The Hardest Thing

Alora is very well liked shes the most beautiful, athletic girl at her school. She goes through some really hard things when her parents die and that leaves her with her uncle. He does really inappropriate things to her. She wants to leave and never return. Never mention anything to anyone.Everyone now becomes not trust worthy. But can just an ordinary soccer player change all of this?


18. What Now

  I just sat there for what seemed like forever till i finally spoke up but before I could get my words out i had what seemed like word vomit and what came out was 'Me and Harry kissed and i think i liked it' I covered my mouth as fast i could i don't know why i would say that like i liked Harry but not as much as Niall and i don't know what he was going to say but before he could say anything the nurse came in and told him today he would be able to leave. I just looked at him and did a little smile he told the nurse he couldn't wait then didn't look at me at all. I felt horrible why did that have to come out of my mouth why could something else come out. "Nial-" "i understand you have feeling for Harry you can go now" I didn't want to fight so i got up and just went and sat on the couch. 


  We didn't talk for what seemed like hours. Finally Harry came in and Niall got up not worrying about anything and got all up in his face "WHY IN THE HELL WOULD YOU KISS MY GIRL WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU" I just sat there in shock i was his girl i never thought he thought of me like that and i wanted to say something but didn't. Niall stood there wobbling it was so cute him trying to act all bad ass in a hospital uniform and wobbling. I wanted to laugh but it would be awkward and no one would understand why i was laughing. 


    Harry pushed Niall and Niall stumbled and Harry just left. I ran to Niall and tried to help him up he wouldn't let me though. He told me he was fine he could get up by himself and that he was perfectly fine and i should go see how Harrys doing. 


   I was pissed all Niall wants me to fucking do is see if Harrys okay I like you dumbass i just wanted to scream at him and tell him how much of a dumbass he was and how much i liked him but how? He is so pissed at me if he was in a cartoon he would have steam coming out of his ears. I didn't understand why he would say im his girl yet tell me to go see how Harry is. I didn't go see how he was though i went and sat on the couch. But i should have since Harry would have at least talked to me and i just needed someone to talk to and tell how i feel to.


     Niall didn't understand that i really wanted to talk i would start saying something but then he would turn up the TV. He had 2 more hours till he got to leave i wanted to leave now and just run away again. I knew i couldn't since Niall might see what he's doing and start talking but whta if he doesn't and as soon as he get out he leaves me abandoned? 


    I don't like being alone i loved being with Niall but he'll never know since he doesn't care about me. 

    I finally spoke up "Since we're not even gonna try and work this out i'll just go and have a good life Niall hope you have fun and enjoy it and dont worry about me i'll be fine"


I got up and left but i took my time to see if he would even cared to stop me but he didn't even move. I was almost in tears as i took my last glimpse of Niall and shut the door. Harry was still out there and he told me he was sorry for pushing him and asked if he was okay the only thing was i didn't even know.


   I started crying and Harry hugged me i wanted to tell him everything from my feelings to my thoughts but how would i? I mean would he even care? Would he take it to far? Farther than he took it when Niall yelled at him?

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