Love.. That's the thing I'm missing.. My father abuses me and my mother left. She abounded me and and my sister. I'm now a slave the my father and a mother to my sister. I played the guitar to relax and do drugs. I honestly didn't think I was going to fall in love with a guy that has brown curly hair and emrold green eyes.


1. Abuse

" STOP!" i yelled as my father hit me.

" no.. You ungrateful!" my father yelled. 

"What have I done to deserve this?" i yelled as he threw me down.

" thats it for mther said getting off of me. Let's just say.. I didn't have love.. My father raped me almost every day.. And i became a mother to my sister. My mother, before she abounded us, taught me how to play the guitar. I now playing it very good. My father says it's a waist of time.. But for me.. It's like the best thing ever. Well.. Besides when i do my drugs of course.. 

" Kaya?" my baby sister asked getting in. She wasn't a baby she was already like 12 but i still see her as my y.

" yeah?" i said.

" did he.. Do it again?" i nodded my head as yes and a couple tears came out.

" Don't worry.  As soon as I get a job.. I'll-" i began to talk but someone stopped me.

" you'll what? Come on.. Keep talking.." my father chuckled.

" I'll get her out of here!" i kinda screamed.

" and who says that?" he smirked.. Gross.

" Me.." i said.

" very funny!" My father pretended to laugh and even wiped his eyes pretending to have cried of laughter.

" you listen to me missy!" he said holding my neck up so I could see him in the eyes.

" you ain't go now where without me!" he said tightening his grip in my neck.

" Go! Audrey GO!" i yelled to my sister. She quickly obeyed and ran out.

" Don't want your sister to get hurt?" he asked. I shook my head as a no.

" well then.. Dint be telling her shit that will never happen!" he yelled throwing my head out of his hands. I bounced back up from the bed.

" now clean up.. I'm having guest.. Don't want you to look ugly!" he said storming out. Great.. Every time he has a 'party' with his friends.. Dad let's them have me for 20 minutes each.. And you know why.. I quickly take a shower, brush my teeth, and out something slutty... That's what 'beautiful' means to my father..


Thanks for reading to far!!! This book is made just for a girl named Kaya:)! Hope you guys like it.. Comment on how it is so far? Thanks loves!!

With TONS of LOVE,

     Audrey L.;)

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