Hannah and Niall are newly engaged and getting married soon. It's so difficult when you know someone is the one and you always have to leave them. Between Hannah's modeling and Niall being in the band they're always traveling and to Hannah it seems like they're growing distant. Can the reignite that flame with their sparks? Or will they have to find some other outcome?


8. Smile

Everything is a blur. I don't even remember what I've done this week, all I know is I feel sick and I want to go home. I'm pretty sure I haven't left this bed, I haven't eaten, slept or showered. "Princess can you please come with me." Niall whispered into my ear, I rolled over and rolled up into a I expected Niall pulled me into his chest and rubbed my back. "Hannah can you please shower we are getting on a plane tonight." I sighed "Can't we just lay here forever?" "We can't we have to get back to London, now if you want to smell bad when we get on the plane that's fine with me because I love you and I don't care about any of that, but I'm sure that the fans and the other people on the play would have something to say about it." I giggled and rolled on top of him so I was straddling him. "You are the only one right now that could possibly make me laugh." Niall chuckled and then kissed me "Sweetheart I love you so will you please go shower. I can help?" I giggled and then jumped off of him, "So I'll take that as a no I can't help." I laughed and took my shirt off and threw it at him "Correct." I slipped my shorts off so now I was only in my underwear and bra. "If you want to pack for me that would be amazing." I teased walking to the bathroom door "Please let me help." he begged standing up and taking a step towards me "No Niall you need to pack and I need to shower." I said un-clipping my bra and letting it slide off my arms and onto the floor. This was all to much fun, he made it too easy. "Okay I'm just gonna hop in the shower."

"Hey beautiful" Niall said sneaking up on my and playing with the top band of my underwear "Niall stop" I said breathy "Wait till we get home at least." He sighed and kissed my jawline I let out a small moan which was such a bad idea on my part. "So you do want to play" he asked wrapping me back up in him arms. His hot breath on my neck was making it all the more harder to resist him "Please Niall not here we only have to wait like a day." I said still facing the suitcases on the bed. "Come on we can be quiet" "Speak for yourself babe" he chuckled and then gently moved my hair away from my neck I spun around and looked up to him "Niall trust me I want you to make me forget. Forget all of this, in fact I need you to make me forget. What have I done this week babe? Nothing I've been too mixed up in depression. I need you to make me forget and feel good again. But we can't do it here. Not where my parents are around." He looked at me for a second before smiling and leaning now to my ear "I love you, I don't want you to feel this way ever. I will make you forget for a bit but part of moving on is remembering." "This is why I love you Niall James Horan." I said and he chuckled, "And this is why I love you." he said grabbing my butt "Really Niall Really?" I said laughing and walking away to find some pants. "No Hannah I love you because you're everything I ever wanted and everything I've ever needed." I blushed and pulled out a pair of true religion jeans and put them on.

"How do these jeans look? I got them when I was out with Eleanor and Alisha." I asked looking at the mirror and judging myself...this is how you know're back into a depression. Judging yourself, second guessing everything, never really seeing positive. "You look absolutely perfect." Niall said wrapping himself around me, I nodded and went and put on one of Niall's jerseys on and tucked it into my pants leaving it just a bit loose. "This smells like you." I said and shoved my face into the fabric of his shirt "And later it will smell like you and I'll get to wear it on tour." he said hugging me from behind. Tour? He was leaving? I forgot... "What's wrong princess?" Niall asked spinning me around and bringing our foreheads together "Tour...I can't have you leave now." I said softly looking down "Hey hey Hannah it's only for a few months then you come out to see me." "I can can't wait that long Niall. I need you." I looked down tears now starting to fall down my cheeks "Stop stop, babe please. We get to be together for a week and then I leave...We will talk every day Skype every night...facetime anything. I need you too and I need you to be okay." I nodded my head and looked back up to him "You're my everything and I can't have me being worried that I wont come back to your smiling face." "I'll be fine. It's just gonna be hard ya know with everything that just happened and me going back into this depression...Niall you're kinda my light and happiness." I chuckled and wiped my tears "What can I do for you? To help?" Niall asked grabbing my hands and squeezing them "Love me. Tell me that every day...I'm sorry if that's a lot to ask." he shook his head and laughed "It's not too much hell if you want I will scream it to the world every day." I laughed and hugged him, squeezing him tightly "I love you Niall to the moon and back 1,000 times and more. You can't even imagine." his chest vibrated against my ear as he chuckled "I think I can imagine Princess...because I love you just as much probably more." I stepped back and gasped "Excuse you...You love me more? I love you more!" I shouted and playfully shoved his chest.  He huffed and looked at me "Yea I do love you more! Come on we've been over this!" he said advancing to me. I turned to run to the bathroom but he grabbed my waist and pulled me back to him. "Admit it...I love you more than you love me." he said reaching for my side to tickle me.. "No no Niall don't." I said giggling. He shrugged and then tickled me I was soon collapsed on the floor Niall's hands still tickling my sides and neck "S-stop" I laughed and then Niall was on top of me in a second pinning me and tickling me. My shirt came loose from my pants as I was struggling to get away and as Niall tickled me the shirt slowly came up. I honestly don't think Niall realized my shirt was coming up he was having too much fun tickling me and making me smile. "Niall pl-please" I pleaded trying to push his hands away I turned my head as his hands reached to tickle my neck, I playfully took his wrist in my mouth and sucked on it. "Stop Hannah I can't hide that what will the fans think?" I shrugged and then Niall's fingers found the bottom of his jersey, I looked at him his face clearly reading a bit of shock that it came up but then it soon went back to a playful...lustful grin. Niall's hands carefully slipped under the jersey and back onto my side but instead of tickling me he gently rubbed. I looked at him my lips still attached to his arm, his hand slowly found my right boob and he began to rub it. I released his arm from my mouth and shut my eyes. I bit down on my lower lip hard trying to suppress moans. "Niall come on." I said trying to push his hand away "No Hannah just shh." he said and brought his lips to mine. I opened my mouth to let out a moan but he quickly stopped that by putting his tongue into my mouth. As we were making out he continued to rub me and put his other hand over my jeans. "Can we just take these off?" he asked toying with the button on them I put my hand down and pushed his hand away "No Niall come on we cant do this now." I said and took his other hand out from under the jersey. "Please Hannah we can be quiet I promise." he whispered and stuck his hand back under "Niall come on. When we get off the plane and the minute the apartment door closes I'm all yours." he sighed and took his hand out and re-tucked in the jersey for me. "Thank you handsome" I said and kissed him. He rolled his eyes and took my face with both of his hands and brought it to his planting a passionate kiss, I quickly deepened it entwining my fingers in his hair. I smiled into the kiss and grabbed his butt which sent both of us into a fit of laughter. Niall collapsed on top of me laughing "You have the fucking cutest laugh ever!" I said completely serious, Niall pushed himself up and looked at me still chuckling "Do I?" "Yes you do!!" I shouted, Niall laughed again and then he looked at me "You are the fucking cutest, prettiest, funniest, sweetest I could go on?" he said smiling "Well why did you stop I was enjoying the compliments." he chuckled and kissed me "Well you're honest and damn have you seen your body?" I laughed and kissed him again. "I can't get enough of you." I whispered against his lips "That accent too. That is so sexy." I chuckled and pushed Niall off of me "Okay too many compliments Niall." I said getting on my knees and running my fingers through my hair to get out the knots. Niall came and started brushing my hair with a brush and moving my hands down to my legs. I smiled and sat criss-cross looking at us in the mirror, we looking like one of those tumblr couples it made me smile. "You also have a beautiful smile." he said peering around my head and looking at me in the mirror causing me to blush. "Ya know me and your emotions we have a love hate relationship...I feel like I can never make you completely happy but on the other hand I feel like I'm all you'll ever need...I just can't provide for you sometimes and it worries me." I shook my head and turned to look at him "Niall you're literally all I've dreamt of. I remember sitting in this room and staring at these posters thinking, damn I'm just some crazy fan to him or I'm not as pretty as half of the girls out there. And even sometimes all I would think about was making you happy and making you feel like you were the most important person. Making you feel amazing about yourself and seeing what I see and billions of others see in provide enough and more for me. You're the guy I've waited all my life for so don't ever think otherwise." Niall looked at me his eyes kind of watery he shook his head and hugged me. "I don't even know what to say right now." he whispered. I chuckled and ran my fingers through his hair "I love you is all we need." I whispered, he squeezed me and kissed my neck softly "I love you." he said and then hugged me again tighter than ever. 

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