Finally making a difference

When Peyton finds herself in a bad situation, she relies on her new friends the famous boy band One Direction for help. Letting go of her old life to live her dream. Realizing what is going on she reaches out to old friends and as many fans as she can. Over obstacles and victories, holding onto the old fangirl life is the only thing keeping her from drowning in drama and reality.


11. ellen


"Don't I need surgery on this leg?" I asked Liam on the way to Ellen

"You already had it" He said

"What now? When?"

"Well you were drugged up for a couple of days. The doctor said you wouldn't remember much." He said

"Oh." I said

"Yea, we got some pretty funny videos from when you were kind of loopy" He asked.

"Please tell me you didn't post them on Youtube or Twitter or anything!" I yelled

"ummm....." He said.

"Zayn give your phone!" I said. Zayn always let me use his phone. I logged onto to Twitter, and sure enough, there were some interesting videos of me.

"Oh my god Liam!" I yelled. He started laughing. "It's not funny!" I yelled. I gave Zayn his phone back when we got to Ellen. I'm finally living my dream. Being with One Direction, and being on Ellen. My life was so perfect now, it was almost un-real. 


That was the best interview I have ever been at. As we headed back to the hotel Liam reminded me that tomorrow was our last concert in the USA and soon we would be off to Australia. 

"You guys always talk so highly of Australia. Can't wait to finally go there" I said

"Yeah Australia is amazing." Said Niall

"Yea. The US brings you guys nothing but trouble." I said. They looked at me confused.

"The last time you were here Louis was all depressed and Harry hooked up with Tay-Whore" I started before Harry cut me off.

"I wish people would stop calling her that. She's a good singer and performer, I can't stand how the fans talk about her" He said

"You don't get it, do you?" I said

"i don't get what?" Said Harry

"We call her that because we love you. We all knew this was going to happen and we couldn't stand it. Being a Directioner is just can't even explain it. We love you guys so much you literally saved our lives. You saved mine. I used to cut myself all the time before i got hooked on you. But  you guys taught me that everything would be fine and dreams come true and just be yourself and so much more. We care to much and it hurts so bad. Niall, you say you don't like it when fans ask for a follow. But it's not the follow back that we care about. It's about you knowing us. Recognizing us. When you follow a fan they feel that you know who they are and that they matter. They matter to someone. It matters because we love the 5 of you so much that just 1 follow will change everything. 1/2 second of a horan hug makes all the difference. You guys don't get it and you never will because you were never in the situation that I and Harry's 10 million Twitter followers have been in. Its something you can't explain. You've changed millions of lives everywhere and........and...........i don't really know anymore." I said. 

I had tears in my eyes because everything I just said was so true. I continued.

"You guys wonder why I care about the fans so much, why I give your shit away. Justin Bieber writes Belibers on his arm. Maybe thats why 'justin is the greatest role model ever' trends for so long. Those twitcams. Those video diaries. Oh my god the video diaries. haha superman. carrot. Mary. oh my god I just cant." I said.

I started crying and i looked up to see the boys tearing up. We got to the hotel and I ran off. I needed some time to clear out my emotions. I needed some time to think. I needed time.


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