Nothing's Fine I'm Torn

This story is about a girl named Taylor who was just about to give up on everything until she found one reason to live that changed her entire life for the better. Life was terrible until she met Harry and slowly began to fall in love and also gained a few extra bestfriends. *Warning; not recommended for children, there will be swearing and sexual scenes*


3. About Time

*Tay's POV* I woke up to hear people talking out in the living room. I quickly got dressed and made my way out there to see Harry, Liam, Lex, Zayn, Louis, and Niall. " Morning" Harry said looking over at me. "Morning" I replied walking over and sitting next to him. Everyone just stopped what they were doing an looked at me. "Why didn't you tell me you were dating Harry?" Lex asked me. "Well we aren't really dating yet" I replied. "Yet?" Harry asked. My face then suddenly went bright red when I realized he never really brought up dating. He smiled at me an grabbed my hand intertwining his fingers in mine and squeezing my hand gently. Everyone then went back to talking just as they were before I came out. "So why didn't you at least tell me you were staying here?" Lex asked looking hurt. "I didn't want to talk to anyone about my situation yet" I replied looking down at the floor. *Harry's POV* I could tell Lex was upset with Taylor for not telling her she's been staying here since they are best friend's. Tay looked really upset and uncomfortable so I quickly changed the subject. "So boys did Simon say which day we are leaving for tour yet?" I asked. "Well he said in two months we will be going for two weeks then coming back for two weeks and leaving again for a month" Liam replied looking over at Lex giving her a reassuring look and placing a gentle kiss on her lips. I'm glad that now Lex doesn't have to keep questioning Tay, I don't want to see her hurt. I looked over at her and I saw pain on her face I knew she didn't want to talk to anybody. After a couple hours they all left leaving Tay and I alone. "Are you ok?" I asked looking into her eyes. "Ya, I just feel bad for not telling Lex" she replied. Tears began to form in her eyes so I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her in for a hug. "You're to beautiful to cry" I said looking down at her and wiping away her tears. *Tay's POV* As soon as Harry said that tears began to pour down my cheeks. "Don't cry" he said rubbing my back with his hand. "It's just everything going on in my life and you still stand there and call be beautiful" I said between sobs. "That's because you are beautiful, everyone has flaws but yours are what make you perfect to me" he replied. "Being insecure, self conscious, and broken is perfect to you?" I asked. "Yes, you draw me to you even more by how kind hearted and sweet you are even after everything you've been through" he said taking my face in his hands and planting a passionate kiss on my lips. About a week later Harry and I were sitting on the couch watching a movie as I slowly began to drift asleep on his shoulder when I hear his phone ring. "Hello?" There was a slight pause before he said "Yah... she's beside me" I kept my eyes closed so he didn't know that I was listening. "I haven't told her yet" he said. "I will, bye" he then hung up the phone and just sat there before gently shaking my shoulder. "Taylor" he said as my eyes slowly opened. "Yes" I replied. "I'm sorry for waking you up it's just. .... I have to tell you something" he stuttered sounding nervous. "What is it?" I asked. "Well I really like you and when I'm with you I'm happier than I have ever been..... Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked, face turning red. "Of course" I said taking his face in my small hands and planting a passionate kiss on his lips. He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to his body and slip his hands up the back of my shirt to my bra. "Nuh uh" I said carefully moving his hands. "Why not?" he asked looking hurt. "Because I'm scared ok? I've never done that before" I said looking embarrassed. "Awww, well then we can wait until you're ready" he said pulling me back into him and placing his lips to mine once again. He pulled me onto his lap and still began to kiss me, putting his tongue in my mouth and moving it around with mine. When he pulled away he looked deep into my eyes and told me I was beautiful. I got tired again so I headed off to bed but this time I stopped and turned around before going into the room. "You coming?" I asked Harry as I finally walking into the bedroom. I heard him running in behind me so I grabbed my pyjamas and went into the bathroom to change before going to bed. I climbed in and Harry pulled my close to his body so I rested my head on his chest and we both fell asleep.
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