February 14, 2013

*fanfic and diary. 1D not famous*
Jenna has been receiving creepy love letters from a secret admirer, and is determined to figure out who is sending them. Will it be who she thinks, or who she would least expect?

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12. Jan 28 2013

I wasn't able to fall asleep until passed midnight again, all I could think about was Zayn. How did he even get my number? Now that I think about it, Harry probably gave it to him. Louis wouldn't dare and Zayn doesn't really talk to Liam or Niall. I'm guessing the only reason he pays attention to Liam now is because I'm mostly talking to the other three.

All I kept thinking was, what does he need to talk to me about? I figured it was about his apology, which I was still trying to avoid by the way. But what if Liam told him about me and him kissing? I don't know if Zayn would be mad at me or not for kissing his friend, but I really didn't really want to risk the chance of finding out...

The day went by normally, I hung out with Harry before classes, everyone else left me alone. Until lunch that is, of course.

Something always happens at lunch.

When I was leaving the lunch line I tried my best to avoid eye contact with Zayn, even though I could tell he was waiting for me. I managed to walk passed his table, but he called out my name last minute.

Ugghhh.

I gave my friends the "Sorry" look as he took me over to his table. Niall and Louis were the only other ones at the table, but they were in their own conversation. So I was left with Zayn.

"You already know that I'm sorry about.... Well you know." He said, scooting closer to me so the others wouldn't hear our conversation.

"What about it?" I said. I ended up sounding more harsh than I meant to, but he didn't seemed too effective by it. Almost like he was expecting it.

"Well, do you forgive me?" He asked.

He was staring at me with puppy eyes, and I started to fall for it. But I snapped myself out of it, and told myself to stay strong.

"You said you would continue being mean to me. Why should I forgive you for something you clearly aren't willing to stop?" I asked. I was trying to keep my voice down because I really didn't want to cause a scene, buts its harder to do so than you'd think.

"I'll stop it all I promise. Just please forgive me Jenna. I really need your forgiveness." He had his hands on my shoulders as he was begging forgiveness.

Why did he need me to forgive him? I've never been important to him before.

"Why?" I simply asked. It's really all I wanted to know.

"Because you've become a part of our group, now. I want to be able to move on from before and be your friend. Please, Jenna?"

I don't know if it was right to forgive him or not, but I did anyway. I don't like him, but I don't like holding a grudge even more. And if he's willing to be mature enough to look past it, then so am I.

We'll see how this goes.

Love,

Jenna

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