You Found Me

Hi, I'm Sandra LeAnn Hills and I've had a hard life, after my father died my mother didn't know what to do so she left me. I was alone with no one to turn to since I didn't know anyone in my family. So I left my home town of South Bend, Indiana USA to find something for myself. on the way I met a person that changed my life forever.........

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9. What love can do to a person

Liam threw me unto his bed and kissed me. He then kissed my neck, then my collar bone. I began to cry. "What is it love? Are you O.K" he asked with all the concern on earth. " Yes its o-" i started to cry again. " I love you Liam, I trust you but I just can't. It brings back to many bad memories." I say. Oh crap I told him a little bit and know he wants to know exactly what happened.  I never talked to someone about it and I honestly don't want to start. But something about him makes me want to tell him everything that has ever happened to me. Anything that has bothered me or hurt me.

" What happened love?" he asked. " You can tell me anything.". I sat there for a while as he stroked my hair and held me like he never wanted to let go. " O.K" I said. " But you have to swear to never tell anyone. I never told anyone about it and I wasn't planning on it but you just have something about you that is just so trusting." I say as I look into his perfect eyes. " I swear to you and God as my witness I will never tell a soul what you are about to tell me." he said. I took a breath out and the memories came flooding back, but as per usual I fight them of and face them.

" Well Liam, when I was 15 I had a boyfriend that I had for about two years. His name was Andrew, and he wanted things out of me that I was planning on saving for my husband. I was very religious at the time, so of course that was what I wanted for myself and for my future family. One day we were at his house and we kissed, his parents were gone and we were alone. He asked if we could do "it". I said no like usual because I was saving myself. He got angry and over powered me. I was weak and he held me down." I looked down and saw Liam's fists clench like he already knew what I was going to say. I continued my story as I promised. " He forced me to his room and he did it. He raped me. He told me if I ever told anyone that he would do it again and then kill me. I was so scared and I didn't know what to do. So like he commanded I never told a soul about what happened until now, I didn't even tell my mother."

Liam looked like he had enough anger built up to kill someone. " Liam, Liam calm down." I said. " Sandra, I don't know why anyone would even remotely think about doing something like that. It just makes me furious when I hear that someone hurt you like that." he said with all the care in the world. I got up and sat in his lap. " Liam, I'm not scared to tell you." I said " Do you want to know why?" I told him. He nodded his head. " I have only known you for about a week but it seems like a lifetime. I trust you more than anyone I have ever met before, I have never felt this way Liam and I don't want to feel it with anyone else but you." I said with tears forming in my eyes. 

He took my hand and said " I hope you know that I will never in a million years do something like that  to you. I love you too much." I had shock in my eyes. He told me he loved me, Liam James Payne said that he loved me. " I love you too Liam." I said without thinking twice. I guess its just what love can do to a person. 

I feel asleep in his arms with my head on his chest and his head above mine. It was so comfortable just laying there with him. In his arms. I feel asleep feeling like the luckiest girl on earth

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