It Hurts To Know.

It hurts to know that you'll never remember something I'll never forget.

Alexandria has never been more excited for anything. Finally after going through so much struggles and pain, she can FINALLY meet her idols. This was the one night she could get away. Away from all the hatred and pain at home. Away from all the abuse and hurt. But what she and her best friend Chloe thought was going to be an average concert- turned into the best night of their lives. What happens after Chloe leaves? Is Chloe really a TRUE friend? Who will Alex chose? And more importantly... who is hurting them? Will someone finally tell her she's worth it, that she's beautiful... and will somebody finally care for her?


38. Twitter



The silence made everything so awkward, but the lads and Alex were on their phone. I took mine out and realized, I didn’t know Alexandria’s twitter.


“Love, what’s your twitter?”


“Oh Zaynie, don’t you already-“


“Harry, I was talking to Alexandria.” I winked at him and smirked.


“Oh…” She coughed. “Do you really need it?”


“Yeah… I think most of us do,” I said. Most of the lads nodded.


“Well….” She paused. “a13aha,” she said rapidly.


“Sorry what?” Liam said.


“YOU KNOW WHAT? a13aha” She sunk in her seat. “There, are you happy?” We all started laughing, and I could feel the tears gathering in my eyes.

“Why that?” Zayn asked.

“Trust me, my last one was much worse. It was meandnouis69.”

“Me and WHAT?” chuckled Niall.

“Well sorry. Meandonedirection69 was too long of a username. AND, meand1d69 was taken so…” And then we ALL just lost it. I was laughing so hard, my stomach was hurting.


“What are the rest of the names?” I asked.


“Well, we have Zarry, which is Zayn and Harry.” Harry looked up at me and sent me a flirty wink.


“Oh baby,” I said.


“Oh hush,” Alex said. “And then we have… Larry.” Louis looked at the ground.


“Yeah… I’m getting a tad bit tired because of all the Larry rumours…” Louis said.


“Anyways… then there’s Lirry, which is Liam and Harry.”


“Ooh I’d ship that.” I winked at Liam.


“Then you have Narry, which is obviously Niall and Harry.”


“Niall, love I knew we were meant to be.” Alex laughed. And that laugh… it sent butterflies in my stomach.


“Okay, next we have Zouis… which is-“


“ME AND LEWIS!” I looked on the other side of me and hugged Louis. I turned back to my left and watched Alexandria.


“Then of course, there’s Nouis. See I’d ship that.” Louis winked at her, and her cheeks were blushing.


“After, Ziall. Zayn, and Niall.”


“Ooo Zaynie.” Niall winked, and I winked at him back.


“Then, we have Ziam.”


“Oh Liam, we are meant to be!” I shouted.


“I knew it!” Liam exclaimed.


“Then Niam. Which actually a lot of people take seriously as a romance.” Alexandria raised her eyebrow. “Oh and that’s it.” She looked at me weirdly, then went on her phone. I quickly went onto my twitter to follow her.


“What was your username again love?” I raised my eyebrow and winked at her.


“Oh shut up Malik.” I laughed and typed it in. I saw that she already had a lot of followers, and that Louis and Harry already knew her twitter. I followed her and turned the notifications button on, and immediately got a message from her.


@a13aha: @zaynmalik where are we going? :(


I quickly replied to her.


@zaynmalik: @a13aha you’ll see soon, and you’ll be surprised too :)xx


@a13aha: @zaynmalik poo you


I quickly tweeted the lads.


@zaynmalik: @Harry_Styles @Real_Liam_Payne @NiallOfficial @Louis_Tomlinson are you guys ready?


@Harry_Styles: @zaynmalik @Real_Liam_Payne @NiallOfficial @Louis_Tomlinson yeah it’s finally time to see her


@NiallOfficial: @zaynmalik @Harry_Styles @Real_Liam_Payne @Louis_Tomlinson no im nervous as hell this craic is cray


@Real_Liam_Payne: @zaynmalik @Harry_Styles @NiallOfficial @Louis_Tomlinson Of course :)


@Louis_Tomlinson: @zaynmalik @Harry_Styles @Real_Liam_Payne @NiallOfficial The tommo is ready.


We quickly got a reply.


@a13aha: @zaynmalik @Harry_Styles @Real_Liam_Payne @NiallOfficial @Louis_Tomlinson you guys are so mean :((


@a13aha: @zaynmalik @Harry_Styles @Real_Liam_Payne @NiallOfficial @Louis_Tomlinson poo you all ;)



I looked to the left, and took Alexandria’s phone.


“GUYS! COME IT’S SELFIE TIME!” I looked towards the quiet security guard sitting at the end of the limo. He was also the guy that was bringing the papers for her mum to sign. “Could you take a picture of us?”


“Of course sir.” He took the phone, and the flash went off a few times. We did some silly poses, and serious ones.


“Thanks.” I took her phone and gave it to her. “Now make one of those photos, your profile picture.” I smiled.


“DUH!” I could see her fingers rapidly tapping on things. “Now guys, check my profile.” I went onto her account, and saw her icon. It was a photo of all of us doing a weird face, and we looked so happy. We are that happy. I smiled as I saw her bio, but it broke my heart at the same time.


<3 they saved my life <3

canada, eh



I clicked on the link, and pressed play.


“LADS! Be quiet for a second…” I pressed play, but I wish I didn’t.


‘Hello! We! Are! One! Direction! Yayyy!’


I pressed pause and locked my phone, leaning back. Tears started gathering in my eyes, and my hand was trembling. I looked up to see all the boys on the verge of crying, but tears streaming down Alexandria’s face. And then, it just happened. We all just… couldn’t take it. I could hear the individual sobs of each of the boys, memories rushing through my brain.


“Sorry guys, I’ve had that for a long time… I didn’t want to take it off.” She looked down.


“Its okay, I think we all needed that,” Louis said.


“Yeah,” I whispered. “Probably some of the best times of our lives.”


“Well I for one have been also having the best time. Ever since our last concert,” Niall said.


“I think we all have,” I said. Alex looked down with sad eyes.


“I can’t thank you guys enough. I don’t even know how I’ll ever repay you back, all the stuff you guys have done for me…” I saw a tear streaming down your face.


“There’s only one way.” Harry looked up, strong. “You must marry me.”

“Wait what? Zayn protests!” I said.


“LOL ZAYN!” Liam said.


“Liam, you don’t actually say L-O-L out loud… it’s just for texting,” Niall said.


“I know…” Liam looked down. “Zaynie just said-“


“Harold…” Alex said.


“Love I was only joking,” Harry winked.


“But in all honestly, the lads and I are so happy. Just by being here, we feel like we owe you,” Louis said.


“Aww guys, you’re making me blush,” Alex said, and then winked. I was about to wink back, but the car suddenly stopped. My heart started beating faster, and I could feel sweat gathering up on my forehead. Harry looked towards all of us, and nodded.

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