Hi, I'm Valerie. I'm only 16 but it seems like i lived a thousand years. Since my best friend found out my secret, she treats me differently, my parents think I'm some kind of a devil, people at school laugh at me for no apparent reason, don't worry I'm used to that. Wanna know my secret? well here it goes..


14. is this heaven?

Where am i? Am i dead? please let me be dead. That's all that I want. I hear something. It sound like someones talking. But I cant see anyone. No one at all. I feel something warm touching my hand, yet there's nothing there. What's happening to me? 

Few seconds later all I could hear is "She's awake, she's fine" It sounded a lot like my dad, although he was crying. I wonder why. I opened up my eyes, and there were strangers all around me, they looked disappointed, like something wasn't right.

"Where am i?" i asked suddenly and half of the room gasped in shock.

"Valerie, I'm your doctor, and 3 weeks ago you tried to commit suicide in the girls bathroom at school, but luckily this young man has found you just in time" He pointed to some stranger that I didn't even know. Why did he had to find me. Why.

All I could say was "oh". 

I looked around the room, everyone was sad? Why, it's not like I matter at all, everyone hates me, and this world would be better off without me. All I cause is pain, I'm worthless. The doctor is talking, but I can't concentrate on what he's saying, I just nod while I stare at the wall. Thinking, wondering, what would happen if my suicide attempt worked. I wouldn't be here right now, everyone would be happier, they wouldn't have to pretend like they care about me at all. 

"Valerie!! Did you hear what the doctor said?!" Suddenly my whats-so-called-dad is shouting at me for no reason. ugh

"Y-y-es." I mumbled under my breath.

"Right, your therapy starts next Monday" The doctor said.

I nodded and looked down at my wrist. I could hear the door being shut. My wrists are covered in bandages, but they're not exactly white, but red, it must be from all the blood. In the corner of my eye I could see a guy.. "He's the one that saved me, unfortunately" i thought to myself. 

"Hi, I'm Anthony, but call me Ant"

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