Suicide to Heaven.

I was tired of it. I've finally had enough. This was it. Lindsy and I were going to end it all. One jump and it could all be over. Tears streaming down from our eyes and landing into puddles below us. We held hands. I gave her a tight hug and nodded. "one...." I said as we stepped closer to the edge of the bridge, "two..." Lindsy said as we got closer. One more step. "thr--" we both started to say but someone yelled "STOP!" and yanked me back. I looked over seeing a guy holding back Lindsy. I couldn't tell who they were, all I know is that they had just saved our lives...


8. Finally Out Of There



We got back to the hospital and they finished whatever they had to do with me. They made us sign up for therapy classes. Ugh. Violet and I both tried therapy, it didn't work. This time it's group therapy twice a week. "Violet, we have a problem..." I turn to her as we stand in the lobby waiting for the boys, who were talking on the phone to their managment. "What's wrong hun?" she asks. "We don't live here... the therapy... the boys." She looked at the ground. "But don't worry... we'll figure it out." I weakly smile at her. "Yeah.." she said as she looked up behind me. "Our managment is beyond mad..." Harry said. "They want us to give you money for a hotel and let you be.." Zayn continued. I looked at Violet and she was already looking at me. "Well.... we can't take your money, so we will just be on our way, plus we already have a hotel room. Thanks anyways." Violet said as she walked past them. "Thanks for helping us." I said and followed Lindsy. "Violet! Wait!" I shouted at her. She was walking really fast. "WHAT!?" She shouted back at me. I stood there. "Sorry Linds. It's just-" I cut her off, "I know." I give her a hug. We call for a taxi and we wait a few minutes. One pulls up and we tell them the name of the hotel we were at and they took us there. Violet ran upstairs to get some money and we paid the man and he drove away. We walked up to our hotel room and put on normal clothes. We were exhausted and decided to just put on relaxing clothes:

 (Lindsy's on left and Violet's on right). We put our animal onsies on cause we were cold. We took our medicine and sat on the couch. I looked over at my wrist, it was bandaged up. I sighed and looked at Violet. She looked really hurt. I was too.




We got into the van and drove to the studio. We were all silent. I glanced at Niall who was staring out the window. I put my hand on his shoulder. He turned to me. "I'm sorry Niall." I broke the silence. "Why?" he asked. "For earlier... it wasn't your fault." I felt bad. "It's fine. You were just irritated. I understand." he turned back to the window. I sighed and looked at my phone. I unlock it and go on twitter. I'm sorry... for everything. I tweet in hope that she follows me. I scroll through the retweets, favorites, even the comments and things. "Lindsy_is_broken" THAT'S HER! It has to be. I tap her name and it goes to her profile. The picture is her. I hit the follow button and dm her. "I'm sorry... for everything." I hit send. I hope she replies. 

~~~~~~~~~~~SORRY FOR THE TERRIBLE CHAPTER. I always say that, but I don't know. My wifi is terrible and always fades. I also had my niece over for 2 months and she was on my computer 24/7. SORRY! I will try to do weekly updates. c:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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