February 14, 2013

*fanfic and diary. 1D not famous*
Jenna has been receiving creepy love letters from a secret admirer, and is determined to figure out who is sending them. Will it be who she thinks, or who she would least expect?


20. Feb 9 2013

A/N: So I figured I'd come up with ship names for Jenna and each of the boys. I didn't want it to be the average guys first letter then the girls name (like Zenna), I wanted to get more creative with it. So tell me guys, are you team Zajeyn (Zayn and Jenna), Louenna (Louis and Jenna), Jenni (Niall and Jenna), Lina (Liam and Jenna), or Jeharen (Harry and Jenna)? Write your team in the comments! Thanks for reading :) x


I was woken up to my phone ringing. It wasn't a call or alarm, it was surprisingly Skype.

It wasn't even 9 in the morning yet, the last thing I want is to be up this early on a Saturday.

I answered the Skype call, not bothering to read the username. "Yes?" I asked. I wasn't in the mood to be cute and perky.

Niall was the one that called me. He seems to be skyping more often, he never calls or texts me. It was obvious he was driving his car while skyping, he had his favorite sunglasses and was constantly looking out into the rode.

"Hey, be ready soon. I'm picking you up for breakfast." Niall responded.

"It's barely 9 in the morning, Niall! You know that right?"

Niall's never been much of a morning person, I don't know how he managed to wake up so early and drive over. "I know what time it is," he smirked. "I just want to make sure I spend the day with you before the other guys get a chance. I'll be there soon so get up and ready. I'll text you when I'm at your place." With that, he ended the call and left me to get ready. I threw on a simple pair of skinny jeans, sweatshirt and converse. I didn't put on too much makeup, but enough to look nice. I didn't have any extra time to sit around, Niall got here right as I finished getting ready.

"So, where are we going?" I asked when we got in the car. "Just the little cafe we usually to. I was hoping we could just chill today, it hasn't been just us in a while." I nodded in agreement and turned on the radio, which was playing Young Girls by Bruno Mars. I think it's cute that Niall wanted to hang out with me. But it felt weird that Louis wasn't with us this time.

When we got to the cafe, Niall ordered coffee and doughnuts for both of us. We talked about random things for a while, the conversation wasn't going anywhere special. It got quiet for a minute, until Niall perked up. "So, you and Liam haven't been that close? What's that about?" His question surprised me a little bit.

"Well, he seems to be taking a liking towards Marilyn so I'm giving him his space."

"Do you still like him?"

I honestly had to think about that. I've been putting my feelings aside since Harry's party. If him and Marilyn ended up dating again, I don't think I would be hurt by it.

"No. He's just a friend." I answered, I was trying to seem as calm and careless as possible.

"Do you fancy anyone?" He asked. He was getting more and more interested in the conversation.

"I don't know, Nialler. I haven't thought about it I guess.."

I was lying a bit. I do think about it, it's just confusing. I didn't want to bother him with the details, so I left it at that. We talked for a while longer before we left. "So where do you wanna go?" Niall asked me with a huge smile. "Don't you have something planned?" I asked. "Nope. I figured we'd just wing it." We both laughed as I thought about where we could go. It felt too cold for the fair. Sitting around playing video games would be boring. "We could do something fun like...." Niall started. He could tell I was having trouble thinking of plans. "We could hang out at the mall, we could go for a walk, we could make awesome cake, -" "Ooh! Lets do that!" I perked up. Niall laughed and we drove off to the store to get what we needed.

I love baking with Niall. We always end up having a food fight, and come up with random, creative foods. It's always a good time.

We bought funfetti cake mix, food coloring, white icing, and rainbow-heart sprinkles. I could tell today would be a fun day!

"So what kind of cake are we makin'?" Niall asked once we got back to his place. "I don't know. We could do rainbow, or cheetah, or zebra..." "Rainbow zebra!" Niall suggested. He was so excited about the idea. I agreed, and we started preparing the cake.

After about 10 minutes of zero progress, we were both frustrated with this 'baking' thing. We had gotten the colors mixed up, put too much or not enough batter... It was just a huge mess. We had flour and food coloring all over our clothes and hair, seemed like there was more on us than put into the cake.

"Well... What now?" Niall asked. I could see the disappointment in his eyes that we didn't make his dream rainbow-zebra cake. "We still have two boxes left of funfetti.." I said. We both thought for a while, then Niall looked over at me with a huge grin. He grabbed a handful of cake mix and slowly walked over to me. I knew I was screwed.

"We wouldn't want this is go completely to waist, now would we?" With that, Niall through the cake mix at my face.

"Oh, you're gonna pay for that, Irish boy." I said. I cracked up an egg and chased him around the kitchen.

We were throwing food at each other and laughing for what felt like hours. There eventually wasn't any food left to throw, we were just chasing each other with messy hands and slipping on the floor. We were circling the island-table, him chasing me. He's a faster runner than me, so he obviously caught up soon. In panic, I grabbed the empty mixing bowl from the counter, filled it with as much water as I could before he got too close and threw it at him. He gasped in shock and pulled his shirt away from his chest.

"Why did you do that?!" He yelled, chuckling.

"Self defense?" I tried to act as innocent as possible, hoping he would ease up on revenge.

He didn't.

"Come give your Nialler big hug!!" He yelled, reaching out his arms. He has already standing so close, there's no way I could make a run for it. I just had to stand there and brace myself.

He moved in closer and squeezed me. The water was freezing, which made me feel a little bad for pelting him with it. We both laughed and pulled away from the hug, but not completely. Niall was staring into my eyes, then glanced down at my lips.

Back up to my eyes,

Then down to my lips.



He slowly inched closer.

My heart was racing and for some reason, I got scared. It's not like this is my first kiss or anything, it just didn't feel right.

Thankfully right before his lips touched mine, someone made a sarcastic cough.


My mind was going all over the place. I mean, why would Zayn be here? How long was he watching..?

"Can I talk to you, Niall?" Zayn asked. Even though he asked, the tone in his voice made it seem more of a command. Niall's cheeks were blushed a dark red as he walked in the hallway with Zayn. I thought about eavesdropping, but I decided it would be more efficient to clean up and let them have their privacy. That, and I was scared to hear something I didn't want to. I knew Zayn was mad, but not why. He couldn't be mad about Niall and I, there's no reason for that to bother him.

After a few minutes, they had started yelling. It was still hard to make out most of the words they said, but I could tell Niall was apologizing repeatedly. They started walking closer, but not towards me. Towards the door.

"Zayn, I wasn't thinking about that. I'm sorry! Please, Zayn." Niall begged, running behind Zayn. "You knew it would hurt me Ni-" Zayn stopped and looked over at me, then back at Niall. He whispered something before leaving. Whatever he said seemed to calm Niall down, and he walked into the kitchen to help clean.

"What was that about?" I asked.

"Misunderstanding." Niall simply replied.

"Why was he here?"

"Borrow somethin'."

Since all I was getting out of him were short, bored answers, I kept quiet the rest of the time we cleaned.

"I'm sorry today didn't go as we hoped..." Niall said, breaking the silence. "Don't worry Nialler. I still had a lot of fun!" I assured him. He looked at means smiled then quickly stared at the floor. "So..." He started to say. "If, um... You know, Zayn didn't show up, do you think..." He didn't finish, hoping I would know what he hinted at.

"The world may never know." I smirked, making him chuckle. 

Telling Niall I wanted the kiss to happen would be a lie. He's an amazing guy, but I don't see us like that. But I didn't have the heart to tell him that, he's too adorable and innocent. So I just left it at that.

We spent the rest of the day watching old movies and ordered pizza. After the long day, I'm pretty sure I passed out on the couch. I woke up a while after (I have a habit of that), it was still dark out and Niall was passed out right next to me. He had gotten out an extra mattress and laid us on that.

I couldn't fall asleep for a while, I just relaxed and thought. I thought about how Liam moved on so quickly. I thought about the Valentines Dance. I thought about Harry's party. The secret admirer. The almost-kiss with my best friend. I thought about what Zayn's going through, and how much I want to be there for him. And my slight feelings for Louis. I thought about my own problems and my future. I literally just thought about everything. About life, and what a weird point of it I am at right now. But eh, I'm enjoying it.



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