she's not afraid

Breathing heavily, I stared down at the water that was far below me. Standing on the edge of the bridge, I prepared myself. Just on simple jump and it would all be over. All the pain, all the suffering, all the memories.. it would all be gone. On the count of three..
"One... two... thr-"


9. lazy day

two days after niall took me shopping, the boys had another day off. we decided to just stay home and watch movies together. harry and louis were sharing a reclining chair, liam and zayn were curled up on the couch, and niall and i were sitting on a love seat. we were currently watching toy story, as it was liam's turn to pick. about half way through the movie, niall put his arm behind me. it wasnt completely on my shoulders, just resting on the couch, but i was very aware that it was there.

after the movie, zayn got up to make some more popcorn. louis chose another movie, one that i had never seen before. 

"louis, what movie did you pick?" harry asked.

"its a surprise!" 

i giggled at them. these boys were actually the cutest things ever.

zayn came back, and passed us all our own little bowls of popcorn. how he managed to carry all six at once, i dont know.

"thank you zayn!" i said, smiling

"youre very welcome, m'lady," he replied, out of the corner of my eye, i could see a look cross nialls face. was it... jealousy? it couldnt have been. niall wouldnt get jealous over me. he doesnt have feelings for me, and i dont have feelings for him. i didnt think so, anyways....

the movie started playing, and inglanced at harry. he was smiling his pretty smile, and he looked at louis.

"rent? why rent?"

"i love this movie, and so do you. and judging by the look on kally's face, shes never even seen it. its perfect" he replied, beaming. 

i laughed again. they were adorable. louis was right though, i had never seen it.

"guys, be quite! its starting!" liam said. everyone got quite as it started playing, and harry and louis were smiling.

the rest of the day was spent watching movies, and around 9 o'clock, i felt my head tilting sideways as i fell asleep, not realizing i was leaning into niall, with my head on his shoulder.

*nialls pov*

i felt a small body slump into my side, and her head fall onto my shoulder. i knew she had fallen asleep. tingles shot through my whole body, and i was praying to god that my heartbeat, which was very VERY loud, wouldnt wake her. i slowly took my arm from the back of the couch, and draped it over her shoulders. i reached to my right, and grabbed a blanket, pulling it over both of us. the rest of the boys were either sleeping, or caught up in the movie. i layed my head on the back of the couch, my arm still around kally, and my last thoughts before i fell asleep were 'ya, niall. you deffinetly have feelings for her.'




*omg okay, i know its been like a whole fucking month since i updated, but ive been so busy! im so sorry! every time i tried to update, something new would pop up and in the way. im so so so so sorry! i love you guys ♡ kaithnxbai*

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