I'm in Love with my Best Friend (One Direction not famous)

An insecure girl who battles bullying, self harm and mental let down in school and home. If that isn't enough pain, she has to see her one and only best friend whom she’s had a crush on forever with another girl, and that girl is her bully. What happens when one day Harry posts a picture of her on a modeling website and she posts a video of him singing on the x factor page? Will their journey lead them to falling in love or will it just cause more trouble?


4. Chapter 4

Dylan Roberts, step-brother of Macy Roberts just ruined his own sister’s relationship for me and Harry. Girl whaaaaaaat? I don’t believe this, he’s probably just pranking me. I’d be stupid enough to believe it, it’s been a week. What does he want with me? I’m just some stuck up loser who spends her Friday nights at home eating gummy bears and playing x-box with her brother instead of partying along with the rest of the country. 

Should I reply to the text? I probably shouldn't  But then again, everything could be ok. But I don’t want him anymore. I can’t trust him. But he’s my best friend. I’m going to let my brain debate at this while I figure out what to tell him. Hold that thought, new BBM message!   

Jess you know I love you, Macy just totally brain washed me I didn’t know who my friends were. I yelled at my mom for the first time, and I lost the most amazing person in the world. Hate all you want, but I really really am genuinely sorry. You’d never forgive me, I know that. I just need to talk to you. I’m begging you. 

For some reason, I’m believing this. I know him too well, and it just hurts that he actually had the guts to even think about doing what he did. Maybe everything will be fine after I talk to him? Who knows, I’ll just have to find out. I’m replying.   

And how am I supposed to trust you again harry? You think i’m some toy? You know I get scared easily and you didn't even bother to see the fear in my eye. Much for a promise right? 

Way to go Jess, you just made it worse for your self. I sat back and thought to myself. Why can’t my life be like all those normal girls? Loving family, amazing friends, perfect boyfriend, good grades, good social life, blah blah blah. But no, Jess just has to be different. I just want to be normal.  

I’m at Dylan’s party, come right now cause I have something for you. I promise it’ll be worth it. Please? You don’t even have to talk to me..  Party? Oh that sounds sounds like fun.. NOT! Dylan Roberts’ party, oh hell to the no! I’m not going to embarrass my self cause I just can’t any more drama. I replied back instantly.   

Harry I’m not going to a party.   

Put on that dress you wore to my mom’s wedding and get your ass here.  

Well that’s very nice of you.   

Sorry, just please please please please please come.   


Because you love me.   

What color shoes should I wear?   

You look beautiful in everything. 

I shut my phone and sighed to my self, why am I forgiving him this easily? Why am I ganging the trust back? Why am I still in love with him? Why? 

I walked to my dressing room and put on that dress, I never dressed up this much for anything. But I wanted to show harry what he was missing. Wow I’m so bipolar, one minute I hate dressing up and know i’m playing hard to get. I deserve a round of applause. 

I put on my white dress, and gold flats, let loose of my honey gold hair and grabbed my phone. Why the hell am I doing this? It’s a Sunday night, very very late and I’m going to a party. Good thing my brother’s not home. He’d flip me upside down. 

I took my brother’s car and drove to Dylan’s house, also known as Macy’s house. Or as I like to call it, house of the devil. 

The house was unbelievably huge and you can hear the music pumping from outside, I suddenly felt uncomfortable when I got out of the car and everyone’s eyes were on me. Did I do anything wrong? Maybe they’re just blinded by my ugliness or something. Yeah, that’s it. I just needed a negative comment about myself to reassure. I walked in, and as soon as everyone turned their heads to see me, I saw harry.  I did the wrong thing, I should probably get back home. Oh yeah, too late. He’s coming my way. Why is everyone watching? Why am I in the middle of this enormously huge room? Why am I the center of attention? And why does harry look incredibly hot today? Wow, I ask a lot of questions, back to the party. 

“If you don’t want to talk to me, I understand, but please just listen?” He asked, moving his face closer to me. Suddenly the room became dead silent. Please help me get out of this mess. 

He backed up and got in the middle of the room, I just stood after I nodded him to go on, he flashed that gorgeous heart warming smile of his and started talking. 

“You see this girl everyone? Yeah? She’s getting sick of all the hate you give her all the time, how would you feel if I came up to you and told you that you’re ugly on a regular basis? It hurts, and let me tell you something. This girl right here, she’s no where near ugly. She’s the most beautiful I've ever met and don’t you tell me different. If I’m treated with respect, why can’t she? If I have friends, why can’t she? If you guys think I enjoy being popular, well hell no I don’t. And Macy, yeah she’s the problem to all of this. You think it’s funny that you bully my best friend? Your brother was kind enough to tell me what was going on and I can’t believe I ever loved you for a minute, actually…  I never loved you, and I don’t like haters. If you wanna hate, go ahead, hate on me, but not her because she’s incredibly amazing and perfect in my eyes” He said with tears in his eyes, motioning to Macy who just ran out crying. The room was still silent. 

He turned around to look at my shocked face, “Look, I know you’re going to hate me forever, you might not even forgive me for ever bullying you because I promised you not to and I broke that promise, but please give me another chance? That’s all I’m asking for, I want my best friend back, cause no one’s going to ever understand me as much as you do, and no one’s gonna love me as much as you do and that’s something I’ll always be sure of, Jess look at me, just me. Do you think I ever meant to hurt you? I never did I swear, it’s all because of Macy and just let us be best friends again cause I realized how much you mean to me the minute you walked out on me, I didn't know how much you’re worth until today, and Jess trust me, you’re worth more than every single diamond in the world…” He said, wiping his tear. The room in ‘awww’s’ but still dead silence. I was in complete shock because I didn't expect that at all, he left me speechless. 

He left the room and I just stood there breathing it all in and realizing what he just said. Then I saw him coming in with a guitar, He came closer to me and started playing. 

“So this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night, and I go back to that day all the time, turns out freedom means nothing but missing you, wishing i’d realize what I had when you were mine… and I go back to when… you were always mine” He sang with all his heart, changing the lyrics. Some people would think it’s cheesy, but to me… that was the real harry I knew. 

“I know it’s just been a week, but that was the worst week of my life. I’m sorry.” He put down his guitar and started walking out the room. 

“Harry wait!” I screamed, adjusting my body and standing up correctly. A tear slid down my eye. 

He turned around with the biggest smile on his face and I said “Does movies and jelly beans tomorrow sound good?” I smiled. 

“Perfect” He smirked and came to hug me. 

“I’m so sorry” He whispered in my ear. 

“I know you are, just promise me you won’t do that again, I was terrified of you”

“You’re not going to be trust me again that easily, but I’m really glad we’re back to normal. No mare hate? Looks like my little Jess’s gonna be normal like she always wanted to be huh?” He said, bolding out


“Thanks to you” I said, and after that everyone finished up with the party while Macy cried in her bathroom.  


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