February 14, 2013

*fanfic and diary. 1D not famous*
Jenna has been receiving creepy love letters from a secret admirer, and is determined to figure out who is sending them. Will it be who she thinks, or who she would least expect?


10. Jan 26 2013

When I woke up this morning, I realized I had two missed calls. It honestly surprised me. Not that someone called me, that someone woke up earlier than me. Even though it was a Saturday, I woke up around 9. Yeah, call me crazy. The two missed calls were from a number I didn't recognize, so I texted them.

J: Hey, I'm sorry I missed your calls. Who is this?

After about 30 minutes they hadn't replied, so I went downstairs to get breakfast and say goodmorning to my parents. We ended up chatting longer than I thought, for about maybe an hour. When I came back up I had a text from them.

"You're fine, and it's Liam. I got your number from Harry, btw."

Liam? Why would he be talking to me? Not that I don't like Liam or anything, he's just one of the people I'd least expect to call me. I texted him asking why he was calling, it took him about 20 minutes to reply.

Ah, so he's one of those people. Slow texters.

L: I was wondering if you wanted to hang out today, if you didn't already have something going on? x

Ever since I hung out with Zayn, I haven't gotten to hang out with any of my girl friends. I miss them. But I felt bad rejecting Liam, so I figured, why not?

J: I'd love to hang out! Where to?

This time he only took about 5 minutes to reply, at least he was improving.

L: great! I'll pick you up around 4, we can go to Julif Park?

J: okay. See you then! x

Since I didn't know Liam that well, I was a little nervous to hang out with him alone. Once it was close to 3 I got ready, wearing my blue sweatshirt from Rue 21 and dark jeans. I decided to go with just a little mascara and lip gloss, keepin' it simple. I'm not gonna lie, most of my time getting ready was actually spent by me dancing to the songs on the radio.

When I heard a knock on the door, I quickly put on my short brown uggs and ran to the door. Liam looked up from the floor and smiled at me.

"You look great, Jenna!" He said. I knew I was blushing a little bit. I just gave a nervous laugh, I've never known how to respond to a compliment. I always just feel awkward.

"You don't look too bad yourself." I said back, winking. He laughed and led me to his car.

We weren't talking most of the car ride, just small talk every now and then. We got to the park in about ten minutes, it was packed with little kids. I didn't mind, I love kids. I wonder why Liam wanted to hang out here though?

We weren't exactly talking for the first 20 minutes, mostly just had slide races and played tag. It was a lot of fun, I was glad to let out my inner child with someone. He's really spontaneous.

A few times he was playing with the little kids. I'm pretty sure every girl finds that adorable. I sure did!

After about two or three hours a lot of the kids had gone home, so it was pretty much only me and Liam. Now we could actually talk to each other.

We were sitting on the swings next to each other, talking about nothingness. But it was fun. We complained about pointless things, shared embarrassing memories and just completely talked like best friends. It got quiet for a second, but not the awkward kind. More of just the thinking kind. I really can't believe how much me and Liam had bonded over just a few hours.

"So, what up with you and Zayn? He'll never tell us when we ask why he's so mean to you." Liam asked, breaking the silence. I had to really think about my answer. Even though I've written it all in my journal, it's still difficult to find the words to tell someone in person.

"I don't know. I guess one day he just decided he hated me. He's never given me any reason to think otherwise." Was all I could come up with. He chuckled and nodded, then looked down at his feet.

By this time it was getting a little dark out, but since its still winter, I wasn't worried about it being too late out. It went silent again for a while until Liam got up and offered his hand out to me. I was hesitant and have him a confused look. He smiled at me shyly.

"Dance with me."

I was taken by surprise at what he said, but accepted the offer.

We were the only ones in Julif Park by now, so we had complete privacy. He put his hands around my waist, I had mine wrapped around his neck. There wasn't any music playing of course, this isn't a movie. We just danced in the sand.

Every now and then he would pull me in close, close enough to where our skin was touching and his forehead was up against mine. We didn't say anything the entire time, no words were needed. Even if they were, I was far too speechless to make them out.

The more I think about it, the more I wonder how we wound up like that. I didn't start off the day liking him, or even thinking about the idea of liking him. But after spending my day with him, I've come to see an amazing side of him. Around school he's shy, probably least noticed in his group. Most of them are pretty loud. But when it was me and him, he seemed more outgoing and just... Different. I don't know any other way to put it.

"Jenna.." He whispered. I looked up at him in response. He didn't continue what he was going to say for a while, he just looked into my eyes and gave me a big smile.

"I like you, Jenna.."

I immediately blushed when he told me that.

Liam likes me.

And I'm pretty sure I like him back. Well, I shouldn't say 'pretty sure'. I do like him back. So I told him.

"I like you too, Liam."

He gave me an even bigger smile, and leaned in slowly.

I remember my heart was pounding with excitement and both nerves. I had completely forgotten about everything else. I forgot about how I still had some feelings with Louis. I forgot about Zayn's apology. Everything. All I was focusing on was Liam.

His lips pressed into mine, and it was just perfect. I can't think of how to describe it. I wouldn't say 'fireworks', that's too corny. It was just.. Perfect. That's the only word I can think of.

The kiss lasted longer than I expected it would, but I'm not complaining.

When we pulled away, we were both speechless, just smiling at each other like idiots. We went back to our slow dancing, and I laid my head on his chest. I couldn't help but noticed another car out in the parking lot, that was not Liam's. Their car light was on, and I could clearly see someone was in there watching us. Creepy, right?

Now I realize how dumb I was for not telling Liam someone was watching us, but at the moment I really didn't care. The man never got out of the car, and by the time we got back to his car the person had already left.

It's been about 2 hours since Liam dropped me off, I can't fall asleep. So that's why I'm up writing. It really seems to be helping with everything, to be honest. Now all I can think about is how the other guys are going to react if they find out. I wasn't going to be the first to tell them, and Liam doesn't seem like the 'kiss and tell' type.

But who knows what'll happen...



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