In Every Dream Is A Bit Of Reality

A normal girl finds out that her parents are alaways fighting because of her, they Finally decided to TeLl her the true. She has another mum, her real mum is karen Payne. But what if all that was just a dream preparing her for the Reality and bringing her to her true love that saves her life.


48. What is wrong with me??

I sunk on the cold hard floor. Tears falling without endin down my cheek. I wrapped myself in a hug. All the pain. All my past. It all hurt so much. I couldnt handle the pain anymore.
I watched at my arms. I stocked slowly my fingertips over my left arm. The need to screetch my arms was big.
I used to screetch my arms often when I feeled like there was none there for me. I never wanted to self arm. I knew it'd become an obsession. But I needed to feel a reason why I had all this pain, so I started to schreetch, but that became also an obsession, just that I havent lost blood, like the people that self arm.
I shook my head and whished my tears away. I splashed fastly water on my face and changed. I tied my hair into a messy cignon and went back to the room.
Harrys P.O.V.
I was sitting on vales bed and stalked her a bit on twitter, she was just tweeting us, Ed, Justin Bieber and Justin Timberlake a lot. But the most tweets went to a girl called Kitty Kat, I liked that name, and to Cher.
Later on I was tweeting my fans. They all asked about the girl that sang with us this morning. There were some videos of her singing with us on Youtube. I tweeted them her name and they all got crazy. Some of them justsaid that our new songs are amazayn.
After some time I got worried about her, she took long to change. But just when I wanted to stand up and search for her, she came back and hold me on the bed kissing me. I was shocked, I mean before she wanted to go to sleep fastly and now she wanted to make out? Something wasnt right, but I just went on. I rolled her over and kissed her neck, letting her moan loud.
She wanted to roll us back but I didnt let her, till she whispered:"Please, I have a present for you." I nodded and we rolled back.
I was still naked. She kissed my jawline, down my neck, to my nipples. She licked all four and went on down, to my V-line kissing all over. The covers where still over my lower part but in just one second she throw them away. 
I had alredy a boner and she just sat there looking at it then at me, back at it, back at me and going on so.
I titled my head:"Whats wrong??" 
She shook her head:"Nothing.. Your just.. Nevermind"
She took it with one hand and rubbed. I know I should have stopped her, but she was pretty good and I wouldnt let this chance let go.
Vales P.O.V.
I just gave him a blowjob, yeah you read right, I just gave him a blowjob. I dont know what was wrong with me. I used to be hard to get and now? I just know him since yesterday morning. 
Finally done he looked at me stunned and sutisfied.
"What??" I just asked blunty, but smiling. It felt good seeing him coming. He was just so funerable and sweet.
"Where did you learned all this stuff?? You are just 15!! How??"
I laughed and licked my upper lip:" I used to give Roberto a lot of them." 
He looked away ashamed and just gave me an 'oh..' . I turned his Head back to me kissed his lips softly and said its okei. 
I turned around and covered myself with the covers. 
"What do you think what u r doing?" He turned me back to see him. 
"Going to sleep, what does it looks like?" I said rubbing my eyes, I was pretty tired.
"First I need to do something." He whispered in my ear with his husky sexy voice.
He drove his hand down my body, kissing my neck arrived at my underwear he slipped his hand in but I stopped him.
He didnt had to. I didnt wanted him to. I just wanted to sleep and I told him this. 
I turned back around closing my eyes. I felt his arms wrapp around my body holding me close. His head was on my shoulder giving last small kissing all over my neck. Just before I felt assleep I hear him whisper:"Thanks. Your perfect." and I felt into my dreams with a big shy smile.


Sorry for the short chapter, but I had a Party but I really wanted to Update so I made a fast chapter, hope you enjoyed.

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