February 14, 2013

*fanfic and diary. 1D not famous*
Jenna has been receiving creepy love letters from a secret admirer, and is determined to figure out who is sending them. Will it be who she thinks, or who she would least expect?

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6. Jan 19 2013

Today was so confusing.

It's finally the weekend, so I figured I would hang out with my friends at Starbucks around noon. I put on a plain yellow shirt, jeans and converse. I brushed through my hair and did my normal morning routine.

I started to walk downstairs and heard my mum laughing. She never told me about having any guests over, so I had no clue who was downstairs.

I was in complete shock when I saw who it was.

I can't believe Zayn was sitting in my living room.

They saw me standing there so my mum asked me to join them. I told her I was going to see if Marilyn would go to Starbucks with me, so I couldn't stay.

"Actually, would it be okay if we hung out today?" Zayn asked me.

Is he seriously doing this??

My mum was talking about what a nice boy he was, how he's such a charmer.

Hahaha. If only she knew...

I didn't want to be rude, especially in front of my mum. So I said yes.

We walked outside in silence, but I could tell he was smiling. When I finally asked where is car was, he said we would be walking to his house since he only lived 2 blocks away. Has he seriously always lived that close to me?

We didn't do much but small talk until we got to his house, which was beyond huge. I guess I should've figured as much, he's a popular guy.

There wasn't anybody else at his house except for Louis, who was still asleep on the couch. He looked so peaceful.

Zayn took my down into his room, which was in the basement. He asked me what I wanted to do, since I honestly had no clue (nor did I want to be here with him) I asked what my options were. He offered video games. I had to admit to him that I've never played video games before. He taught me how to play Halo 4 for about an hour, we actually had a lot of fun. After that he got out the Wii and we played Mario Kart. I sucked pretty bad at it, and it was obvious he was letting me win. We only played that for about 30 minutes, then we got bored with it. I was nervous to actually talk to him, and I still had no idea why he was being so nice to me. Maybe he felt bad? I don't know.

I finally asked, "Why are you being so nice all of a sudden?" My voice was shaky but eager for his answer.

He opened his mouth but no words came out. Then Louis came downstairs. He said hey to us and sat on the other side of Zayn. I guess Zayn knew that Louis has been avoiding me. He looked at me and smiled, looked at Louis and smiled, then got up and walked away.

"Where are ya going, mate!" Yelled Louis in confusion.

"I'm getting a drink." He said walking upstairs.

I had never felt more awkward in my life.

After what felt like forever, Louis said hi to me. But he kept his head down. I said hi back really quietly. I honestly had no clue what to do in the situation. What should I even say?Or should I even say anything at all? Maybe ask why he's been ignoring me? Thoughts were just going through my head, but he had obviously made up his mind to talk before I did.

"How've you been doing?" He asked finally making eye contact. I told him I've been good and asked the same, he just nodded and smiled weakly at me.

I remember he had such sorrow in his eyes.

I looked around the room and saw Zayn by the stairs, barely popping his head out. He noticed my stare and smiled, but he didn't walk down.

He planned this.

Louis saw me staring and looked at the stairs but Zayn had already went upstairs. It was quiet again for the while, and I couldn't help myself. I asked him why he's been avoiding me since freshman year. He looked at me surprised. I instantly regretted asking, my face was burning with embarrassment and I wasn't able to keep my hands still. He took a deep breath, and started talking. I remember every single word he said.

"It's just, well... You were a great friend in middle school. But in 9th grade, I met Zayn and Harry. You already know they're intimidating, and they wanted to get rid of all my old friends. They wanted me to stop talking to you. I promise, I didn't want to, but I felt like they weren't giving me a choice. I still miss you, but I've been scared to talk to you since I figured you hate me. I'm really sorry, Jenna."

I was a little shocked at his answer. But I guess it made sense. Zayn's group only talked to Zayn's group. They didn't give the smallest bit of attention to anyone who wasn't part of it. That's probably why they were so popular. They're V.I.P.

But then why me? Why did They pay attention to me? I was never part of there group, I've never shown the slightest bit of interest in it to them.

"So why me? Why am I here?" I asked Louis. He just shrugged. "Maybe they like you." A while after he said that he smiled. He asked if we could be friends again in the most innocent voice. How could I say no?

We hugged and laughed with each other, then Zayn came back down with some chips. "Who's up for Just Dance 4?" He practically yelled with excitement. We agreed and played. We laughed at each others dancing, cheered when the songs were over and bragged when one of us won.

Not how I expected today to go... At all... But I really liked it. Maybe I could finally be friends with Zayn.... As weird as that sounds.

Love,

Jenna

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