Secretes Scandals Lies

Arianna has finally found her true love! But will she be able to keep her heart in one piece with it belonging to superstar Niall Horan on this crazy ride? She made it through faze 1 and hopefully she can survive the 2nd with another boy pulling on her dance shoes. Lets just hope Harry can control himself... On the other hand will Niall pull through during the short period he's away from his little bird? Or will he fall to pieces and have to find a pain killer....... (sequal to: My Heart Went Two Directions)


29. Chapter 28

Aria's P.O.V

  I pulled me hair behind my back and slammed the back of my head against the wall of the tree house making a wave of screeching from the old wooden boards came out. I crumpled to the floor and started crying again. Why did this have to be so hard? Why couldn't they had made it easy for me.... Why did I ever have to meet them? I let out another cry digging my nails into my wrist. Stupid Niall had to have a bad temper and has to hurt other things and stupid Harry had to be limitless and push. And stupid Niall had to scare me into this. And stupid Harry had to provoke fights. I pulled the tattered old sheet laying in the corner over me giving me a thin holey layer of protection from the messed up place in my life. I bit onto the sheet attempting not to scream out in frustration. I dug my nails harder into my skin. I hate this but it works. I felt a shock of pain roll into my arm as I dug farther looking for blood. He was dangerous. I couldn't change him. I told myself. Another flood of pain and tears rolled threw me and I let my wrist go and dropped my head into my knees. I sobbed quietly as I could wishing to calm down but couldn't. I heard the rattle of the rope latter below, Alex had found me. I didn't bother looking up or come up with an excuse for my behaviors. "I don't want to talk. Go away Alex" I weakly barley trickled out. "It's not Alex" I sweet rich Irish voice approached me making my skin crawl. I looked up to a horror film. I sputtered cries. Shivering in fear as he came closer. I backed into the corner more putting distance between us. "I'm not going to hurt you" He said raising his hand quickly. I jumped by the sudden movement, I'd thought he'd raised his hand to hit me for what Harry done but he was showing innocence. "Ari" he soothed coming closer and sitting by me. My heart fluttered splotchy speed making me blink nervously and eye the door shakily measuring how far to my exit, how fast I could get there and the height to the ground. I felt my hairs on my arms rise and my fist clench. I attempted to scramble away to the other side of the room but failed as Niall easily grabbed me cradling me to himself. I burst into frantic tears the moment he touched me. I squirmed fighting with what was left of me to get away like a baby wild rabbit that had been caught. "Stop, please, Ari I'm not hurting you" he said cradling me closer. Out of energy I stopped my physical fight but couldn't stop the constant flow of tears that I quietly cried. He kissed the top of my head as I used his shoulder like a Kleenex. My hands nervously fidgeted as he stroked my hair as I cried. "I can't believe how afraid of me you are" he said sending shivers down my back. He sounded hurt but I couldn't help my feelings. After the crying slowly eased. I built the courage to look at him. I looked up but he wasn't hurt. He was glassy eyed and about to cry himself. "How did I do this to you" he whispered weakly as I squeezed my eyes shut. He rocked me like a baby and shushed my occasional whimper as his hands brushed my hair and my back. I calmed down a lot. I was still incredibly tense and on high alert but the short burst of cries and whimpers stopped. Niall's rough finger tips traced the outline of my face. Making my breathing stop for a moment 'till he dropped his hand and caressed my back again. "Why did you run?" he gently asked. My eyes dodged around the room. "I don't want to cry." I stated inferring I didn't want to talk about it. He kissed the top of my head and changed our position. He leaned against the wall more comfortably. "I don't want you to cry ether." he pulled me a little closer and kissed my head again making my nose scrunch. ",But you need to talk about it sometime and this would be the time" He was right. But I didn't want anymore drama. I stayed quiet. "Was it me?" he asked ignoring my request. It wasn't just him it was Harry to. "Partially" I answered. "What else happened?" he asked. It was obvious the other part of this was Harry but still he calmly collected himself and continued to cradle me closely. I took a deep uneven breath and eyed the door. If any thing happened that was a solution. I'd say it quick to get it over with and then run if needed. "Harry, tried to force me into sex" I quickly said voice unevenly and nerves stirring. I studied his response his jaw clench and muscles visibly tense. My heart sped up 100 beets. He calmed down and pulled me impossibly closer and continued his intimate actions soothing me back down. He closed his eyes and kissed my head again. on a normal day he would've done this sort of thing but lecture me about how bad this was and have a little 'talk' with the person as in fight. But this wasn't a normal day and it was his brother, Harry. "On a scale of one to ten how much of it was me?" he asked, "Six" I said Harry pushed me off the edge but Niall had been the one who put me there. He nodded and carefully pulled the holey dirty sheet over me more, "On a scale of one to ten how afraid are you of me?" he asked. Anything above a five would be scared so eight would be extremely tense and high alert. "Eight" I decided. His face cringed and he patted my arm. The silence came again. I looked to the door again but it seemed more distant than before. I wiggled my shoulder loosening Niall grip on me and positioned myself so I was leaning more on his knees than him. He watched me intently as I put more distance between us he still had his arms around me so I couldn't leave his lap. I leaned my head back relaxing a little more with the space between us. "On a scale of one to ten how much do you hate me?" he asked taking me by surprise. I couldn't ever hate him no matter what he did. I told him that. At the beginning of tour. Sure he could terrify me with only the slightest gestures but hate? no. "Zero" I answered. The look of pure surprise on his face took me by surprise. His eyes were watery and with no warning he started to cry. He pulled me into a tight Horan hug making me jump at his quick action. I confused hugged him back. Did he want me to hate him? Then why was he hugging me? I buried my face in his shoulder as did mine. I pet his hair, it was still so soft. He started to cry harder no intention of easing it and pulled me closer. "Ari" he whined. I dropped my hand from his hair but to my surprise he took my hand in his and put it back. He looked straight into my eyes. His stormy blue eyes swimming tears. "I love you do you love me Aria?" he asked. I blinked at his sudden question. Did I love him? I drooped my head. No matter how scary, dangerous I'd never felt the same way towards any one else. Do I tell him that? Honestly I didn't know, if I did it would be his invite back into a relationship and I don't know if I'm ready for that. But I wanted to be with but first he had to.. "Make me feel safe" I told him he pulled me tighter into a hug. "I'll do anything." he finished. He then picked me up bridal style and started making his way to the door... This was his only chance.

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