Too Late

Casey has a dark secret
a secret know one can know
but is it a secret to terrible to keep
or will it just prove to be too much .....


7. Sorry

CASEYS POV: straight after Mays death 

The police had told us that May had been hit by a bus. They said that it had been raining heavily that day and she had stepped out onto the road probably not seeing the bus because of the rain and of course the bus did not see her either. 

After It happened I ran. I was sobbing so hard. It was too much....too late. I really had no idea what I would do. My mind was screaming at me the whole time "WHAT DID YOU DO YOU STUPID BITCH! you just killed your best friend" KILLED HER! SHES DEAD, NEVER COMING BACK, WHATS WRONG WITH YOU? I ended up walking back to our apartment, Harry was still us the US so there was no one around so see me break down, see me throw my grandmas china doll at the wall, hear me screaming until my throat was as rough as sand paper. I just locked myself in my room and cried and on the second night when i just managed to drift off to sleep May arrived in my dream, she just stood the screaming at me telling me I was useless, saying that she hated me. The next day I got a call from Mays parents neighbor, she told me that May had been hit buy a bus and had died on impact, she said she was sorry and that there would be further notice on when the funeral was. Harry came home early to go the the funeral, I swore to myself that I would never tell anyone what really happened to May. I kept trying to tell myself that it was an accident but my conscious just kept yelling at me YOUR A MURDERER CASEY, YOU KILLED YOUR BEST FRIEND!!! Part of me believed it....... 


Casey fell asleep while we were watching titanic and I was kinda worried she would have a bad dream again but wake up screaming, so I carried her off to our room and told the boys and El that they maybe should leave, I felt bad but I really didn't want them to be there if Casey had a nightmare, her screams were pretty horrible. I went and packed up the living room, then had a shower and sure enough just as I was toweling off my hair Casey's screams from the bedroom. I rush in, hair still wet, with no shirt on just my boxers. Casey sat bolt upright in bed, her eyes wide and filled with tears. I crawl over to her  and wrap my arms around her but her body stays stiff and she doesn't look at me. In a way I feel a bit angry at her "Oh come on Case" I say and before I know it she's turned towards me , a angry look in her eyes.

"What Harry"?  she fumes at me "You have know idea what I'm going through, you have know idea how scary my dreams are" She sobs at me and I don't know what to say, so I don't say anything, I just keep holding her and rubbing her back. We lie down together and she nestles her head on my chest, I hold her face close to mine and place my finger on her chin then kiss her softly. 

"sorry babes" I whisper to her

"no Harry I'm sorry"



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