A Directioner's Confessions

My Confessions

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1. Introducing Me (/^.^\)

**ok so just to be clear this ISN'T a 1D fanfiction lol! don't let the title confusion you

Hello, ok so the reason why I decided to make my diary online instead in a little notebook with a locket on it was 'cause I'm tired of keeping my serects to myself and I don't want to tell ANYONE I know 'cause then they'll just go and make fun of me

TO: my dearest readers,

ok well first I'm going to let you guys get to know me... I'm 13 years old, turning 14 in May, I'm in LOVE with 5 hot guys who have no idea that I'm alive(and I'm fine with that), my favorite food is PIZZA!!! drink;sprite band;Maroon 5 boyband;ONE DIRECTION Male Singer;Michael Buble(no not because nialler likes him) or Ed Sheeran Female Singer; Cher Lloyd....ok so now onto the depressing stuff

So I cut myself,reasons being...

I'm too UGLY,FAT,STUPID and I'M A MISTAKE

I tired to comitte suicide 6x,reasons being...

I'm too UGLY,FAT,STUPID and I'M A MISTAKE

When I look into a mirror I stand there and point out my flaws...

I only have 1 friend because no one likes me they all think I'm just one big FAT,UGLY,STUPID MISTAKE, and to tell you the truth I actually believe all of them, reasons being...

1:My own mother tells me that

2:My own cousins tell me that

3:Random people who I don't evening know tell me that

4:My sister and step-sisters tell me that

When I'm laying down on my bed and I look at my wrist, I wish that my blade went deeper in...

When I'm doing my bussiness(lol! i wasn't sure how to put it)and I look at my wrist, I wish that my blade went deeper in...

Wherever I'm at I always end up wishing that my blade went deeper in and I HATE  thinking like that

I truly don't want to end my life but I just can't stop wishing I was dead

I mean no one wants me, If no one wanted you wouldn't you want to end you're life too?

yeah,yeah I know what you're thinking 'people want' and stuff like that but if they did then they wouldn't say...

'GO AND END YOUR LIFE YOU FUGLY SLUT'

'EWE YOU'RE JUST A WASTE OF SPACE CAN YOU PLEASE YOU HANG YOURSELF ONCE MORE FOR ME?'

'CUNTS LIKE YOU DON'T SHOULDN'T BE LIVING, WHORE!!!'

ETC. ETC.

...My real father didn't evening want me, he left my mom the day they found out she was pregant with me...

...My mom didn't/doesn't want me either, she wanted to have an abortion, one of the reason why I started cutting was because she said 'I can't you being here god damnit I should of had that abortion 13 years ago'...

...you know it gets me pretty pissed the fuck off when people call me a mistake, because it just brings back the memories of the day my mom told me what she told me...

...Another thing that gets me mad is when people tell me I have HIV or aids, call me a hoe, whore, slut, bimbo, etc. well because I HAVE NEVER EVER HAD A BOYFRIEND...

ok well GOODNIGHT YOU BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN!!!

love, Kimberly C. Hernandez (/^.^\)

1/18/2013 23:30(11:30)

**Thank you so much for taking your time and reading this I'll be sure to write soon but im tired and I've got to get to bed, LOVE YA-KIM!

 

 

 

 

 

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