Perfectly Good Heart ~ One Direction

(previously known as dare to dream) Amber's parents have just gotten divorced, she's living with her mum and stepfather in a suburban house on the outskirts of London. She's had to move to an all girls school (but there's a boys school just separately) but that doesn't seem so bad when she meets an old childhood friend...
Why would you want to break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you want to take my love and tear it all apart?


6. Love is stronger than you think...

~Amber P.O.V~

Harry's upset. I can tell. He hasn't been himself since Sara's party.

If you are wondering; yes we did it and yes we're dating. Finally ;)! That reminds me, we haven't seen Sara in a while. Well actually I see her 5 days a week but only because I go to school with her, I mean outside of school. We only see her when she's with Zayn. Zayn and her, well, they're 'friends with benefits'. I really don't think Sara (or Zayn for that matter) was, or is ready for a proper relationship. I don't think I'm ready for too much commitment. I don't believe in 'love at first sight' as it takes time to love someone. I guess I've always felt that way, like when you were in year 6 and a guy would ask you out confessing their 'love' to you. It wasn't really love. He just wants to be more than friends. It made me feel sick watching films and 5 minutes after they have met they're like "OMG! I'm like totally in love!"

K, maybe I'm exaggerating but you know what I mean. I think it takes time to love someone. You might like the guy you lay eyes on in the park or something but you're not in love with him there and then. You haven't even spoken to the fucking guy yet!

Excuse my french...

India thinks I'm like Robin from How I Met Your Mother. Like when Ted was like "I think I'm in love with you." and Robin totally freaks out. To be honest we are alike in that way, because if I was in that situation I would freak out! There a few differences like: I've always wanted to get married and have kids, I have blonde hair, I don't want to be a news anchor and my dad treated me like a girl.

I think I've had trust issues since my parents got divorced. Well Abs and Inds think that anyways.

I've been rambling :/ I do that alot apparently...

Back to Harry, India said he's had a crush on me since he first met me. I think he's jealous. I feel bad. I  don't think I should have started dating Niall in the first place. I knew he liked me. I let teenage hormones get the better of me...

I lo.. LIKE Niall but I can't date him if one of my two bestest guy friends. Yes I know bestest isn't a word. Oh well, my English teacher can judge. My other bestest guy friend being Liam, Louis is a close third but. We aren't as close as I am with Liam or Harry.

Liam and Louis both have girlfriends, so did Zayn but that ended ages ago...

(Sara's party was 3 months and 23 days ago...)

Liam's girlfriend is called Jess but I think Liam liked India. I'm not sure though, lets say I was very surprised when he said he had a girlfriend. I think India was pretty hurt. Actually I know she was hurt. Harry and I found her crying in her room that night...

Abby and Sara aren't bffs anymore. (Thank goodness). So during school it's just me India and Abs. Sometimes we hang out with others, but if we do we are always together.

Most of the girls hate me, I don't know why. Jess says I'm considered 'popular' because I'm close with Inds. Apparently she's the most popular girl in school. In our year anyway. She's not slutty or bitchy at all. Well, she can be bitchy to people she doesn't like, i.e. Sara and Jess. Jess, mainly out of jealousy, she's actually really nice. Then again that probably makes Inds even more jealous.

Oh yeah... Rambling again... Louis girlfriend is called Eva. Eva was in my music. She was so cute. She had tanned skin, dark red hair (like almost black, just when she's in the sun it goes redish) and dimples. She suited Louis well, she was loud and had a similar personality but she was slightly more sensible. Only slightly.

What should I do about this Harry thing? I think I'll go to Abby about it, she'll know what to do.


Harry POV

Yes. I'm upset. Yes. I'm jealous. I'm not afraid to admit that. It's just hard to see they girl you fancy and one of your best mates dating. It's horrible. Sometimes I wish I could just die. Ok. Maybe thats exaggerating a little. But you get my point.

Louis is saying I need to get over it. He says "Be jealous all you want, but don't ruin their relationship." 

That gave me an idea. I couldn't go along witht. I'd break their hearts. Why am I thinking about this. I'm a horrible person. Would it be worth it? Maybe. Does she feel the same way? Probably not. She loves Niall and vise versa even if the won't admit it to eachother. In a way I'm glad.

I'm a fucking retard. 



Sorry I haven't updated recently, I made this chapter but my laptop switch off half way through :( all my work lost.

So I hope this will do. It's a bit a filler to say whats going on and what will lead to what happens next. I might not be able to update as much because of school and stuff. But I hopefully will atleast once a week :)

I haven't decided who Amber's going to end up with yet. I have an idea for a sequel, ahaha, barely even started this.

Literally screaming inside. WMYB came on my ipod while I'm typing. #2011memories. I'm quite happy managed to see them from torn. #2010memories.

I miss the video diaries :(. On those stairs. I still have to explain the 'inside jokes' to my friends. (don't have many directioner friends :( to many beliebers at my school) I don't mind beliebers just a bit angry at the ones that trended #BeliebersHateDirectioners. Keep the love guys.

Anyways. I go on and on. The amount of times I get told off for talking :).


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