It Hurts To Know.

It hurts to know that you'll never remember something I'll never forget.

Alexandria has never been more excited for anything. Finally after going through so much struggles and pain, she can FINALLY meet her idols. This was the one night she could get away. Away from all the hatred and pain at home. Away from all the abuse and hurt. But what she and her best friend Chloe thought was going to be an average concert- turned into the best night of their lives. What happens after Chloe leaves? Is Chloe really a TRUE friend? Who will Alex chose? And more importantly... who is hurting them? Will someone finally tell her she's worth it, that she's beautiful... and will somebody finally care for her?


21. Perfect.



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It was the perfect ending- and a perfect beginning.




The rest of the day was spent having fun. All the boys were surprised about how easily Alexandria had gotten Harry on the rollercoaster- none of the boys ever could. Alexandria had been having a rough day, deciding which boy was right for her and who wasn’t. Her mind kept occasionally drifting to Niall, but she always pushed the thought out. As the group was passing by a store, Alexandria had noticed a big One Direction sign for sale. She started jumping up and down, and ran to the sign. That was a moment where Alexandria had forgotten everything. The time- to be a fangirl. Alexandria ran into the store, frantically trying to find the owner and to ask how much it was.


“Hello?” Alexandria started walking around the store, but the owner wasn’t anywhere to be seen. “Helllooooo?”


“Ahhhh! Bonjour Mademoiselle, are you here for ze One Direczion poster?”


“Yes! How much is it?” The owner had paused for a second, thinking.


“Around ze one hundrrred to two hundred?” He kept rolling the r’s, making him sound French.


“Oh…” Alexandria had put her head down, she only had seventy dollars, AND she still had to pay Louis back. “Thank you.” Alexandria had started heading out when she remembered something. “Wait… why is it so expensive?”


“Ohhh yez! Ze very own One Direction haz sold it! If I were you I would buy it, ze chance of you meeting One Direction is very… petit.” Alexandria had felt warm arms wrap around her waist, and looked up to be greeted by Louis. She had smirked- yeah, very little chance. The storeowner’s eyes looked like they were about to pop out of his head, and he stepped back. “Are you ze….ze Louis Tomlinson?”


“The very sir!” The owner looked up at Alexandria.


“Oh! Pleaze, please, take ze poster!” He starting shoving the poster in Alexandria’s hand. Louis smiled and looked up.


“No, please keep it! I can just sign one for her later.” After taking pictures and Louis signing more posters, Alexandria and Louis left the store.


“What time is it?” Alexandria asked.


“Its 7:43 love.” Harry said. The group looked up as a man approached them, and he seemed like a security guard.


“Hello kids, I’m going to have to tell you guys that the park is closing in around 15 minutes, so I advise to start walking towards the entrance.” He looked up and tilted his hat, and walked away.






I pushed Chloe off me as Louis left the room. Chloe wasn’t that bad… it’s just… I don’t feel the way I felt with Alexandria. I don’t feel the butterflies in my stomach, I don’t- I just don’t feel the sparks. But here’s the thing… when I’m with Alexandria I don’t feel sparks I feel fireworks. Like my whole body is going to explode, but it a good way. I looked down towards the floor; obviously she didn’t feel that way with me, the way I felt.



The car ride back was silent- but it wasn’t an awkward silence… just one that we needed. I think since we had screamed so much, our throats hurt too. My mind drifted to many places, my dad… Aaron… Niall. I mentally slapped myself, I couldn’t think this way. Why did I feel this way towards THREE guys? With Niall, even him being close sets my whole body on fire. The fireworks that go off, I just can’t explain. Then there’s Louis, sweet, funny, loveable Louis. When I’m around him the butterflies start up, he makes me feel… wanted. He makes me laugh more in a day then I have my whole life- and he just makes me feel… alive. Like I can be myself- who I am. Did I love him in a brotherly way? No. Brothers don’t make you feel sparks when you touch… they don’t… they don’t make you feel lost. Lost when you aren’t with him. When I’m away from Louis, I just don’t know what to do. Like, a lost puppy. Is this puppy love… no. I’ve felt it before, a crush, but this isn’t simple. This isn’t as simple as it seems. But then there’s Harry; cheeky, protective, kind Harry. He makes me feel worth everything, worth all the hate he-


“Love, what are you thinking about?” I turned around to see Louis staring at me; I faked a smile and looked up.


“Just about life.” I leaned in into his arms and rested my head on his chest. I heard him humming, and I knew exactly what song he was singing. I mentally started singing the Lyrics in my head.


‘Isn’t she lovellllyyyy, isn’t she wonderful. Isn’t she precious… less than a minute ooold.’ I started getting more and more tired, realizing how much I had ran, and how much energy I had used. I shut my eyes, the melody sending me to sleep.




I woke up to see the most amazing eyes- green with flecks of blue across them. I smiled as I looked into his eyes, a peaceful silence between us. Louis leaned over and started trailing light kisses down my chin. My smile grew larger as he leaned back.


“Good morning beautiful.”


“Good morning Lou-Lou.” I paused, “what time is it?”


“It’s actually ten in the morning. The boys and I have an Telly interview, but I wanted to know if you might come?” His morning voice sent goose bumps down my back.


“Telly?” I started giggling.


“Oh shut your mouth, are you coming?


“DUHH!” I remembered reading somewhere that Louis takes a long time dressing. “Do you wanna see who can get dressed the fastest?” His eyes turned a darker green, mischief shining in them. He started tickling me, leaving me breathless, and butterflies going through my stomach. As I tried to breath in, he took the opportunity to jump out of the bed and ran to his closet. I ran over to the pile of bags on the floor and took out some clothes. I decided on a long sleeve white, cotton shirt. I picked up my black tights, nothing too fancy. I put my hair in a messy bun. Now- time for accessories. I decided on a purple scarf, and blue earrings. I didn’t really want to wear any makeup; I wanted an all natural looks. I just picked up some chap stick and headed out the door.



“HA! BEAT YOU!” I yelled as- Louis started laughing.


“Love, I’ve been waiting for HOURRRS.” He moaned and walked up to me. He was wearing a typical Louis outfit, red pants, striped shirt, and Toms. “I win. YOU owe me a kiss.”


“HEY!” I protested (haha) “WE DIDN’T HAVE THAT DEAL!” I looked up. “But that doesn’t mean I won’t accept a kiss.” I stood on my tippy toes and leaned in. It was a quick kiss, but the sparks knocked the air out of me. I took a step back as we parted. “Did… did you feel that?” His eyes were wide, and he nodded.


“Holy shi-“

“SHIZZDOODLES!” I turned around, scared by the appearance of Liam. “Guys are you ready to go? The rest of the lads are in the car.” I nodded as I went over and picked up my beige boots.




I kept glancing towards Chloe. Lately she had been acting strange. I had guessed it was meeting One Direction- but there was more to this. I glanced again, and the air got knocked out of my chest- like a car had hit me. Chloe leaned in to Niall’s arm and snuggled- but this wasn’t the ‘friendly’ way- it was the romantic. I kept telling myself that they’ve probably just gotten close, and that maybe she was jus- Chloe looked up towards me and sent a- smirk? I ignored it and looked over towards Louis. He raised one eyebrow as if to say ‘what’s going on,’ but I ignored it. I looked past him and out the window, many stores passing by. I noticed the ‘Much Music’ sign as Paul parked in the lot.


“Eeeek!” I shrieked, this was one of my favorite TV stations, they always had the best interviews.


“I’m guessing you like this station?” I looked at Zayn, sending a friendly smile.


“YESSS! I love it! They always have the best interviews! Like the Jus-“


“Tin Bieber one? Yeah I loved that too.” I looked up at Niall surprised to see him talking. He sent a smile- but then it quickly turned into a frown. He looked away; had he realized that he wasn’t talking to me? I felt a cool breeze hit my skin as Louis opened the vans door. I jumped into his arms, kissing him on the nose. I was interrupted by screaming- and I looked over to realize there were fans there. Around 200… maybe even 300? Some of them had a friendly smile on- but some looked at me with disgust. Louis had wrapped his arm around my waist, so I assumed he wasn’t afraid to show me off. I looked up and starred into his eyes. He leaned down and kissed me lightly on the cheek, making me blush, and sending butterflies in my stomach.


“AWWW” I looked towards the fan and smiled, maybe they didn’t hate me that much.



“Welcome back, it’s Kim with the latest and HOTTEST band, One Direction!” The interviewer looked pretty, and young too. She had blonde hair, and gray colored eyes. “So guys, how does it feel being so big?”


“Oh god, it’s absolutely amazing” Zayn said.


“Yeah, the fans are incredible, it’s been a brilliant experience.” Liam said.


“So, are there are BAD things about being so famous? The good things?”


“Well, for one we get followed around a lot. Don’t get me wrong, we love you guys, but I don’t think any of us will ever be used to girls running after us.” Zayn winked, sending the crowd roaring.


“OOOH! The good thing is that I get a Nando’s black card.” I looked up to Niall and started laughing. He looked over to me and his eyes showed sad- but he whipped his head back.


“How do you guys ever find time to do normal things?”


“We’re just normal guys, and I guess we don’t have as MUCH as we used to, but I guess when we’re off tour we have more time,” Harry said.


“I think there’s one question that all the girls have been waiting for me to ask,” the interviewer paused. “Which one of you guys are single, and who isn’t?” The boys all started talking at the same time, so she stopped them. “Lets make this easier, how about the taken raise their hand, and singles are down?” I looked at Louis as his hand shot up, and I smiled. He looked up towards be and sent a wink, but something else caught my view.  I looked over to see Niall’s hand up… why was it up? My heart immediately shattered, and as if Chloe could hear it, she looked towards me. “Niall and Louis?” They both nodded, “So who are the lucky girls? Are they here today?”


“Actually they are,” Louis looked up to me; and the interviewer did the same.


“I’m sure everyone’s dying to know who they are. Come down here!” She gestured for me and Chloe to come over, and two producers ran and put two chairs- one beside Niall, and one beside Louis. I instantly walked to sit beside Louis, and he wrapped his hand around my waist. He leaned in and whispered.


“Love, you’re shaking; don’t worry, they’ll love you,” I looked up as he sent a reassuring smile and I looked up, a confident look on my face.


“What are your girl’s names?”


“I’m-“ I got interrupted by Chloe.


“I’m Chloe, and that’s Alexandria.” I looked over and sent her a glare, but she didn’t take her eyes off the woman.


“So how did you guys meet?”


“We-“ this time I interrupted Chloe.


“We actually met the boys at their concert. Me and Chloe had VIP passes, so we had gotten there earlier.” I paused and looked towards Niall, a smile developing on my face, without me noticing it. I let out a little chuckle and continued, “Niall was leaving his change room, and I was looking at him. To be honest- in the beginning I was a FULL ON Niall girl” I paused. “I always dreamed of being his princess, being the one he would share his food with.” I felt Louis’ grip tighten around my waist as I laughed. “Niall walked over and randomly hugged me-“


“She looked like she needed one!” Niall paused, “not that you looked bad or anything, you just looked sad. I don’t really know what came over me, but I just did. Louis had seen me hugging her, and he had given me his backstage passes for the concert, so I decided on taking Alexandria and Chloe.”


“We ended up playing truth or dare, and having so much fun.” Harry said; he looked at me intensely.


“I had never laughed so much in one night, in my whole life.” Louis looked down at me and smiled, saying those words.


“Somehow the conversation led to other places, so Chloe and I got invited to spend new years with them.” I didn’t want to let them know what we had ACTUALLY talked about.


“Paul had rented us the beach, so Liam had asked us- and we immediately said yes.” Zayn said.


“Yeah, but before that, me and Louis had gone to the mall.” I laughed remembering his disguise; he had looked like a pervert. “He had a fake mustache and everything.” I looked up and also saw Harry- he was still starring at me intensely.


“How did you guys spend new years?” the interviewer asked. My head whipped towards Niall, and back to Liam.


“New years was… interesting” I felt the tears well up in my eyes.


“Yeah definitely. It had its ups and downs.” Niall paused and looked towards me. “But it was a perfect ending, and a perfect beginning.”

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