Nothing's Fine I'm Torn

This story is about a girl named Taylor who was just about to give up on everything until she found one reason to live that changed her entire life for the better. Life was terrible until she met Harry and slowly began to fall in love and also gained a few extra bestfriends. *Warning; not recommended for children, there will be swearing and sexual scenes*


1. The Beginning

*Tay's POV* Tears flowed down my face as blood slowly trickled down my arm. The blade left me a small reminder of how much I hate myself. My mom died about a year ago and I have been living with my step father ever since. He has turned into an alcoholic and he frequently hits me but I don't have enough money to move out yet. I have been saving up for a while now and I know that in about two or three months I will have enough to go buy myself a small apartment. Each day that I lived here it brought me down more and more and it made me feel worthless. My friends asked me out to a party tonight so I'm sneaking out and heading off, he never notices when I'm gone anyways. I put on my jeans and a baggy sweater and headed off to meet my friend Lex before heading to the party. We met in a public park and walked together down to her friend's place. When we got there it was packed, there were people everywhere. Lex quickly left me to grab us drinks and I stood in the same spot so she could find me. When she got back she not only had a drink in her hand for me and herself but she also had a boy tagging along with her. "This is my boyfriend Liam, the one I have been talking about for a while now" she said smiling at me and passing me my drink. "Hi Liam, nice to meet you" I said staring at him. Liam looked very familiar and it took me about two minutes before it came to me that he's in the band One Direction. "Hello, nice to meet you too" he replied flashing me a smile. Lex and Liam left shortly after I finished my third drink to go talk to some people so I decided to walk around and try to socialize myself. It was hard considering the way I thought about myself, I was very insecure and self conscious. I walked around slowly sipping my fourth drink feeling a bit tipsy when a guy came up to me and grabbed me by the arm. "Hey pretty lady, wanna have some fun?" he asked giving me a wink. "No thanks" I replied trying to pull my arm away but failing. "Come on gorgeous" he said pulling me down the hall and into the backyard. He pushed me up against the wall and started to move his hands to my waist. "Let go!" I shouted trying to push him off. Suddenly a tall boy with curly hair came over and grabbed the guy by the shirt and threw him off me. "She said let go" he said glaring at the guy on the ground. The guy quickly got to his feet and scrambled back into the house. *Harry's POV* I felt quite proud that I had scared off a guy who was trying to have his way with this beautiful girl. She was jaw dropping with her long brown hair and blue eyes, I just had to make her mine. "Want to come in for another drink?" I asked holding out my hand. "Sure" she replied taking my hand and walking into the house. I gave her a drink and got myself one so we went back outside and sat on a bench. "Thank you by the way" she said looking into my eyes. "Anything for a beautiful girl like you" I replied obviously making her blush. *Tay's POV* I can't believe Harry Styles from One Direction called me beautiful, I am freaking out inside my head right now. "I'm Taylor by the way but you can call me Tay" I said looking into his eyes. "Well Tay how about I walk you home?" he said taking my hand again. "You don't have to" I said feeling my face go red. "Well I want to" he replied taking my hand and walking me out of the house. He walked me all the way to my door step then we said our goodbyes, exchanged cell numbers and he headed back to the party. I quietly snuck into the house not making a sound just walking past the living room to head up to my room when the light quickly flashed on. "Where have you been?" shouted my step dad. "I went out with a friend" I replied taking a step back. He came up to me and slapped my face leaving a slight sting on my cheek. "Don't hit me, you aren't my father!" I shouted at him. Suddenly he made a fist and it connected straight to the left side of my face. I turned around and ran put of the house as fast as I could hearing him shouting at me to come back, I just followed where my legs took me. *Harry's POV* I was walking slowly back to my apartment when I heard someone running so I stopped and turned around only to see Tay sprinting. I ran up to her and wrapped my arms around her stopping her dead in her tracks. "What's wrong?" I asked noticing that she was obviously crying. She wrapped her arms around me and shove her face into my chest and just cried. "We just met, I don't want to put this all on you" she said crying even more. "I want you too"I said. I stood there for a few minutes while she explained everything to me from last year to now. *Tay's POV* I felt bad for laying this all on Harry since we had just met, but he asked for it. I couldn't help but keep crying, I never want to see my step dad again. "Wanna come stay at my flat tonight?" Harry asked. "Harry, I don't want you to feel like you have to take care of me we just met" I said, tears pouring down my cheeks. He took his thumb and gently wiped the tears from under my eyes making me wince in pain. "Did I hurt you?" he asked drawing back a bit and pulling me into the light. His face dropped, he obviously seen the marks on my face from tonight. "He did this to you?" he asked. I shook my head yes and I noticed his hands ball up in fists and he turned around and began walking towards my house. "Harry don't! I don't want you getting in trouble because of me, I will be fine as long as I don't have to see him again" I said. "Well you can stay with me then" he said. He took my hand and walked me back to his apartment grabbing some pillows and a blanket putting them on the couch and walking me to his room. "I can sleep on the couch you know? I don't want to kick you out of your own bed" I said looking at him. "No no, I won't have a girl as beautiful as you sleeping on the couch. You can have my bed and stay here as long as you want" he said. *Harry's POV* She was so beautiful and broken it made me want her even more. We just met but I wanted to get closer to her, she was so nice, and beautiful, and just plain perfect. I closed my bedroom door to let her get some sleep and I headed off to the couch and curled up. I couldn't help but just lay there thinking about her until I finally fell asleep.
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