Struggle (A Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction)

Louis Tomlinson is in high school, and he gets a girl pregnant while she's trying to get over a break up..

Includes swears in multiple chapters, and self harm in chapter 5. I can rewrite it without the self harm, if requested.


5. Chapter 4

-Alexandra's POV- 

"Alexandra, you know what this means right?" Vanessa asked me.

"Obviously!" I replied. 

She slipped on a pair of moccasins and she grabbed her purse and phone and said, "Let's go. I'm buying you a pregnancy test." I got up from sitting on her floor and we went out to her car. Her parents weren't home, it was just her 14 year old brother who was home and he was mature enough to stay home alone. "We're going out to get something, stay here and be good okay?" she told him, and he nodded. She drove me to the nearest pharmacy, and we bought the most reliable one there. She also bought a few chocolate bars, to lighten the mood. We drove back to her house, and I held it in her hands. "You want me to go in with you or do you want me to wait?" she asked. 

"Whichever one." I told her. She decided to wait. I peed on the little stick, and waited for a couple minutes.


My life is over. I'm going to fail school, my parents will kick me out, I'm not going to go to college and get a decent job, I'd get called names, the child won't have a great life. I'm not even in a relationship with Louis. I sat on the toilet and sunk my face into my knees, silently crying. I started to sob a little bit, and Vanessa stormed in. I was still crying, and I showed her the result.

"Oh my god.." she said, and hugged my head. I sobbed into her shirt. She dragged me out of the bathroom, and into her room. "Alexandra. Everything will be okay. Why don't you text him and let him know?" 

"Talking to him is probably the last thing I want to do right now. He got me into this. Don't tell anyone." 

-At school, Monday-

I haven't talked to Louis all weekend. I've been ignoring his texts and calls all weekend. His locker was across the hallway from mine, so after he was done at his locker he came up to me and said hi. I continued to put unnecessary books and folders into my locker and once I was done, I walked to class.  

"Alexandra. Talk to me." he was walking by my side and he said that. I forgot that I had class with him first period, and I sat with him. This would be a long period."What did I do wrong?"  he asked.

 I sat down in my seat once we got into the classroom and I still ignored him, even though he sat next to me. The teacher wasn't in the room yet, because class didn't start so Louis was writing something on the back page of his notebook. The teacher walked in and the bell rang, the morning announcements came on and the teacher started class, as Louis closed his notebook. Algebra, yuck. I paid attention instead of passing notes to Louis because I was doing really bad in this class, and I didn't want to talk to him of course. 

He ripped a piece of paper out of his notebook and folded it in half, and handed it to me. I opened it and read it.

Alex, I didn't do anything wrong so please stop ignoring me. You were perfectly fine Friday and that's the last time I talked to you, so I couldn't have done anything to piss you off that much. 

Is he serious? Did he forget about the party? That I could be pregnant, and I am he just doesn't know yet?

"Are you serious? You didn't do anything wrong? You know what the fuck you did, Louis." I hissed at him, apparently loud enough for class to stop and listen. "Leave me alone," I said lastly, and I got up, grabbed my stuff and went to walk out of the class. I heard Justin and his friends snickering as I was about to open the door, so I turned around and went up to him. "Why don't you shut the hell up, too." The teacher started to call my name, but I just left the classroom. The door shut behind me, but it opened right back up. 

It was Louis. "Alex-" he said.

I didn't turn around, I just said, "Don't call me that." 

I heard his footsteps going faster, trying to catch up with me, so I walked faster, too. He grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. He pushed me up against the locker and kissed me. I pushed him off of me, and shouted, "Get away from me!" 

He grabbed my wrist so tight so that I couldn't leave, and he told me the teacher wanted me back in the classroom. I was walking away from him, and then I heard the door open up again. It was Justin. Oh no. 

"Get away from her, right now." he said to Louis. 

"What're you gonna do about it? You're her ex," Louis spat back.

"What about you? You never even dated her, you don't know her as well as I do." Justin said.

Louis then swung a punch at him, but he dodged it. Justin was stronger than him, but he didn't bother to try to hit back. I sat down against lockers and put my head down on my books and started to cry. Justin walked over to me, and tried to comfort me, but I only ignored him. Louis walked over too, and asked me what was wrong.

"This is your fault!" Justin said to Louis.

"How is it my fault? If anything, you're the one who cheated on her!" Louis said back. 

I couldn't take this anymore. "You guys are stressing me out, so much! It's not helping me or the baby!" I said to them. Both of them had shocked reactions, and I got up and left. Both of them ran after me, asking all kinds of questions. I went into the girls bathroom, and about five minutes later the bell rang. I didn't care, though. I had class with Vanessa next, I texted her and told her to meet me in the bathroom. She came into the bathroom, and started to talk to me. 

"What the hell happened?" she asked me.

"I got mad at Louis and stormed off and then Justin came out and they started fighting and then I started crying and they asked what was wrong and I shouted out that I was pregnant accidentally." I told her, a little more calmed down than I was before. She pulled me by the arm and brought me to the office. They asked me what happened, so we told them and they called Justin and Louis down to the office. Great. 

Justin and Louis got a two day suspension, and I got a detention. I asked the office if I could go home for the rest of the day, and they told me I could. I drove home slowly, and both of my parents were at work so this was good. I tried to finish some homework I had from the week before that wasn't due yet, but I just kept crying. I decided to fall asleep to pass time and get things off my mind, and then my mother woke me up. "Why are you home early?" she asked.

"Oh, I had a stomachache. No big deal." I told her, and she left my room and shut my door. I fell back asleep until dinner was done cooking, then I woke up to eat dinner. Right after, somebody knocked on the door. Justin. I opened the door and went outside. 

"You're fucking pregnant?" he shouted at me.

Authors note: Huge thanks to meggidesousa for helping me think of ideas for this chapter, and she has great fanfics, go read them! I'll update asap :-)

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