Suicide to Heaven.

I was tired of it. I've finally had enough. This was it. Lindsy and I were going to end it all. One jump and it could all be over. Tears streaming down from our eyes and landing into puddles below us. We held hands. I gave her a tight hug and nodded. "one...." I said as we stepped closer to the edge of the bridge, "two..." Lindsy said as we got closer. One more step. "thr--" we both started to say but someone yelled "STOP!" and yanked me back. I looked over seeing a guy holding back Lindsy. I couldn't tell who they were, all I know is that they had just saved our lives...


5. What's Going On?


I can't believe this. I held her close. "Come on..... anyone know her name???" I asked looking at the boys. "Violet." Harry said. I could see he was about to cry, but looking around I noticed that everyone was about too. "Violet??? Come on.... stay awake..." I said to her. She jerked her arm away from Louis. "I want to die..." were the words that came out her mouth. So quiet, I'm not sure if any of the other boys even heard it. I heard the door swing open. "IN HERE!" Liam shouted pointing to the bathroom from the hallway. Six men ran in pushing two stretchers. They gently took the girls and put them on the stretchers. I saw them make an effort to hold each others hands. Which they succeeded at. I watched as the men pushed them into the ambulances. "Anyone riding in them?" they shouted to us as they rushed to stop the bleeding. I looked over at Harry who nodded and jumped into the one with the other girl. I jumped into the one with Violet. I barely know who she is and I'm in an ambulance with her. Where is her family? They must be worried sick. I watched in shock. Deep down I felt hurt and pain. Like a part of me was fading. I'm not sure why...  I barely know this girl... But I knew enough to know she was special. I got a text from Liam saying that they would meet us there. I simply replied with "k" and put my phone down. "Is she going to be okay?" I questioned one of the men. "I'm not sure, she has lost a lot of blood." he said turning back to her. I sighed and ran my hands through my hair. As we approached the hospital they began to prepare to rush inside. I took this as my cue to stand up and run with them. We reached it and they headed for the hospital. Harry and Violet's friend caught up with us. Harry looked as worried as I did. We followed closely behind. "Sorry, you can't go any farther!" one man turned to us and said as he closed the doors. Harry and I turned around and went to wait. I was biting my nails nervously. "Harry?" I asked looking at him. "Yeah Niall?" he replied. He looked like he was going to get sick."Do you have that feeling too?" I asked him. He just sort of looked at me funny then sighed. "Yeah... yeah I do... that she's special..?" I simply nodded and looked down at the white tile. Buzz! Buzz! It was my phone. I unlocked it and it was a text from Zayn asking where we were. I told him what floor and they ran in. "They okay?" Liam asked. He looked scared. I shrugged and looked back down at the tile.


It was so strange. That feeling. It's felt like someone I've known for the longest time ever was dying. I just met this girl! It's such an odd feeling to have. I let out a heavy sigh. All the boys looked at me, except Niall. "SHIT!" Louis yelled breaking the silence. "What!?" Zayn questioned. "THE CONCERT!" He yelled back. I COMPLETELY FORGOT! "Oh no.... the fans will be so upset." Liam said as he pulled out his phone. "Who you calling?" I questioned. "Management." He replied as he slipped through the doors that led to the hall. It had to have been at least 2 hours now? I checked the clock hanging above the door. Yup. About 2 and a half actually. "Excuse me? Are you boys here for Violet and Lindsy?" A man in a jacket asked us. So that was her name. Beautiful name for a beautiful girl. I smiled to myself. "YEAH! Are they okay!?" Niall shot up from his seat. "They are for now. We will need to keep them under our watch for the night. Any of you know why this happened?" he looked at us. We all shrugged. "Well right down here is their room. Room number 534." He said pointing down the hall. "Thanks" we all sort of mumbled as we jogged to their room. 530. 531. 532. 533. 534! HERE! We ran inside. I stopped in shock. They looked so lifeless and hurt. Hooked up to so many machines. Poor things. I slowly walked over to one of the chairs. I sat in the one closest to Lindsy and Niall sat next to me, closest to Violet. I examined her arm. Then looked back over at Violet's arm. Violet's was a little worse. Only a little. "Wake up Lindsy?" I whispered to her. I could hear Niall softly talking to Violet. I know this sounds crazy, but I felt like Lindsy was a part of my life. I keep saying it. I know. But it's true. "What if singing will awaken them?" Louis questioned. We all shrugged and started to sing Over Again. It was an old song of ours but it was the first we thought of. "Said I'd never leave her cause her hands fit like my t-shirt, running over thoughts that made my feet hurt, bodies intertwine with her lips" Liam started. "Now she's feeling so low since she went solo, whole in the middle of my heart like a polo, and it's no joke to me, so can we do it all over again?" Niall continued. Violet began to twitch a little and open her eyes. That brought a smile to Niall's face. The song was actually perfect for the moment. "So if your pretended from the start like this with a tight grip then my kiss can mend your broken heart i might miss everything you said to me and i could lend you broken parts that might fit like this and i can give you all my heart so we can start it all over again." all of us singing now. "Can we take the same road two days in the same clothes and I know just what you'll say if I could make all this pain go! Can we stop this for a minute. Ya know, I can that your heart isn't in it or with it." I sung out. Lindsy opened her eyes a little too. I couldn't help but smile. "Tell me with your mind body and spirit! I can make your tears fall down like the showers that are British! Whether we're together or apart we can both remove the marks and admit we regret it from the start."Louis continued. "If your pretended from the start like this with a tight grip then my kiss can mend your broken heart i might miss everything you said to me and i could lend you broken parts that might fit like this and iI'll give you all my heart so we can start it all over again." we continued on. I saw them twitch a little more. It's working!!!!! "You'll never know how to make it on your own and you'll never show it unless we're letting go. I gu-" Zayn  stopped in the middle of the song, Violet had started to cough. I looked over and Lindsy was trying to sit up. 


I began to cough. It hurt bad. I looked over at my wrist. I FAILED AGAIN!!!! I began to cry. "Oh sweetie. Violet, please don't cry." The blonde haired boy said as he put his hand on my back and pulled me into a hug. "I just wanted to die..." I whispered to him. It was more to myself though. "I know... I know." he said back. A women entered the room, "Excuse me? Umm, Violet and Lindsy? I called your brother and sister. They will be here soon." and with that she left. I looked over at Lindsy. Terror was all over her face. I'm sure it was on mine too. We burst into tears. I can't go back. I just can't. I won't. "Violet, what is it? Aren't you happy to see your brother or sister?" Niall asked me, full of concern. I shook my head no. "I can't go back there." I said still shaking my head. "What. Why?" he questioned. "He's the reason I did this." I said in-between sobs. I finally pulled myself together. "What do you mean?" the curly haired boy turned to me and asked. Why do they look so familiar. OH MY GOD!! I know now! "Wait, aren't you Niall? From One Direction?" I questioned. I glanced over at Lindsy who seemed to be getting along well with Harry. "Umm, yeah..." he said a little unsure. Lindsy and I got over them. I mean yeah the feelings for him were still there, but I buried them deep with in me. "Oh, well. Umm... my brother.. he sort of... abuses me.... mentally, emotionally, and physically..." I whispered. "Then... then there is me... I abuse my self so much worse them Jeremy could ever. He may hate me.. but I hate myself more. No one could hate me more than I do..." I said. Niall looked at me in shock. "Why would you hate yourself? You're so beautiful..." he said almost in a whisper. I shook my head no. I looked up and Louis, Liam, and Zayn had left. Probably went to the bathroom. "I'm not beautiful Niall." I said looking into his eyes. God, they made me melt. They were so beautiful. Like a sea or the sky. So blue and beautiful. I got lost in them. "Violet? VIOLET!" he shouted. "Huh?" I said turning red. He let out a small chuckle. "Here eat this." he said handing me a tray of food. I started to gag. I can't even bare to see food. It looked so nasty. I looked so nasty. I couldn't eat that poison! Ew. I'm already fat enough! I've been working so hard to get to this weight and I'm still working. I'm not ruining it now. "NO!" I almost shouted. "You need to eat." he said putting it closer to me. I pushed it away. "Please. No." I said begging now. "You're so small. So unhealthy." he said. I started to cry. I haven't even seen a meal in so long. It just looked like a foreign object. I can't eat that. I just can't.. I can't. He set the tray down and brought me into a hug. "Later?" he said and I nodded. I looked back over at Lindsy. She rejected the food too. Harry sighed and put it down. "I'm quite tired, Niall. I think I'm going to go to sleep." I told him as I laid down. "Alright, I'll let the doctors know to tell your brother and sister no? Then I'll be right back. Sweet dreams beautiful." he said as he got up. "Same here." Lindsy said as she yawned. Harry followed Niall out after he told Lindsy good night. Once Niall was out the door I turned to Lindsy. "More like good nightmares." I said to her. "I know." she replied. "why didn't we die?" I asked her as if she knew. "Maybe gods saving us for something good? Who knows? Well I'm really tired. Love you babe. Sweet Nightmares." she said as she smiled and fluttered her eyes close. I smiled at her. "You too hun. Love you." and with that I shut my eyes and wondered off into my nightmare. A good one at that. 

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