February 14, 2013

*fanfic and diary. 1D not famous*
Jenna has been receiving creepy love letters from a secret admirer, and is determined to figure out who is sending them. Will it be who she thinks, or who she would least expect?


8. Jan 23 2013

Nothing note worthy went on at school, I talked to Harry before class a little bit, Zayn left me alone today. What's been his deal lately? He'll be nice to me, then go back to being mean and then acts like I'm not even there... Whatever, I really don't want to get into details with him. If he was ignoring me, I'm not complaining.

I hung out with Louis after school just like we planned, and we caught up on some things since we haven't talked in a few years. I found out he's playing guitar, I remember when we first became friends we was always telling me how some day he was going to learn how to play perfectly, he was obsessed with guitar. I guess he still is. I also found out he has a carrot obsession. Weird boy, he is. But he's unique, I'll give him that!

We were laughing and having a great time. He got a call from his mom and had to excuse himself from the table for a bit. When he left I was looking around the coffee shop and noticed Zayn was sitting on the other side of the room.

Well isn't that just great?

I looked around the table but couldn't find anything to block my face with. Even if I did find something, it was too late. Zayn saw me as well and started walking over.

I remember my heart pounding so loudly, I was sure others could hear it. I didn't even know what to do, so I just froze.

"Hey Jenna." He said with a warm smile, sitting where Louis was.

I waved at him but barely made eye contact. He looked different than how he does at school. He looked more relaxed. His hair wasn't done up, he just had on a beanie like Louis. Besides that, he had a red sweatshirt, jeans and converse.

"I wanted to apologize for the other day. I didn't know what I was saying."

He seriously apologized.....?

I don't know if he was being serious, all I could do was give him a confused look. Finally, I asked him why I should forgive him. He didn't answer me for a while. He took a deep sigh and then started talking.

"I know it's hard to believe, after everything, but I really am sorry. You don't deserve any of it, and if I could go back to keep myself from being so mean I would."

I thought about what he said for a while. I still can't tell if he was really being sincere or not.

"So does this mean you're not going to pick on me at school anymore?" I still wasn't going to accept his apology quite yet. He looked me straight in the eyes and gave me a smirk.

"I have a reputation to uphold."

Right after he said that, Louis walked back over. Him and Zayn hugged, then Zayn left Starbucks and walked home. 'I have a reputation to uphold'... Where had I heard that before? It sounds so familiar...

"What was that about?" Louis asked and sat down. I told him it was nothing, and we continued where we left off.

Around 7 we decided to leave, since neither of us had done our homework. We walked home since Starbucks was fairly close. Louis lived at the other end of my street, so he walked me to my house first.

On the way home we talked about old memories with each other. Some things I didn't even remember. It was fun, knowing that he still remembered so much about me and him, since we stopped talking I thought he had forgotten everything.

We got to my house and it was already dark out, since it's January.

"I had a lot of fun tonight. We should do this again, Jenna." Louis told me when we were at me door. I couldn't be happier to have my best friend back, I seriously can't believe we're talking again. It's the best thing to ever happen.

He gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked off to his house. All I did was stand there for a while and watch him, and just think about all that happened tonight. Just imagine what would happen after this, he said it himself, he wants to hang out more.

Aw damnit, I completely forgot!! I forgot to tell him how I feel about him. Ugh, face palm! I'm so dumb. There wouldn't have been a right time to tell him anyway, nothing similar to the topic came up.

What if he actually likes me back? I've always liked him but I didn't really think about us being together a whole lot. I've never paid close attention to if he ever hinted at liking me... I guess I'll have to keep my eye out for that.

I got another note tonight, I found it taped on my door a few minutes ago, but I'm far too tired to read or worry about it tonight. I'm going to wait until the morning, I have too many thoughts going on right now I can't even begin to jot them down onto paper. Me liking Louis, not knowing whether to accept Zayn's apology...

That reminds me, "I have a reputation to uphold"... I still haven't figured out why that sounded so familiar. I don't remember hearing it from him before, I just know I've heard it.

Aha! The first note! It said they have a reputation to uphold, that's why they don't want me to know who they are. Hmm, that's a strange coincidence.



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