February 14, 2013

*fanfic and diary. 1D not famous*
Jenna has been receiving creepy love letters from a secret admirer, and is determined to figure out who is sending them. Will it be who she thinks, or who she would least expect?

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9. Jan 25 2013

I've been sick all day, no school. Just sitting at home, eating chicken noodle soup and watching old cartoons.

About that letter I said I would read:

February 14th 2013

 

That's it. That's all it said.

Feb 14? Feb 14... Ah, Valentines Day! What about it? I don't see what the big hint is.

Anyway, I was sitting on my phone in the living room when someone knocked on the door. Usually I didn't answer the door when I was home alone, I was always worried that it would be one of those serial killers like in the movies.. But for some reason I didn't really care who it was this time.

I was a little shocked when I saw it was Louis waiting for me. When I opened the door he was smiling and panting. Guessing he ran over here. I asked him what he was doing over here. I noticed he had his hands behind his back, and questioned him on that, too. He just continued smiling at me and walked inside. I followed him over to the coffee table, where he laid out everything he had in his hands.

Tissues, The Vow, and an old sweater of his.

Is he just the sweetest?

We cuddled up on the couch and watched The Vow together. I'm not ashamed to say I did get a little emotional at parts, but I did catch Lou sniffling and wiping his eyes a few times ;)

The movie was only and it was around 4 pm, so me and Louis decided to hang out for a while longer. We sat on the couch just talking about everything for at least 2 hours, it was so much fun. It was complete nonsense. I was still thinking about telling him about how I like him, but the more we talked the more I thought, I don't want to ruin what we already have. I mean, what if he doesn't feel the same? Or what would happen if we broke up? I can't handle loosing him again. But there was still a part of me that wanted to tell him, just incase he did like me back. Maybe we didn't have to risk what we have?

"So, about the letters... You said you would be okay if it was me? Why's that?" He asked.

I was nervous to tell him, I'm not sure how long I hesitated for. I was just thinking about whether I should tell him or not. And I decided I would.

I took a deep breath, then finally looked him in the eyes and started talking.

"Well, I've wanted to tell you for a while now, but I've always been too nervous and I wasn't sure how you would react or anything, um..." I hesitated for a bit. He was staring right at me trying to encourage me to go on with what I'm saying. But for some reason I just couldn't get the words out. I took another deep breath and opened my mouth to talk, but before I could get anything out the door flew open. I was scared, thinking it was someone trying to kidnap us or something, but a smile grew across my face when I saw it was Harry, Niall and Liam.

"Jenna!!!" They all yelled and jumped onto the couch with me and Lou.

"We know you've been feeling sick, so we all wanted to come cheer you up! I see Louis beat us here, though!" Niall said laughing.

"Where's Zayn?" Asked Louis. It took me until the to realize he wasn't here. I feel like it would be awkward to see him again, since I still don't know whether to accept his apology.

"He said he had a lot of he work to do so he couldn't show up." Liam explained.

Thank God.

I don't know if that was true or if he was just avoiding me, but I don't really care. With him not here it's one less thing for me to worry about.

We all talked for a while, then Liam asked if he could talk to me in the kitchen. Out of all the boys, I was least closest to Liam. We didn't have any classes with each other, plus Zayn was always keeping him on a leash. I guess since I was already friends with Niall, I got Lou back and now I was friends with Harry, Liam was the only one Zayn had all to himself. So I don't exactly blame him.

I agreed to talk and followed him into the kitchen. I really had no clue what he wanted to talk about.

"So, are you and Louis...?" I was confused as to what he was asking but I realized he was suggesting us being a couple.

"Oh, no no no we're just friends, I swear."

Liam chuckled and almost seemed in relief I said that. "Good." He smiled.

'Good'? Why would he be happy about me just being friends with Louis? I guess he noticed my confusion since he started to explain himself.

"It's just, I know people that wouldn't agree with the thought of you two. Some may not be who you would think." He winked at me then left the room.

What is he trying to say?

 

Love,

Jenna

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