My Beautiful Nightmare

Before you start reading I want to tell you something.
The following story is about how Rayhan Malik, a 27 years old designer who lives in London with her husband and children, and Zayn Malik got together.

You think it’s going to be a typical boring love story? Maybe, but let me tell you it wasn’t easy for her to fall in love with him.. or to realize Ishe was in love with him? You’ll figure it out soon.


3. Feelings


Suddenly the door opened and Zayn came out “What are you doing Ray?” he asked closing the door behind him. Damn it.

“I ummm.. I was about to come in I guess” I said in a low voice. He grabbed my arm roughly leading me into the living room. “Zayn you’re hurting me! Let me go!” I said still with a low voice so Perrie won’t hear.

“Why the hell were you overhearing us?!” He asked with a low voice too. “What? No! I wasn’t overhearing you, I- I wanted to come in so you wouldn’t do any mistake..”

“What a mistake? She’s my girlfriend and I love her. Get over it.” He simply said.

“Zayn, you got it wrong. It doesn’t bother me or something. It’s just.. Zayn look you are my bestfriend and-“

“NO!” he shouted. Ok now I’m really disappointed. How can he do this to me? “You are not my bestfriend, we never were and never will! I can’t be around you Rayhan! You are so fucking annoying why don’t you just go and leave me alone?!” His eyes were filled with tears. And I was crying. But I know he didn’t mean that. He seems to be confused and I don’t know why but he needs me. If someone can fix him than it’s me. I wrapped my arms around him hugging him tightly. “Zayn I don’t know what’s going on in your mind but I know it’s not you. Tell me and I’ll help you promise.” I said through tears and sobbing.

“Why are you doing this Ray? Why do you care ‘bout me? Why are you still so nice to me? Even though I treat you this way.. why?!” he asked. Now the tears were running down his cheeks.

“Because I love you and you know that! You’re like a brother to me. You’re a part of my family and I don’t want to lose you!” I said still crying. Then he pulled me away and left me alone on the cold ground. I was fallen. Does he really hate me like this? Why was he crying though? Did I say something wrong? Questions about questions were running through my mind. I guess I was wrong, I can’t fix him. I laid there for about five minutes thinking about us. We had great eleven years together. But I guess it’s over now. I grabbed my things and went out of house heading back home and thinking about Zayn the whole way.


Zayn’s POV

“Because I love you and you know that!” She.. she said she loves me! I- “You’re like a brother to me. You’re a part of my family and I don’t want to lose you!”

Like a brother.. She said I was like a brother to her. How can she say that, I’m not like a brother, I don’t want to be! Can’t she see that? I pulled her away and she fell but I couldn’t do anything I have to be as far away from her as possible. Of course she can’t see that I like her more than a friend. I can’t tell her that I have feelings for her. She would be disappointed and I’d probably ruin our friendship by telling it. Didn’t I ruin it already? “Zayn babe, are you here?” My thoughts were interrupted by Perrie. She shouldn’t see me crying so I wiped away all the tears and bucked up. “Right here babe.”

“Are you okay? You look sad. Did something happen?” she asked me.

“Yeah I’m fine. I just kicked my toe.” I fake smiled. “My mum will be here in a few, you should go now.” I said. I don’t even like to be around Perrie, but I needed someone to distract me from Ray..

“Ok babe, you callin me tonight?” she asked with a smile and giving me a kiss. “Sure” I said before she went out of the front door. I closed it and headed back to my room.What am I going to do now?

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