The Words He Whispered

When Sadie West, ordinary 16 year old girl from Seattle, gets a text from her cousin to spend the summer with him and his friends, she's thrilled. Why wouldn't she be-when her cousin is THE Louis Tomlinson of One Direction, and she'll be spending two months with the boys! Little does she know, things are about to get a lot more complicated in the romance department...


12. Sadie

Hearing Conor say that was frustrating, and surprisingly hard. Just when I thought I had found someone to trust my heart with, it all had to be a big scam. I collapsed on the top bunk as I pondered over what Zayn had said to Conor. 'She's smart, fun, sweet...' I felt butterflies in my stomach, and mentally slapped myself. Zayn doesn't like you, Sadie. No one does. Thanks to Lou, you're eternally friendzoned with these boys. Just then I heard a tap on my door. "Sadie?" I heard Zayn's voice, sounding worried.

"Come in," I sighed, putting up the barriers I always had around my heart.

"I'm sorry, love" Zayn murmured. The sad look in his sweet, chocolate brown eyes made my heart break.

"Aww, Zayn, its ok," I said, pulling him up with me and laying my head on his chest. He looked slightly surprised, then pulled my close and rested his chin on my head. I sat there, listeing to his heart beat, so steady, so reliable. Zayn stroked my hair, and I wanted to cry. The gesture made me feel loved, wanted... I couldn't help remembering the kiss with Niall on the beach, but pushed the thought away immediately. "So, Zayn," I asked casually, "What was that you wre writing in earlier?" He went slightly red, and I noticed just how cute his embarassment was.

"It was... nothing" he mumbled

"Then can I see it?" I asked curiously

"Well... my sisters all told me I should start keeping a journal, when I first started touring and stuff, because I was really stressed and nervous. So, I started a journal, but instead of writing just entries, I put 1D song lyrics that relate to what I'm feeling..." He blushed "I know it sounds stupid..."

"I think that's cool," I said, wrapping my hand in his. "Can you show me? Pretty please, Zayn?" I gave him the puppy dog eyes I knew he couldn't resist. "I'll show you my journal," I didn't know what I was getting myself into. I had totally forgotten about... well, a lot of the stuff I had written about the boys in there.

"Fine," he grinned, jumping off the bed and going next door to his room. He brought back a tattered notebook and handed it to me. He looked nervous as I began to read, and I handed him my journal.

Note-Zayn's journal is in italics

The first half was a lot about beginning concerts and crazed fans, as well as some random lyrics that I couldn't quite piece together. Then came the beginning of summer.

You know cause all my life, I've been waiting for a girl like you to come around.

I've tried playing it cool, but when I'm looking at you, I can't ever be brave, cause you make my heart race

If I'm louder, would you see me? Would you lay down, in my arms and rescue me?

Baby you light up my world like nobody else, the way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed, but when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell, you don't know, you dont know you're beautiful!

There's gotta be some way to get you to want me

I'm in love with you, and all these little things

The most recent one,

And no one's ever looked so good in a dress, and it hurts, cause I know you wont be mine tonight

Honestly, I was confused. "So, Zayn. who's this girl you like so much?" I asked, racking my mind of all the different girls we had met this summer.

"Seriously, Sadie?" Zayn asked in disbelief

"Well, who is it?" I asked impatiently. My heart was feeling like someone had stepped on it. Of course Zayn liked someone else.

"Sadie,its you. I'm in love with you."


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