Forever & Always

Emily had a perfect life before her house blew up in the fire her ex-boyfriend started. It was on her 17th birth day all of her family was over and everyone died except her and her ex. Now the only family member she has left is her Uncle Simon Cowell. He takes her in and that's when she meets the boys from One Direction. Her and Harry fall in love and Simon forbids their relationship. Read the story to find out what happens to Emily and Harry!


27. Harry's thoughts.

Harry's POV

As soon as I saw Emily that first night, I knew I was in love. The way she shyly smiled at me, I knew I was in love. The first time I saw her blush, I knew I was in love. When I heard her giggle, I knew I was in love. When I first saw her I was a goner. There was nothing I could do to push away that feeling. No matter how many different shades of blue you found none would be the same color as her eyes. Her blonde hair made me feel so alive.

Now I feel as though I'm a million miles away from her. I don't know the last time I saw her. Whether it was weeks, months,years or hours I don't know. The only thing I know is that I'll never forget the last time I looked into her eyes. They were a deeper blue than usual, overflowing with tears and filled with fear. Whether it was the fear of me dying or the fear of Ryan taking over her life I will never know.

Am I dead? Is this what's it's like to be dead? To only think of the one you love most? What will the consequences be if I'm not dead? When I wake up what will I do? All I know is I have to break up with Emily, for the sake of my four bestfriends.

It isn't something I want to do, It's actually quite the opposite. I made a deal with Simon and I can't ruin the future of my four best friends, even if it means ruining my own. I vow to myself that I will never love another. That I will always be there for Emily. Whatever happens after we break up I will still be by her side.

What will happen after I break up with her? Will she move on to another guy easily? Or will she lock herself up and cry. Please don't let it be either. I can't bare to see her cry or to see her love another man.

I can't break up with her, I need her to live. She's the only reason I'm still alive. I love Emily Stewart with all of my heart! I would crawl to the end of the earth for her.

But I can't. I made a deal. Hey, I wonder. Are the boys here? Are they grieving for me? They should be by Emily's side making sure Ryan doesn't ever touch her, or even look at her again! I wonder what happened after I passed out? What happened to Ryan? What happened to the boys? What happened to Emily? I hope they're all ok.

Is it too much to ask that I see her giggle or blush one more time? Is it too late for that? Am I really dead? Am I even at the hospital? Am I already buried in the ground?

"Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Liam Payne, Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson. Guys follow me this way."

We followed the man calling us to the stage.


"Hi." We all repiled.

"Thank you so much for coming back! I know judging from some of your faces this is really hard. We've thought long and hard about it, and we've thought about each of you as individuals. We just feel that you are to talented to let go of."

We all looked at each other with confused looks.

"We think it would be a great idea to have two separate groups."

"We've decided to put you both through to the judges houses." Simon says.

We all start jumping and shouting in rejoice, that was the moment when I wasn't just the young man working in a bakery. I was now the young man that would come in third place on the X-Factor. That moment standing there on stage changed my life forever.

Sot is this what happens when you're dying? You think of past memories? The happiest moment of your life? Or maybe when you're life changed forever.

I can't die I'm not ready I have to pull out of this dark nothingness and reenter te world. I try with all my might to just wake up from this nightmare. To just move my hand. Nothing happens.

"Don't worry Lou, he'll be fine!" I hear Liam say.

Wait a minute? I heard Liam!


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