Loved.

(This movella is set as if One Direction isn't famous.)
Ashalee York was always one to try and hide away, she only showed who she really was to her one friend Jay. Ashalee is shy, and a good girl (who sometimes likes to bend the rules) and she is insecure about herself. Ashalee is your average girl in every way on the outside. But on the inside she deals with the constant struggle, the rage on inside of her mind, she's bipolar. It may be fate, chance, destiny, or whatever you call it but she finds herself mixed up with Harry Styles who wants to show her that she doesn't have to close people out. But he doesn't know about the mental war the wages deep within her mind and maybe if he did know he would leave her and label her as a freak like the rest of society.

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27. Voicemail for 'A'

Harry's POV

I watched Ashalee pull her hair back into a ponytail and give a quick yawn.

"Babe, you're already tired?"

The whole day we spent watching movies and we even found tons of sheets and blankets to make this huge fort across in my den. We took every chair in the apartment and placed them as columns to hold up the sheets. Four chairs of the outside to acts as the main support and a chair where the sheets sagged a little too low for our liking, and the couch acted as the main support. We huddled under the opening that was directly in front of the television and watched a few of the Paranormal Activities I had on DVD disc and then Toy Story, all of them, because Liam had insisted. After the whole revolutionizing information of Ash being bipolar burst to the guys I thought they were going to act strange, odd, around her but they didn't.

My logic of her coming clean to everyone seemed like a good idea I still wonder why she doesn't confess. Wait, confess sounds like she did something wrong and she did absolutely nothing wrong, you can't help, she can't help it. I had popped in Lion King 2. I always preferred that movie over the first one because Simba's daughter, Kiara, isn't as much as an asshole as Simba was in the first movie. Simba is all like, me, me, me, everything is all about me, I can't wait to be king to do stuff my way. I'm an asshole!

Whenever I see that movie that's what I think of so I've always liked the second movie better. I've realized that Kiara reminds of Ashalee. She is determined to get what she wants even when obstacles and hurdles are placed in her way trying to make her fall. Ash has obstacles, the obvious one, and then Ally, and sometimes I think of me as one. I like Ash, she's cool. But then I know I'm not the most committed boyfriend, I've cheated. Actually Ally was a girl who I was cheating on this girl I met Veronica with. Ally thought because I had gone behind someone else's back to be with her it meant we were soul mates but we weren't. I just thought after Veronica found out and dumped me Ally would be an easy rebound be she was wayyy easy. Everyone else around me is asleep and I smile as I see Ash and Louis cuddled up together over a half empty bowl of popcorn. But then this jealousy wave washed over me.

I am going to hurt Ashalee, looking at her face, it is so peaceful. Each breathe she sucks in comes out of her mouth like a song. I glance down at myself, why was I thinking like this. I didn't have to hurt Ashalee. Looking on my past with females I've been a real douchebag...

I crawled over towards Ash and nudged her gently, and whispered into her hear.

"Should be be doing this?"

Her eyes opened, "No."

My heart stopped, what?!

'Harry I can't do this, let's move to the other side of the couch, Louis snores.

As if one cue Louis's leg kicked a bit in his sleep and he let out a honk. I laughed, and we made out way to the couch and there lay Zayn curled up. I guess he couldn't take Louis's snores and moved across the great divide, which was really the couch. The couch was like a divider piecing the forts into two sections.

I looked at Ash who pulled me closer. "I like your friends."

"So do I." I replied but she let out a small breathe and she was asleep again. She had one ear pressed against the couch and scooched as close as she could to the couch trying to gather warmth so I decided to supply it.

Arms wrapped around her waist and my face buried into the neck, I kicked up some of the sheets we had see down on the floor and draped them across our bodies. Two stars in the night, one so bright, that's Ashalee, and one who wants to move closer, and is as close as it can be but is unsure if it can shine as bright as the one it wants to be with so bad.

Was I really right for Ash? I ditched Ally. She's crazy, but didn't deserve it, and she had fallen hard for me and in no point in our relationship had I even mentioned I didn't feel the same way. I recall one time we had sex and she whispered 'I love you' she waited for me to return it back. I didn't, guess what I said. "Olive you."

She was way into her muffled cries of pleasure to notice and took it as I love you.

I wasn't going to do this to Ash, and maybe I should apologize to Ally. She had her heart taken to an extreme with a guy who didn't feel it too. I didn't really hate Ally, I hated myself and directed my feelings at her. I picked up my phone and pulled from Ash. She squirmed from lack of heat but she found new warmth in the sheets. I crawled from my place in out fort. I dialed Ally's number and I got her voicemail so I left a message.

"Nobody deserves how I treated you. Please leave Ash from this, she doesn't know how bad I screwed you over but I never did truly love you the way I did and I think you should find another guy willing to love you. Ashalee is mine. I really like her, now you have to go find someone else to be yours..."

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