Our Little Secret (Louis Fanfic)

*They don't know what we do best. It's between me and you, Our Little Secret.* -They Don't Know About Us by One Direction
Ava has a troubling background. Her dad killed her mom and ran away. She was left there. But Liam finds her and his family takes her in. Now she has a new home, new surroundings, and a new life. After a year, she is still not well adjusted. Liam will still have nightmares about the day her found her too. So he invited the guys over to try and help her get better and more comfortable. Kinda like a personal therapy session. But one of Liam's friends falls for her. Will she ever break her shell? How will Liam feel about his friend's feelings?

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5. Chapter 4

 

"I promise" he said.

This was it. I'm gonna do my best to hold in my emotions. He doesn't need to see me cry.

"Okay...so about a year and a half ago, I did something bad. Well it wasn't my fault but I blamed myself. And so did my parents. I met a guy. He was...older. Much to old for me. He was 22. Well, my parents found out. And they told me that I was to young and forced me to break up with him. He didn't like that so well..."

I could feel tears forming in my eyes. I hurried and wiped them away. Louis was holding my hands and trying his best to keep my sane.

"Anyway... When I told him that we were over..he got angry. He told me that I wasn't going anywhere. That I wasn't aloud to leave. I fought back like I should have but, I lost. He hurt me bad that day. He abused me by.. hitting me.. several times."

I was trying so hard to fight back tears. I did not want to cry. It'll just make me seem more weak than I already am.

"And just when I thought it was over, he wasn't done. After hitting me so many times he...uh...raped...me." I swallowed hard trying to fight back so many tears. A few here and there were slipping away and running down my cheeks. Louis would wipe them away. He tried to help me stay strong even though I knew he shed a few tears also. "After that, he left town and I've not seen him since. Thank god. But that's when the fighting started between my parents. You see, my dad blamed everything on me. He said I shouldn't have even gotten involved with him the first place and that I was stupid enough to even do it. He said I deserved everything I got from that man. I mean EVERYTHING. My mom always stood up for me. He would just get angry every time she did. She cared, unlike him. So for over a year. They fought every day. Everyday, one of them would storm out of the house and leave me there to cry. One day, it was too much and my dad got really angry. He had been drinking and when they started fighting, he shot my mom. Right in front of me, and ran out. Luckily, Liam was staying at the bed&breakfast across the street otherwise, I wouldn't be here right now and probably in an orphanage somewhere. Liam only knows of that day."

By now, I couldn't stop the tears. They were flowing down my face and wouldn't stop. I felt so weak. I just wanted to collapse right then and there. But I felt something I didn't expect, Louis's arms. He wrapped me in a tight hug and let me cry into his chest. He was rubbing small circles on my back and just letting me cry. He wasn't telling to calm down or anything, just letting me cry. I needed it too after that story. I never thought I would tell that story to anyone.

"And the worst thing is... they haven't found him yet to throw him in jail and let him rot in Hell." I said after calming down a bit. "Some days I just get paranoid and think that he's here and coming after me to kill me. Just like he did to my mom."

I looked at Louis. It was obvious that he was crying. Even if it was dark and you couldn't see that well. He wouldn't talk and he would sniffle every now and then. I felt bad, I didn't want myself to cry let alone him.

"I'm sorry...I don't even know why I am telling you this. I haven't told anyone. Not even Liam. And here I am giving you my sob story. The story that ruined my life. I swore to myself that I would never fall in love cause it causes problems. That's why I was so scared to get close to any guy except Liam. After what my dad and my ex did to me, I have never been the same. So why am I here telling you this? I don't know. Maybe it has to do with these butterfly feelings I get every time I'm near you. Or maybe it's because my heart skips beats whenever you talk to me or look me in my eyes. Or I just like being with you and I can talk to you because of that. I SWORE to myself that I wasn't gonna let myself fall for another guy and yet here I am falling for you, Louis. I'm doing everything-"

"What did you say?" Louis interrupted my long apology. If you could even call it that anymore.

"What?" I asked confused.

 "You said you were falling for me?" He asked sounding a little hoarse.

My cheeks burned. I didn't even realize that I admitted I had feelings for him. I am so embarrassed now. How did I even go from my past to my feelings for him?

"Oh my god. I'm so sor-" I started but was cut off by Louis crashing him lips onto mine. I was shocked at first but I actually kissed back. It took my breath away, literally.

He pulled away from me with a grin on his face. I probably looked stupid because I had a surprise face that made him giggle. "Don't tell Liam I did that." He said his mood suddenly changing. He became scared. I knew Liam would kill him if he found out about that.

"I-I wont." I stuttered, still surprised.

"Look, I like you too. I have since the first day I've seen you. That's why I asked you out to lunch, not because Liam asked me too but because I WANTED too. I'm not like that other guy or like your dad. I'm gonna make you feel safe so you won't have to worry about anything. And if those guys ever step 100 feet near you, I will personally have them killed on the spot for what they did to you. You didn't deserve any of that. You amazing and beautiful and you deserve to have a new life. One that's better so you can let go of your past. I'm gonna be there every step of the way with you, I promise." Louis said and I couldn't help but cry. Not because I'm sad but because I was so happy that he said that.

"Oh my god, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry." He said but I wrapped him in a hug.

"Thank you so much." I whispered into his ear.

He wrapped his arms around me and lifted me off the ground a little giving me a big hug. I caught a glance over his shoulder and seen something. It almost looked like someone was standing there. It was a dark figure because there was no light around. So you couldn't see any features. But the body shape didn't look like Liam's or any of the other boys. And the figure just stood there. I could be seeing things though. Louis put me back on the ground and I looked at him to try to see his face but by now it was so dark that I could hardly see him. But yet I still new he was smiling. Just like I was. I looked back over his shoulder and the dark figure was gone. I guess I was seeing things after all.

'I just got one thing though..." Louis started.

"What?"

"We can't tell Liam about us proclaiming our forbidden love to each other."

I laughed. "It'll be our little secret."

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Awwwwww.... :') So Louis & Ava....how flippin cute! :) <3 lol It's gonna be their little secret. ;) This chapter was short but sweet.  

So tell me whatcha think!? :) 

-Jess 

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