Suicide to Heaven.

I was tired of it. I've finally had enough. This was it. Lindsy and I were going to end it all. One jump and it could all be over. Tears streaming down from our eyes and landing into puddles below us. We held hands. I gave her a tight hug and nodded. "one...." I said as we stepped closer to the edge of the bridge, "two..." Lindsy said as we got closer. One more step. "thr--" we both started to say but someone yelled "STOP!" and yanked me back. I looked over seeing a guy holding back Lindsy. I couldn't tell who they were, all I know is that they had just saved our lives...


13. Beautiful Blood Stained Dress



I looked at the door. Harry looked out the window and turned around. "Paul... bring the ambulance.... Niall was shot." he choked out. I screamed and jumped to the door but was pulled to the ground by Harry. "shhhh... shhhh" He whispered to me. "NIALL!!!" I screeched. "HARRY GET OFF OF ME!" I scratched and hit him. "LET GO!" I was to weak for him. The tears poured out of my eyes. I heard the sirens. "Niall!" I yelled again. The boys were outside with the paramedics and Lindsy watched as I fought with Harry. He had his legs around me and held me with his arms. I finally broke free and ran outside. I saw Niall on the ground with paramedics. His shirt full of blood and his eyes closed. I ran forwards but was grabbed by Louis. "STOP!" I screamed and broke free. I ran to Niall's body. "Niall! Please...." I collapsed to ground next to him. "I'm sorry Niall... Please wake up." I clung to his body. "Miss, you need to move." The guy told me but I wouldn't move. He was my Niall. I can't leave him. Lou came and grabbed me. "NIALL!" I screamed as they put him in the ambulance and drove off. Lou let go and I ran after it. I tripped over myself. To tired to run. I collapsed to the ground, crying. "Niall..." I mumbled. "I'm so sorry....I ruin everything I touch.." I'm just uselss. I ruin everything. I destroy everything. The boys must hate me. The fans hate me. Everyone hates me. I hate me. I hate me. I hate me. "Violet!" Lindsy ran to my side. I beat at the ground. Screaming. Cursing. Crying. "Vi... it'll be okay..." She tried to comfort me but I know she was lying. "NO IT WON'T LINDSY! EASY FOR YOU TO SAY. YOU DON'T RUIN EVERYTHING." I stopped everything. "I wish I would've died that night by the bridge and you survive..." I mumble and lean onto Lindsy. She rubbed my back. "You need rest babe." I shook my head no. "No, I need Niall." I just wish I would've realized it earlier... "He might die Lindsy.... Niall James Horan might die.... and it's all my fault... my fucking fault. I hate myself more then I ever have before.... and I didn't think that was possible." I got up and walked over to Paul. He was crying as well. He loved those boys like his own kids. He fired the security guard who did this and the cops were searching for Ally and the others. "Paul... can you take me to see Niall..." My voice cracked and I started to cry again. "Yeah, Let me get the boys and we'll stop to eat and I'll bring you..." He said as he waved the boys over. "I, umm, actually can you just drop me off then go eat? Please..." He nodded. "Sure thing sweetie. Look Niall is a fighter, he'll be fine." He lead me to the car. "You don't know that for sure." I said as I sat in the car. I spotted the mirror and I looked terrible. I was covered in bruises, blood, and dirt. My face was even dirty and had blood on it. I looked down at my feet. Covered in dirt, had blisters, blood and bruises as well. I scrunch my toes and winced in pain. I was so sore from running all day. I thought this would be the perfect night. The concert and everything. The concert started around 4pm and ended about 6pm. Jeremy took me at 7pm and Niall searched for me for an hour and a half. At around 8:30pm he found and me we were hiding in the cabin for a little. It was about 9pm now. The hospital was an hour away. I dozed off.


I saw blackness. I waved my hands in my face. Things started to be visible. I was in a field. "Hello?" I heard a thick Irish accent. I looked around. No one was there. I began to walk forwards. I looked down at myself. I was wearing a white dress. My hair was really wavy. I walked slowly. "Violet?" the voice said again. "Niall?" I said out to him. "In front of you...." He said. I ran forwards. "NIALL!" I saw him. I jumped into his arms and cried. "Niall, I'm so sorry. Are you okay?" I asked as I lifted up his shirt. "Violet, what's wrong with you? What are you doing? Of course I'm fine." He looked at me confused. "Weren't you shot?" I asked confused. He furrowed his eyebrows. "No, princess, are you okay?" I nodded. He's okay. Niall is okay. "Let's go on a walk?" He asked. I nodded. He grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. I smiled at him. We walked and talked about everything. It was perfect. Maybe I had passed out earlier and just woke up. He wasn't shot. "I'll be right back Princess. I want to get you something. Sit here." I sat next to a tree and smiled to myself. This was perfect. Niall ran off. BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! I heard in the distant. Things went black again and then my eyes adjusted. "Niall?" I asked. We were in the middle of the woods again. "Violet, why'd you shoot me?" I heard him say. I looked down and saw him lying on the ground with three bullets through his torso. I looked down at my dress, my beauitufl white dress now stained red with blood splatters. I looked at my hand. A gun. "Niall... I-" I cried. "Why'd you do it Violet? Why'd you kill me?" He said again. He got up and walked to me. What? I just shot him though.. No I didn't. Blackness again. I adjusted my eyes and I was back sitting by the tree. "Here Princess." He smiled and handed me a card. What? I opened it. "You did this." It read. I looked up and saw a man about 4 feet to the right of Niall. "Princess?" He said. The man pulled up a gun and pointed it to Niall's head. NIALL! I tried to scream but nothing came out. I tried to run for him but I was stuck. Bang. Niall turned his head towards the man and reached out to me. I watched the bullet hit Niall's head. 


I screamed and started to cry. I turned and grabbed Harry. "Niall. I'm sorry. I did it. I killed him. He's dead!" I screamed. "Violet... VIOLET!" Harry yelled. "He shot him in the head. I saw it. I killed him. I did it...." I cried. "You did nothing..." Harry told me. "HERE!" Paul yelled. I jumped out of the van and ran to the building. 



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