Loved.

(This movella is set as if One Direction isn't famous.)
Ashalee York was always one to try and hide away, she only showed who she really was to her one friend Jay. Ashalee is shy, and a good girl (who sometimes likes to bend the rules) and she is insecure about herself. Ashalee is your average girl in every way on the outside. But on the inside she deals with the constant struggle, the rage on inside of her mind, she's bipolar. It may be fate, chance, destiny, or whatever you call it but she finds herself mixed up with Harry Styles who wants to show her that she doesn't have to close people out. But he doesn't know about the mental war the wages deep within her mind and maybe if he did know he would leave her and label her as a freak like the rest of society.

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Harry's POV

I sat there looking at Ashalee. She looked amazing, words cannot describe. Her hair looked soft, I wanted to reach out and touch it, her lips were pale pink, slightly chapped from the night. I wanted to hold her close to me, and put my lips on top of hers. I wanted to run my fingers along her legs, and her cheeks. But instead of this being a romantic morning it was a disaster. Ally had called me back soon after I left her a message. She still didn't get it, I tried to tell her to find someone else but she is still convinced that we are meant to be together forever.

She kept texting me stuff like, I need you, and tons of hearts.

I had done my part, I apologized, did everything in my power to convince her and she wouldn't listen so she can't hold anything against me anymore. 

Ash handed me my phone back, and sat against my wall. The bed creaked as I got up from it.

"I was only calling Ally to apologize to her. Ash before I met you I was pretty screwy, especially with girls' hearts."

"I've noticed."

"No I mean, I was with this girl her name was Veronica, and then I cheated on V with Ally. Ally thought because I eventually ditched Veronica for her I loved her. I'm a player but you Ash...Ash you've chan-"

"How Harry, how the hell did I change you."

"You're special."

"You mean I'm crazy. You feel sorry for me. How do I know that you're not going behind my back with I don't know Ally. Once a cheater, always a cheater!"

"That's not true!"

I sighed, it was obvious we were both annoyed with each other's presence. But I still felt like I didn't want Ashalee to leave me. Whenever I was with her I feel intoxicated. Drunk with her, whether we were fighting or kissing it was like my senses were dulled and I couldn't focus on anything but her.

She stood up and edged towards my door.

"Don't go!" I pleaded.

She looked me straight in the eyes. So full of pain, I had hurt her and I hadn't done anything wrong. Maybe I should have just left Ally alone instead of getting her even more fixated on me.

"I have to go take some medication."

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I found Ashalee sitting there crying in Louis's arms.

"Get off of her mate."

Louis only gripped her tighter.

"Don't you have a girlfriend?" I tried to find reasons for Louis to let her go.

Louis pulled Ash farther and farther away from me and closer and closer to him.

"You made her cry."

"This is a misunderstanding."

"No, you're the misunderstanding!" Louis shouted at me, trying to think of some come back.

"I'm a misunderstanding? That doesn't even make any sense!"

"It doesn't have to you don't make girls cry and by the sounds of it you've made tons of girls cry!"

I looked at Ash.

"Please, I only want you."

Ash pulled away from Louis, everyone else were watching us...waiting for the next move.

"Ashalee I like you and only you."

I saw this tiny smile, the slightest twinkle in her eyes.

Louis awkwardly let go of her. One moment we were fighting and now this was a tender moment.

"I like you too Haz."

Everyone in the room stopped and she came into my arms.

"Harry if you get tired of me, just tell me instead of sneaking around like you've done before...Who knows I might even get tired of you too."

We both laughed. I kissed away the salty tears from her cheeks.

Jay began clapping sarcastically, and everyone else followed. Niall holding her waist.

"What an excellent display of a colorful romance, now if you don't mind I'm hungry. Curly feed us."

Leave it to Jay to bring this sad exchange into something we can all laugh about. Jay's voice calmed Ash down even more and I kissed her hair. I looked at Jay, she gave me this look trying to read my past. I knew what she was thinking, don't hurt her again.

Niall slightly nudged Jay and they headed off to find something to eat in the kitchen.

 

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