at me.

I sighed and looked around; noticing we'd gathered quite a crowd.

I looked back at Molly and said, "What?"

"Don't touch or talk to Harry." Molly said shaking with anger.

I sighed again and started standing up but Molly kicked me back down with her pointy heels. I winced but didn't try to get back up.

"You aren't friends with him and whatever you have is over." Molly said kneeling down to my level and muttered quietly, "If you don't touch him maybe I'll keep the fact that your dad beats you a secret." 

My jaw hung open and she smiled at me as she standing up and spun around and walked off. I sat on the ground for a few more seconds then got up shakily and saw Liam staring at me with a concerned expression.

I pushed down my shirt sleeves and mumbled, "Let's go to drama."

All on the way back I could hear people gossiping about the fight, many making up reasons that were way off track.

"It's like cause they're in a secret relationship but then Shelly like slept with Harry." ...really people?

I dragged myself into drama and sat in the corner since drama was pretty much a free period. 

I brought my knees to my chest and stated ahead until Niall sat beside me and smiled at me sadly. 

I watched him for a few seconds before he said, "I don't know what you did to deserve all that but I don't reckon you deserve it."

I gave him a small smile then felt myself start to slowly shake. 

Niall made an 'o' shape with his mouth and shuffled over pulling me into a hug as I slowly started shaking with sobs.

"Just can't help yourself can you?" I heard a female voice mutter

I pulled away and looked at who'd said it and saw one of Rachael and Molly's crew, I forget her name. Niall stood up angrily and said,

"What's she ever done to you?" 

The girl stared at Niall for a few seconds before flipping her hair and walking off.

Niall sighed and looked back at me and I looked at him sadly then looked back ahead. I saw pants slowly approach me but I didn't bother looking up.

"Shell..?" The voice said quietly.

I recognizes the voice instantly and squeezed my eyes shut and said, "Harry, go away."

"Shelly please." Harry pleaded

"Harry, please. I'll talk to you later!" I muttered opening my eyes and pleaded Harry with my eyes.

He sighed but nodded and walked away.

Niall plopped back down next to me and sighed then stated, "You guys sure have a bipolar relationship."

I frowned and nodded, "He's all I got."



I walked to English after the bell had rung and I'll cleaned up myself, sitting myself up the back in my usual seat, I was one of the first people in class as usual. Mr Wales watching me for a few seconds then pulled the notebooks out of his work case.

Everyone made their way in and I avoided everyone's gazes, keeping my eyes ahead of me.

Mr Wales lazily picked up the notebooks and handed them around.

I opened it up and looked at the page with my name at the top and saw there was no comment. I shrugged and looked back up, I heard someone let out a strangled noise then muffle it, I looked up and searched for the noise projector and saw Harry looking at me his mouth hanging open slightly, I looked down sharply and quickly turned to the next page and avoided Harry's gaze and looked at the board for the subject.


I sighed and pulled out my blue pen and started writing.

Mood - Reason

Sir, is it bad that I feel like your subjects are targeted at me? 
Does that make me self centered? 

I'm probably a mix of happy and depressed.

I'm happy because I have my friends and life's being good to be for once (...most of the time.) 
But then again, I'm depressed because I don't deserve them, people hate me, life's too hard and confusing and I'm lost. And I feel like crying every second because I'll recall something or something will happen. 

I'm losing myself, I can feel it. I don't want to accept it but I know it's going to happen and I can't stop it.

Sir, I'm lost and I'm broken.



I sat at my table in the cafeteria and Louis plopped down next to me grinning like a fool.

"What're you so happy about?" I mumbled, lazily running my spoon through my yoghurt.

"I have no regrets Shelly." Louis said happily.

"Good for you?" I said looking at him with a confused look.

"It's over." Louis said happily his grin starting to creep me out.

"What?" I said dumbly.

"It's over." Louis said looking at me.

"What's over?" 

"I broke up with Rachael." Louis said grinning even more.

I stared at him.

Well fuck... may the numerous bashings and rumors begin. R.I.P Shelly Ander



Chapter End Notes: Hey guise, Sorry it took me a bit to update I'll try to update when I can tho :] x

Love youz to the moon and beyond. xx


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