The Odds of Everything


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4. CHAPTER FOUR

 

 

Harrys POV:

i sat on my bed and looked towards the wall.

why the fuck did i have to ruin everything? i told myself

to be honest with myself didnt fucking know why i was so mean to her.

the first time i laid eyes on her i thought she was the most beautiful girl i hd evre seen. i wanted her to be honest. but then..

i shook me head.

after things happened with taylor i didn't want love again.

*sigh*

so i made sure i made her hate me

because..i just have this idea in my head that every girl i like, will like me. 

so i figured she liked me.

ik..pathetic.

i grabbed a book on my desk and threw it. 

as if throwing things made everything better.

 i guess i wanted her to hate me so she wudnt get close to me.

i told myself

but then along the way i did begin to hate her.

idk why..i just..idk why.

i think i took out my aggresion on her

it annoyed me now knowing how much i hurt her. i didnt want to hurt her but i did.

the craziest part was i really liked her.

she was GORGEOUS.

and so sweet, and honest and..

i just..

i need to make this right.

i need to. i said to myself once more

i then reached over to my night stand and took my journal out

it read "SONGS" on the cover

i needed to air out my head. i need to relax.

and this helped me..

so i would do it.

i grabbed my guitar and strummed

and began to let lyrics flow off my tongue.

 

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