I'm in Love with my Best Friend (One Direction not famous)

An insecure girl who battles bullying, self harm and mental let down in school and home. If that isn't enough pain, she has to see her one and only best friend whom she’s had a crush on forever with another girl, and that girl is her bully. What happens when one day Harry posts a picture of her on a modeling website and she posts a video of him singing on the x factor page? Will their journey lead them to falling in love or will it just cause more trouble?


10. Chapter 10

And before I knew it he was gone, he just left, it was really that easy for him to just go and follow  his dreams. In 2 days it’s going to be my turn, i’m going to Italy and pursuing my future and so is he, he’s going to have a new life and so am I. 

Why am I over thinking into this? Maybe i’m being paranoid  But then again, i’m not. Harry has an amazing voice, what if he wins? What if he forgets me if he wins? I wouldn't be able to cope through it. 

After a long walk of me thinking things through and making decisions for myself, I thought it’s time I act normal, me and Harry will still be in touch after all, it’s going to be ok. I went straight up to my room and sat on my bed, skipping school today if you haven’t noticed. 

I opened up my twitter profile and I saw harry tweeting, my heart suddenly just dropped. Just by seeing his name, I felt like this. I made a huge mistake, why didn't I tell him how I feel? Now i’m just going to regret it for the rest of my life. 

@Harry_Styles: omw to the x factor bootcamp level! hoping i do well, wish me luck! .x

@Harry_Styles: @Jess_18 baby please don’t let me go

@Harry_Styles: why am i doing this to myself… 

@Harry_Styles: talk later guys, i'm off now .x

My heart stopped, I started sweating and my brain froze. What if he felt the same way? Surprisingly, that thought never crossed my mind. What if he actually liked me a bit more than a friend? Maybe that’s why he was acting weird this week? Nah, that’s just typical harry. I’m not going to lead myself on. I hated when I do that, i’m just going to shut up and be a good friend. 


*After 1 day*


Finally, tomorrow’s the day. I’m heading off to Italy for my interview, I can’t even believe this is actually happening, I can’t even believe I have a fitted figure for a model. Gosh, maybe Harry posted a wrong picture? Maybe it was his sister or the one who shall not be named also known as queen devil of the school. 

Probably not, they would've been disgusted, not amused by Macy. After some hours of deciding what decent outfits I should take with me to impress them, I settled on 5 outfits, because i’m only going there for 3 days because i’m still not hired yet, but that still holds me a chance, I’m even surprised they can hire through internet, that’s weird. 

I finally settled down on the sofa in the living room and grabbed me a quick snack. I put on some comedy show and started watching. I got a new BBM alert and it was from harry. That warmed my heart cause it showed that he isn't going anywhere, he still cares. 

Harry: About to sing to the judges for the first time, wish me luck! without you i wouldn't even be here! 

Jess: Good luck!!! do good and don’t laugh!!!

Harry: great, now i’m gonna laugh cuz of u -.-

Jess: Sorry babe.. 

Harry: babe? ;)

Jess: What? …

Harry: i can’t believe u called me babe, u ok?

Jess: omg Harry, yes i'm ok. go rehearse! good luck, wish you all the best!

Harry: thanks so much, i’ll call u when i'm done, love you loadsss xx

Jess: love u too xxx

I shut my phone and smiled foolishly to myself, and as usual Nathan comes bursting through the door with Kaylie. 

“Hey, ‘sup sis?” He threw himself beside me on the sofa.

“Dude i’m holding popcorn, watch it!” I hit him on his arm and he smirked evilly. 

“Hey Kaylie” I hugged her as she sat down on the other side next to me.

“Hey, I heard you’re leaving tomorrow! Nathan told me, i’m so proud of you!” She started fake crying, oh how I love that girl. 

“Yeah, I’m hoping it goes good though!” I nervously smiled and she smiled back wishing me the best. The day finally came to an end after some games, movies, chattering, and random things me and my brother constantly do and tomorrow i’m finally heading off to Italy  

I shuffled in different directions in my bed until I felt comfortable, then my phone rang, I quickly grabbed it from my bedside table and answered it lazily.

“Hello” I said, half asleep. 

“Hey love, i’m so sorry.. did I wake you?” He half laughed, sounding worried. He can make anything look adorable, I swear. Even a shark hat. 

“No, no it’s ok, I was waiting for you to call babe” I said, adjusting my voice a bit, still sounding sleepy. 

“What is up with you and babe today, huh babe?” He bolded out “babe” 

“I don’t know, I just like the word, problem?” I said, casually hoping he wouldn't notice that i’m flirting with him. Bleh, you call that flirting? I thought to myself. 

“Hahahah no not a problem, I have loads to tell you!” He said enthusiastically  

“Gosh, how are you hyper at a time like this Hazza?” I made fun of him, sliding into my bed again, comforting myself. 

“I’m your “babe”, so i’m hyper all the time” I can tell he was smiling cheekily through the phone which is something I find absolutely adorable. 

“Cute, real cute. Now come on, SPILL!” I cheered him up as he told me what happened, I can tell he’s going to go somewhere even though it’s just the beginning  I can just feel it. After saying goodbye and him debating that he loves me more, we finally hung up the phone. I drifted to sleep right away because of how tired I felt. 

It felt like I closed my eyes for some minutes and my alarm clock went off, aw crap seriously?! Ugh, i’m not in the mood for this. As you can obviously notice, i’m not a morning person at all. Not even one inch close to that. I’m not going to say all the boring stuff, point is i’m in Italy now. This is where my future beings, this is where I can start. This is where I get to do what I want to do. I felt pretty mature and responsible roaming here alone. 

The day I arrived was the day I had my first interview, I had some phone calls with the managers and they set down a meeting as soon as possible, which is an hour from now. I talked to harry on the phone and he wished me luck, he’s just the cutest. I got into the huge fancy building and took the guideline with me to lead me to the right officie. On the way, I was talking to harry again on BBM. 

Harry: Babe, I know how nervous you are right now, but you’ll do great! Just be yourself! They’ll love you!

Jess: How do you know?! :(

Harry: Cause I know, you’re the most beautiful, amazing, gorgeous, prettiest, funniest, smartest, and most incredible person I ever met in my life and there’s no doubt about that. 

Jess: how about your mom eh? xx

Harry: you know what i mean!!

Jess: thank you so much, you’re amazing babe. 

Harry: you know what’s creeping me out?

Jess: What?

Harry: when we’re far away we act like a couple…

Jess: cool babe :) xx

Harry: i’d like to be far away more often then ;) 

Jess: g2g, wish me luck! xx

I quickly put my phone inside when someone came to lead me through a thousand doors and I was hoping I looked ok and presentable enough. My heart was still skipping beats from what harry said, did he really mean it? Oh my gosh. 

I went into the room and they seated me alone in a huge and long table, filled with papers, posters, and water bottles and a big screen in the middle of the room, it was quiet, when suddenly someone walks a boy in to sit the opposite of me. 

“DYLAN?” I said, surprised and shocked. Woah, what was he doing here?!

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