Secretes Scandals Lies

Arianna has finally found her true love! But will she be able to keep her heart in one piece with it belonging to superstar Niall Horan on this crazy ride? She made it through faze 1 and hopefully she can survive the 2nd with another boy pulling on her dance shoes. Lets just hope Harry can control himself... On the other hand will Niall pull through during the short period he's away from his little bird? Or will he fall to pieces and have to find a pain killer....... (sequal to: My Heart Went Two Directions)


19. Depart

Aria's P.O.V

  It was 11:20 and I was sitting with my two favorite people. Niall and Harry. I was going home, for real...Without Niall. I couldn't keep going out with him uncertain of what's right but I couldn't ruin the amazing relationships I had. Not only with Niall but Harry and Liam and Lou and Zayn. If I made one fatal move everything was bad. Niall and I were going to have a neutral relationship. The kind with no label but you can't see anyone else because your waiting. If you happen to find someone better which in my case is impossible then done. You just stay friends with the other person, no hard feeling. I looked over at Niall he was clearly broken as well I was and then I looked to Harry who was in conflict with himself thinking about something unknown. I squeezed Niall's hand and he looked over at me with elusive eyes. I reached out to hug him. He squeezed me just like nothing was wrong but there was. I felt two tear drops drip threw my thin shirt and onto my shoulder. I squeezed eyes shut and we let go and my eyes fluttered open again to see his flawless face. I was so swelled over and about to cry I almost didn't notice Harry tap on my shoulder. I slowly turned to one of my closest friends. "Can I talk to you for a minuet alone before you go?" he asked. I nodded. And Gave Niall's strong hand one last squeeze to tell him I'd be back. He slowly let me slip away off with Harry. After we were out of earshot Harry murmured, "Your going to hate me but I have to tell you". "Tell me what?" I asked. He snatched my hand and swung me into a crook in the wall that had a door leading to some kind of closet. "I've been wanting to get this off my chest since the night we went to the club" he started. Now he had my full attention because what was about to come out of his mouth could be a make or break moment. I nodded. "Ok you remember how sore your legs were the day after?". I nodded. "And why we were in that hotel room?" he said. "Yes, yes. I remember everything except the night before" I said speeding up his confession claim. "I lied. Badly. We weren't in that room because of the reason I told you and your legs weren't sore because on 'coincidence' and that's not why you were almost naked." he spewed out. Now I was completely lost. What else could've happened? He wouldn't have... "We had sex" he finally let out abruptly. I knew that was coming but still my knees went weak and I slipped to the floor feeling fatigue from hearing it out loud. "Oh god.." Harry whispered and knelt beside me. I didn't know what to say. "Why?" I croaked out. He sighed of relief I hadn't fainted. "I had to. I couldn't help myself. You looked so good and I had one chance, I was a little tipsy and was thinking but not straight!" he said in mixed places. I felt a wash of humiliation breeze over me. This was all my fault. If I hadn't been such a coward and waited and listened to Niall before I rushed out maybe everything would be ok and we'd still be cuddling in the middle of the night watching movies and laughing for no reason about meaningless things. "I'm sorry" he said reaching for my right hand. I slammed my head into my hands before he could make it there. "It's ok...I guess. It's just I didn't want to loose my virginity. I guess we all make mistakes.." I trailed off. This was by far the worst day of my life. "That's the thing Aria, It wasn't a mistake for me. I remember everything...It was one of the best nights of my life" he said adding to the weight of humiliation and depression. "Harry-" I started but he cut me off. "Don't you Harry me! I'm serious and you need to know that! I don't want you to leave...I want you to go on tour but not as Niall's girlfriend...As mine" he said looking dead into my eyes. I felt a 70 pound anvil drop onto my chest. He couldn't do this to me...We were just friends. Nothing more. I loved Niall. "Harry. I-I don't know what to say we're just friends-" he cut me off again. "Kiss me." he sputtered out. "What?" I frailly asked. "Kiss me and look me in the eyes and tell me you don't feel anything. Tell me you don't want to do it again. Do that and if you don't feel what I feel I wont push you anymore than I have," he finished. "I'm not going to kiss you. Your my best friend.-" and then again he cut me off but this time not with words but his lips crashing into mine. They felt warm and safe. I kissed him back for a second but then pulled away. "Why'd you stop?" he swooned and pulling me towards himself. "I can't do this. Not now" I angrily said, I was done with this, I got up and started to walk away.  "Wait-" he grabbed my ankle. No you've done enough I  thought as I turned back to him. "What?" I snapped. "I'm sorry" he said standing up and taking both my hands. I just sighed, "Can I go back now?" I asked wanting to pull his perfect hair out so it wouldn't keep distracting me. He glanced at his shoes so it fell into his eyes. "sure" he let me go. I turned on my heals and quickly walked back to Niall leaving Harry back in door way crook. I slumped down back next to Niall still trying to process everything that had just happened. "What happened?" Niall asked taking my hand. I shook my head, "Nothing" I lied and hoped he wouldn't notice. He looked at me like he had so many things to say but didn't say anything but "ok". He knew I was lying. We sat silent for a couple more minuets. "Is this how we're always going to be from now on?" he asked. "Like what?" I asked melting from the sound of his voice finally. "Quiet, it's so weird. It cant be like this" he said cutting right to the point the way only he could do because he's knows me so well. "I'm not sure" I honestly said. I saw Harry down the way coming towards us. "It-" Niall got interrupted by the intercom, "Flight number 35 will be boarding shortly" it screamed out. 35 was my flight. I looked over to Niall and he looked back to me with stormy beautiful blue eyes that were tearing up. I felt waves of emotion roll over me like the ocean. We stood and he took my hand and gave me a tight, loving hug. I felt warm drops of tears roll down my cheeks and onto his sleeve. I squeezed him tighter. I felt some wet tears soaking threw my shirt from him. "flight 35 will be boarding now, please make your way to gate number 35" the intercom drown out. He didn't let me go though, "I don't care how long it takes, your always my little bird no matter how long we're apart. I love you and always will." he whispered soggily into my ear as he scantly cried. I felt a rush of sadness creep over me. I dug my face into his shirt. "Last call for flight number 35 make your way to gate 35". I pulled away. He pulled me in again and gave me one last kiss sparking another vibe of emotion. I can't stay I reminded myself.  He let me go and vaguely smiled trying to cheer me up. "Bye" I said under my breath. I waved to Harry and walked to gate number 35 and boarded the plane. Once I was seated I burst out crying, I had lost the one thing I really loved.

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