It Hurts To Know.

It hurts to know that you'll never remember something I'll never forget.

Alexandria has never been more excited for anything. Finally after going through so much struggles and pain, she can FINALLY meet her idols. This was the one night she could get away. Away from all the hatred and pain at home. Away from all the abuse and hurt. But what she and her best friend Chloe thought was going to be an average concert- turned into the best night of their lives. What happens after Chloe leaves? Is Chloe really a TRUE friend? Who will Alex chose? And more importantly... who is hurting them? Will someone finally tell her she's worth it, that she's beautiful... and will somebody finally care for her?


18. It Hurts To Know.


It Hurts To Know,

That I can feel this way.

How the sparks fly when we touch, 

How the butterflies form in my stomach.

Your not mine- and I'm not yours.

But I'm here to let you know-

That some people are meant for each other,

but not meant to be.




I smiled as I read Louis’ tweet- I was happy that he wasn’t afraid to tell the world about me. As Harry and I were walking to the hot dog stand, I read all the tweets that the girls were sending. At least 70% of them were hate- but to be honest I didn’t really care. I turned to see Harry looking at me with a smile on his face.


“Harry why do you seem so happy?”


“Well love, there are many reasons.”


“WELL TELL ME!” I poked him in the rib, laughing as he tensed.


“One, I’m here in wonderland with the most AMAZINGGGG person I could ever have been with.” I blushed.


“Pshhaaww, Hazza.” His face scrunched up as if he had ate something sour.


“I didn’t mean you Alex- I ment myself DUH!” He paused and started model walking up to the hotdog stand, making me laugh. He had looked up at the man and ordered. “Like OMG, which one of these hotdogs has the least amount of carbs?” he flipped his hair- the man looked at him as if he was crazy, and slowly replied.


“Ay man… I don’t know, can ya please just order?” I walked up to the man and gasped.


“DO YOU KNOW WHO WE ARE!” I directed my head up in a snotty way, “HE- IS THE HAROLD EDWARD STYLES. AND I? I AM PRINCESS WORDWALT ALEXANDRIA!” I looked at the man and pointed at him. “AND WE- are taking our business elsewhere. C’mon Harold.” I turned around and dragged Harry, trying so hard not to laugh, but burst out laughing anyways.


“Princess Wordwalt Alexandria? That’s a brilliant name love.” I looked up to see a twinkle of mischief in his eye.


“I know right.” I paused. “DO YOU DARE MOCK MY NAME!?” Harry had let his hands up in surrender.


“Oh, never would I Princess Wordwalt.” He took my hand and winked at me. I looked up and started laughing, butterflies going through my stomach. Why was I feeling this way towards him? Why did he have this effect on me? I’m in love with Lou… I took my phone out of my pocket as I realized that it had vibrated.


Sassmasta: Hey babe, we are in the front of the lot, wanna come meet us ;)?

I had realized that I missed him so much, so I poked Harry.


“C’mon!” I started running as fast as I could, wanting to see Louis. I wanted to feel that way towards him- not Harry. I ran and ran, and finally Louis was in my view. I guess that he could see me running, so he opened his arms and started running towards me. As we got closer and closer, I could see Zayn standing behind him, so I diverted my course to Zayn, wanting to trick Louis. As I was a step away from Louis, I quickly took a step to the left and saw Zayn’s surprised face, and I jumped into his arms. I turned my head to see Louis standing there with his mouth hanging open.


“HAYYY! NOT FAIRRR!” I leaned away from Zayn and walked towards Louis.


“Hay is for horse’s love.” I realized that I had used an English accent.


“Holy crap, you’ve been with us for a few days and you’re already talking like us,” Louis whispered. I winked and I ran up to him, jumping in his arms.


“I missed you boo.” 

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