Between Crown and Heart

Galaxy Charmé gets nearly kidnapped by death eaters but luckily she's saved by Albus Dumbledore who has been searching for her for the past few years as the death eaters did.But why?Galaxy is told that she will end a cruel war,but how if she has never heard anything about true magic?How if she neither has faith in magic,nor in herself?Strange things happen to her and she falls in love with her Professor Severus Snape who will never belong to her as long as she won't confess her love to him.
Time passes then and she learns what important role she plays in this war and moreover how she has to fulfill it:She has to betray everyone she is fond with.She has to leave them alone when they need her most.And her love's fate is already sealed before her own fate was.
How will she experience her new destiny and how the loss of her life?In the end she will need a shoulder to cry on after her sacrifices but no one will be there for her.Thus be you there for her and give her a shoulder to cry on.

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59. His Whore


"Galaxy! Come on! We have to help Harry for the second task!" Hermione tried to convince me to leave my bed. I shook my head.
"You can't be here forever!" She said.
"I know."
"You don't even eat properly and you don't even do your morning sports any more!" She sat down on my bed.
She took my hand when I didn't answer her.
"Galaxy, what happened?"
I avoided her eyes and said: "Nothing."
"That's not true. It's because of the ball, right? Does he … well … kiss you?" I turned my head in surprise. Did she know what happened?
"What? Who?" 
"Your date! He even asks me every day how you feel." I looked very guilty at my bedside table with the numerous unopened letters from Lirim.
"Galaxy!" I sighed.
"What do you want, Hermione?" I asked her annoyed.
"Come with me. We need to help Harry." I looked at her and thought about leaving my bed after nearly three months. 
"Galaxy! You can't hide for ever!" I thought.
"He nearly figured it out. He just needs a very little hint."
I sighed. "Nearly figured it out? The task will start in less than 24 hours!" I said in a low voice.
"Okay!" I gave up. Hermione smiled and helped me out of my bed.
It was nearly dark and very cold. I wrapped my coat around me and remembered Snape's robe. My heart hurt as if a blunt knife rammed it. 
I gasped. 
"Galaxy! You're alright?" Hermione said as she saw me panting. I nodded and continued walking.
I send Snape his robe by owl right after I came up after the ball. Honestly, I wanted to set his robe on fire and send him the ashes but then I thought that he didn't had the right to feel or experience my fury anymore. 
"There you are! I thought I would search the library all alone!" Ron said as we entered the library. He looked up and opened his mouth in shock. He surely was surprised to see me there.
"Galaxy! How do you feel?" Harry looked up surprised too. I smiled forcefully. 
"Heard you figured out the next task." 
"Nearly." He said.
"Cedric gave me a hint. Opened the egg in the water. A few female voices sung something like: 
Come seek us where our voices sound. We cannot sing above the ground. An hour long you'll have to look, to recover what was took." 
"Merpeople." I said instantly. 
"Yeah, we figured that out." Ron said and Hermione glared at him. But that didn't bother me, I was used to Ron by now.
"Any idea what they will take? Your most precious thing?" I asked.
"Broom, map or cloak." Said Hermione in a low voice. I nodded.
"Last thing is the oxygen supply underwater." I thought. 
"We already looked all the books up for charms and potions." Ron added. My heart pinched at the word 'potions'.
I heard some steps behind me and turned around. 
"How about helping us, Galaxy?" Ron asked but I focused on Moody who entered the section of the library in which we were.
"Hate to break up this scholar session but Professor McGonagall would like to see you in her office." Moody said as he made himself visible. 
Harry was about to stand up. 
"Not you Potter, just Weasly and Granger."
I furrowed my brows. Moody turned to me then and looked strangely at me. 
"And Charmé comes with me." He said dangerously and scared me.
"But sir, the second task is only hours away and-"
"Exactly. Presumably Potter is well prepared by now and could do with a good night's sleep. Go. Now! Longbottom!" Moody interrupted Hermione. 
Neville hurried to us.
"Why don't you help Potter put his books back." He said.
Suddenly it made 'klick' in my mind. Neville was interested in Herbology and there has to be a plant who helps you to breath underwater! 
"Nevi-"
"Follow me." Mad-Eye interrupted me. I glared at him and obeyed reluctantly. 
"Please, Harry! Try to talk to Neville about plants!" I prayed.
Moody walked me out of the library, down the stairs, past the great hall and… down to the dungeons. 
My legs stopped suddenly and my heart started racing. 
"I said follow." But I kept glued to my spot. He turned around and looked why I wasn't following him. Suddenly I saw that vision of that lip licking man once again but it vanished just the next second. "What the hell is the meaning of that all?!" I thought angry.
"What's the matter?" He asked as if he knew something.
I didn't answer.
"I see. Well, I SAW! I saw you and … him … together on the ball." I looked at him confused. What was he talking about?
"You cried while he … raped you." He whispered the last part. 
My breath got stuck and I hyperventilated. I was scared and paralyzed.
"Shh." Moody said and pointed his wand at me. I was more scared and thought that he was going to use an unforgettable charm on me again. 
But he didn't. He helped me to breathe steady again.
After I relaxed he continued.
"I want to confront him." He said slyly. I watched him very closely.
"Why would you help me?" 
"Because I can't stand him either." He said with such a venom that I shivered. I remembered what Mr. Black said. Moody brought Karkaroff to Azkaban once.
"You are after him since quite a few time. It seems as he was able to slip away from you many times." His face darkened and he took a sip of his bottle to control himself.
"There were many times when I nearly had him." I furrowed my brows.
"Nearly? You got him once."
He focused on me in surprise.
"Who?"
"Karkaroff." He looked nervous with his eye behind him and looked with both eyes at me again.
"Whose talking about Karkaroff?"
"You!"
"I am talking of Snape." 
My chest hurt at once.
"Snape? Wait. You think he raped me?"
He nodded.
"No, he didn't." I whispered.
"What was this outside the school then?"
"Were you following me?" I asked aghast.
"My leg needed a cold walk." He said and distracted from a precise answer.
"And then I saw you cry and he open your dress." 
My eyes started to moist at the memory of that night. 
Moody saw us when Karkaroff left and I cried on Snape's chest while he zipped my dress. I gulped.
"He wasn't." I said with difficulty. 
"That's not true." He said.
"It is."
"Why don't we just ask him then?" Moody took me by my arm and pulled me towards Snape's office. I struggled and tried anything to avoid going into his office and to face him but I was too weak and my wand was in my dorm.
"No. No, Professor. Believe me. He wasn't. Please. Stop." I begged him but he broke the door open and dashed in with me.
Snape looked up from his table and focused on me at the very beginning; he surely was surprised to see me after three months in his office suddenly. 
I looked away and hoped he wouldn't see my tears which I dried with my hand. I knew it was impossible.
"Don't have the manners to knock?" Snape asked annoyed.
"My hands were occupied at that very moment." 
At that, Snape looked at me again.
Oh, how my chest hurt! It was torture! And there was a gulp stuck in my throat which stopped me from crying but didn't allow me to breath normal.
"I hope you aren't driven by one of your arbitrary spirits." Snape stood up from his desk and walked up to us.
Moody released me and I backed away, believing that would contain my pain but it didn't. 
"Severus, you couldn't control yourself, could you?" Moody laughed evilly.
"Well, surely understandable. Her beguiling walk, her graceful movements, her sense numbing scent, her skin… amazing." Moody looked at me and gulped as if he was hungry and imagined food. Snape looked at me very controlled.
"Her cheeks, those fully red lips, and her eyes, sayin-"
"Never saw you that uncontrolled… Eleastor." Snape interrupted him. Moody looked as if he was woken up from a dream. 
I rested one hand half over my face and the other over my shoulder to cover my face and upper body from Moody's thirsty looks. He reminded me so much of Karkaroff. 
"So understandable. And she… back then… on the ball… well, this drove you insane and you took advantage of her while she was outside on her own!" 
"He didn't!" I said again.
"Express yourself clearly, Eleastor. We don't want that you are misunderstood." Snape said carefully and ignored my comment.
"You got thick as a brick, Snape!" Moody barked suddenly. Snape pursed his lips only and left his remark behind them.
"You raped h-" 
I gasped.
Suddenly Snape pinned Moody against the wall, like a lion, that was attacking his prey.
"Be careful what you take in your mouth, Moody." He hissed then.
Mad-Eye struggled to release himself but Snape was too strong. I was quite surprised. Snape looked much thinner than Moody but yet he was stronger than him.
"Take off your hands from me." Mad-Eye said in a dangerous voice.
Both stared at each other but finally Snape released him. 
"Out. Now!" Snape said and turned to walk back to his desk. 
But as he turned around, Moody took out his wand and pointed at him. 
My eyes widened and suddenly I started running towards Snape and stood between Moody and Snape. If Mad-Eye was about to hurt him, I would get hurt instead of Snape.
Snape turned around at once and pushed me aside very hard that I hit the ground with my forehead. I moaned but Snape didn't look at me, he pointed his wand at Moody now and focused on him.
A dirty and ugly laugh escaped from Moody's mouth. 
"I should have known it! You listen intensely every time, when someone talks about her and you talk so wussy about her." He laughed again. I was confused. Did Snape really do that? I looked at him in question but Snape was unreadable.
"You made a good scoop!" He laughed more. 
"She's willing to do what you want. Nice. She's that naive and innocent that you can bend her as you like." 
"What?" I said offended and confused but Moody ignored me.
"You manipulate her and make her to defense and protect you."
"I don't need anybody's protection." Snape said through his teeth.
"You need protection of your little bitch!" My mouth sprang open.
Suddenly a bright light came out of Snape's wand and Moody hit the wall and slithered down to the ground. Snape walked up to him and said:
"As I said before, be careful what you take in your mouth." But Moody smiled more evilly.
"Quite taken by your mistress, are we?" Snape bowed down over him and pushed his wand against his throat.
"The headmaster will be very pleased to know how far you can go for… your students." Snape growled: "Careful."
"If not, would you kill me for her?" I felt that Snape was about to loose his control. Therefore I stood up and placed shyly a hand on his shoulder. He tensed more under my touch.
"Don't." I said barely audible. But he understood and rose up suddenly.
Moody bad mouthed us and made Snape furious again.
"You listen to your whore! You stooped so low, Snape!" I saw that Snape was gripping his wand tightly to control himself.
"Leave or she won't be able to stop me anymore for what I will do to you." Snape whispered tensely.
Moody looked nervous at once and his eye was scanning Snape quite tense. Suddenly he stood up and walked out. But before he left ultimately he said: "I will get you soon, Snape." 
I looked down on the ground and let Moody's many ambiguous words sink in.
"… your bitch… listen intensely when talked about her… your mistress… talk so wussy about her… your whore?!" I gulped. 
"Was he really…? Did he just…? Him and me?" I was shocked. Finally that happened what I've only dreamt in my nightmares. Someone called me a prostitute, someone's prostitute. 
I fell down on the next bench in shock. 
My tears got stuck in my throat and stopped me from breathing. Suddenly I coughed and grabbed my throat but I couldn't breath anymore. I hyperventilated. 
Snape walked up to me at once and looked at me confused, not knowing what to do. He bowed over me and grabbed me by my shoulders to shake me but it didn't help. He backed away for a second looking at me desperately. Then he approached me again and massaged my throat, trying to remove the chunk which was stopping me from breathing. I felt how his hand and fingers were moving confidently but yet urgently around my throat and it seemed as I was about to breath again. 
But he wasn't quick enough. My eyes darkened and my body got numb and I fell forwards.

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I woke up in a very comfortable, big bed with sheets of silk. I smiled pleased. I've never felt so comfortable and I've never slept that good. I buried my face into the sheets and startled up. The scent of them was Snape's scent. I opened my eyes in surprise and made out my surrounding.
It was breaking dawn and I was lying in a bed. On my right there was a fireplace surrounded by two arm chairs and one couch. 
On my left there was a door and a cupboard and in front of me there was a second door. 
I looked around again and tried to figure out where I was. As I looked at the fireplace again I saw that someone was sitting in one of the armchairs. 
I carefully climbed out of the bed and walked towards this person. 
I gasped. It was Snape. Somehow I felt very guilty. I ruined his reputation and the headmaster will know soon that he was sleeping with me, according to Moody. And before the headmaster, the many parents will hear about it and they won't send their children anymore to Hogwarts. And then this school had to close and Snape would loose his job. 
That seemed to be a much bigger problem than my rape. 
"Thank you very much, Moody!" I whispered. 
"What if Moody followed us again? His assumption about us would be definitely confirmed after seeing me in Snape's bedroom." I thought suddenly.
I looked worried around the room.
"I have to get out of here quickly!" 
But then I looked at Snape again. He looked worried and gloomy in his sleep too. I wondered what happened to him that made him that sad. 
I approached him and bowed down over his neck. I took a deep breath of him and smiled pleased. Then I watched him more closely. He had slight winkles over his face and he had eye circles around his eyes. I wished him peace and happiness so much and no pain anymore in that moment. 
I turned around carefully and carried his bed sheets to him. I wanted to wrap him in them. He moved a little in his sleep while I was wrapping him but he didn't wake up. 
Then I watched him a little more and moved one stray of his beautiful black hair out of his face while his chest moved up and down.
"I wish you a wonderful sleep. I hope you never experience pain or suffer in your life, only happiness and beautiful memories." I whispered to him. He moved again but kept sleeping. 
Now I had to go, because it was about to get quite bright because of the sun rise and then Moody would see me easily. 
I thought which door would lead me out and decided for the one in the middle. It was the right one and I came out in the portions classroom.
I walked carefully back to the Griffindor tower and sneaked into my dorm room. The others were still asleep but Royalty was not there. I worried where he might be and looked at my watch. It was four in the morning. 
"Where is he?" 
I couldn't search for him, because I would wake the others up. 
I crawled very worried in my bed and remembered the cosy and comfortable bed of Snape. 
"His bed was much better then mine!" I pouted.

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