Double Devine

Taylor Marie Gold. Shawna Lay Smith. Kayla Ariana Devine. Which one is the real one? Kayla Devine has been living three different lives. Ever since her parents split up, Kayla has different identities. Her mother lives farther away from her father. She goes to two different schools. At one school, she is Taylor Marie Gold, the goody girl. Straight A's. Perfect blonde hair, blue sparkling eyes. Every guy's dream girl. At another school, she is Shawna Lay Smith. The bad girl. Fails in school. Sneaks out. Risktaker. What happens when 2 boys fall in love with her fake identities? What happens when the real Kayla falls in love? Double life, double everything.

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9. Missing Myself

SHAWNA'S POV

I woke up around 2:30 in the afternoon. Zayn was still asleep, so I just decided to go home. I got out of the bed, and put on my shoes. I walked down the hallway, and was about to open the door, when a woman's voice rang through my ears. "Who are you, and why are you in my house?" She asked. I turned around, and saw an older woman. She looked like she was in her 30's or 40's.

"I'm a friend of Zayn's." I managed to say.

She sighed, and looked at the ground. "I'm sorry."

I was so confused. "Why are you sorry?"

"Oh. Zayn's not the relationship kind of guy. He'll never speak to you again. He's a....well, a manwhore."

I laughed at the woman. "No. He's a great guy."

The woman laughed with me. "I'm his mom, by the way."

It surprised me that his mom called him a manwhore.

"I'm Kay-uh Shawna. Shawna Smith." I put out my hand for her to shake. She took it, and told me her name.

"I'm Joan." (A/N Just a fake name. lol.)

"Why do you call your own son a manwhore?" I asked her.

"He is one. Did you guys......you know?"

"Oh...no."

"Really? Why are you here then?"

"I got sick last night. He brought me here, and took care of me."

"Wow. Maybe he's changed. Maybe you've changed him."

"I don't think so. I better get going. It was nice meeting you." I smiled, then opened the door, and left.

It took me  a second to realize what had just happened. I met Zayn's mom, and she thinks I'm Shawna. This is beyond bad.

I continued to walk home, and decided to text my dad. I needed to let him know I was coming home.

* *  *

"Where have you been?!" My dad screeamed.

"I'm sorry. I got really sick."

"Sick?! That's your excuse?!"

"Yep."

"Who are you?!"

"Your daughter."

"No! My daughter is Kayla! My daughter is gone! She left! I miss her like crazy, but she can't see that! Shawna is not, and will not ever be my baby girl!" My dad stared at me.

I wanted to burst into tears.

"Well then, who are you?!" I screamed. The tears fell then.

"Kayla's dad." He whispered.

"No you're not! Kayla's dad is a good guy! Her dad is the best dad ever! You're some depressed guy that lives in a fucked up neighborhood, with a fucked up fake daughter! I don't want to be Shawna, but now I have to be her!"

"Why?"

"Because I let him fall in love, dad!"

"Who?"

"Zayn. He loves me and he can't let go. I can't break his heart. I can't see him like you are!"

"Like me?" He looked up at me.

"You're heartbroken 'cause of mom. You still love her, and that's why you're not my dad."

"I do still love her. I miss us as a family."

"Me too."

"I love you, Kay."

"I love you too." I hugged my dad, and cried. I missed him. I finally had him back. But he needed Kayla back too.

* * *

I stood at the bus stop. I was listening to the same song I listened to every morning. The  bus pulled up in front of my dad's apartment.

I walked past everyone, not saying a word. I saw Zayn. "Shawna?" He looked at me.

"Hey Zayn." I sat next to him.

"My mom likes you." He smiled.

"I like her too. Sorry I left. I had to go home."

"It's ok. I missed you, though."

"Missed you too."

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah. I'm fine." I lied. I missed myself. I've grown to hate Shawna  and Taylor.  They were ripping me apart inside.

I just wanted to see Harry. I texted him.

Me:

Hey.

Harry <3:

Hey gorgeous. What's up?

Me:

On the bus.

Harry <3:

With Zayn?

Me:

Of course. He's Shawna's bf. Not mine.

Harry <3:

I know, Kayla. I'm not jelous...much.

Me:

Haha. I won't let anything happen with us. Zayn's just.....you know what he is to me.

Harry <3:

Do you think you would be friends with Zayn if you told him the secret?

Me:

If he forgave me...yeah. But just friends.

Harry <3:

Do you think he would forgive you?

Me:

No. He'd probably hate me.

Harry <3:

It's hard to hate you... :)

Me:

Actually, many people find it easy. But everyone loves Taylor, and Shawna.

Harry <3:

Well, I find it quite hard.

Me:

LOL. THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID.

Harry <3:

You ruin every moment!! Haha :)

Me:

You know how I do.

Harry <3:

I know that I know how you do.

Me:

I know that you know how I do.

Harry <3:

I know that you know that I know how you do.

Me:

I know that you know..wait what? I'm confused now. hahahaha.

Harry <3:

I win. Whoop whoop.

Me:

Haha. I gotta go. School :/ Byee xx

Harry <3:

Bye, sloth. xx

Me:

Sloth?

Harry <3:

New nickname?

Me:

No.

Harry <3:

Aww ok :( Byee! xx

I put my phone away. Harry and I had the wierdest conversations.

I walked into school, and told Dee what I could. I told her I would miss every other week, but I can't tell her why. She didn't mind.

* * *

The rest of the week was pretty normal. Sunday came around, and my mom came to get me. "How was this week?"

"Fine." I just wanted to see Harry. I had to wait another week. I was upset that I could barely see him.

"You ok?" My mom asked me.

"Yeah." The car ride was silent after that. I felt bad for being so rude, but I was just upset. I was living a triple life. When we got home, I collapsed in my bed. I had school tomorrow. Yay. Taylpr Gold is back. And so is Liam, and Beth. Yay. I actually couldn't wait to talk to Beth though. She was a wallflower. Kayla is a wallflower. I miss Kayla.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

HAY GUYS. SO, I'M SORRY THIS IS A SHORT CHAPTER, BUT YEAH. LOL. I HAVE REALLY BAD WRITERS BLOCK. I'VE DECIDED TO CALL YOU GUYS SLOTHS. SO I WILL REFER TO MY FANS AS SLOTHS...IF I EVER GET FANS.

I don't know why that's in all caps. Anyyyywhore, i love you sloths, and foreal. Who has read Dark???? I would like to fangirl with some of you. I'm tired of fangirling on my own :( lololol. #foreveralone. Did I just use a hashtag? This isn't Twiiter, you donut.

I'm talking to myself now. Kayyy whale byyeeeeee :)

~Mary xx

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