It Hurts To Know.

It hurts to know that you'll never remember something I'll never forget.

Alexandria has never been more excited for anything. Finally after going through so much struggles and pain, she can FINALLY meet her idols. This was the one night she could get away. Away from all the hatred and pain at home. Away from all the abuse and hurt. But what she and her best friend Chloe thought was going to be an average concert- turned into the best night of their lives. What happens after Chloe leaves? Is Chloe really a TRUE friend? Who will Alex chose? And more importantly... who is hurting them? Will someone finally tell her she's worth it, that she's beautiful... and will somebody finally care for her?


10. A Perfect Beginning


Cause no one ever looked so good,

in a dress and it hurts cause I know you won't be mine tonight,

no one ever makes me feel like you do when you smile,

baby tell me how to make it right





I could hear the chirps of the birds outside as I opened my eyes. As soon as I opened them- I saw a pair of beautiful blue eyes starring into my eyes. I smiled- enchanted by them.


“Hello love,” his morning voice sounded wonderful. Dayum.


“Hi Niall.” I whispered- afraid of having morning breath.


“You have the most amazing eyes.” I looked down.


“Not really.”


“Baby you light up my world like nobody else, the way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed, and when you smile at the ground baby I can tell- you don’t know, oh-oh, you don’t know you’re beautiful girl.” He softly sang. It wasn’t in the usual pop beat- it was slow, caring. I leaned closer towards him; we were so close I could feel his breath on my lips. “Can I kiss you?” I nodded. He leaned in, about to kiss me-


“OH GOD- OKAY UM.” Louis yelled- I pulled back before our lips met, my face flushing.


“LOUIS!” Niall angrily shouted.


“Akwarrdd!” I yelled. I stood up and chased Louis- he ruined the moment.


“HARRRRREEEEEH, HARRRRREHH SHES TRYING TO KILLL MEEEEEEE!” Louis ran and jumped into Harry’s arms. Harry dramatically gasped.




“I RUINED THEIRRR KISSSS.” Louis yelled. My face flushed- why did Louis have to tell him? I could see Harry’s grin fall- he looked hurt for a second, and then he put on a poker face.


“Umm… I gotta go I forgot to do something.” he quickly dropped Louis and walked away.


“Guys! Paul called me, and he said since its new year- management rented out a beach house for us, lovely ain’t it?” Liam said. I jumped- startled by his sudden appearance.


“Yes!!! PLEASEEEEE NIALLL.” I shouted- I had never been to a beach.


“Why are you so excited about the beach?” he laughed.


“I’ve never been to the beach…” I muttered.


“In that case, we are obviously going to go.”


“YAY!” Chloe and I yelled. “Whoa, good morning Chloe” I grinned.


“Hi Alex” she replied.


“Well, get packing, we’re leaving in three hours.” Liam said.


“OH NO. HAYYLLL NO.” Louis yelled.




“Me, and Alex are going to the mall. ALOOONEEE.” He paused. “You and Chloe can hang out, but Alex needs clothes.”


“Oh okay.” Chloe said. ‘I’m sorry!’ I mouthed- as Louis dragged me away.





I laughed while I looked at Louis’ disguise, a pair of rayban glasses, and a beanie.


“Louis, that has got to be the worst disguise I have ever seen.”


“OFFENDED! I’m still not done!” he took out a fake mustache- and stuck it on his face. I started laughing even harder.


“Now I look like I’m shopping with a pedophile!”


“WHATEVERR! Would you rather be mobbed by hundreds of girls?” he had a point…


“No,” I admitted.


“Mkay, gurrrlll, what store you want to go to?” I laughed at his American accent.


“Erm… Old Navy? It’s pretty cheap so maybe I could buy a pair of pants to-“


“HAYL NO! Love, you aren’t shopping anywhere cheap. We are taking you to good stores- I’m rich remember?”


“Oh. Okay… but I’ll have to pay you back okay?”








“Fine.” I still was going to pay him back.


“Come, first to… FOREVER 21!!!!!”


“Oh okay… I guess they have plus-sizes there…” He turned around, and looked into my eyes.


“Love, I can tell you, that you are NOT a plus size. Even if you are- there isn’t ANYTHING wrong with that. You’re beautiful- amazing- lovely.”


“Okay boobear.” He dragged me and started taking dresses off the rack. I went over to the changeroom as he handed me 8 items, the limit. I walked in trying the dresses- most of them didn’t fit me, so I didn’t have hope for the last one. I put it on- to see that it fit- and actually looked good on me. It was short in the front, but long in the back. The chest area of it was black and sparkly- and the dress part was a greenish blue. It had come with a gold belt- but it was too tight. (Link:,r:7,s:0,i:100)




“Love, let me see!” I unlocked the door and walked out of the change room and heard him gasp.


“Is it that bad?” I turned around to walk back into the changeroom- but Louis wrapped his arms around my waist and stopped me.


“Babe, stop. You look… breathtaking. Beautiful, wonderful. I just… I’ve never seen a girl so beautiful.” I started blushing- of course he had, he’s probably seen millions of girls. He walked over and handed me a pair of black flats- size nine; it had perfectly matched the dress.


“I stole one of your shoes when you were changing. I guessed this would look good with any of the dresses, but…”


“Louis, it’s perfect.” He grinned from ear to ear.


“YAY!” a little girl came up to Louis,




“Yes love?”


“Are you Louis from One diwection?”


“If I tell you a secret, will you keep it?” Louis looked adorable talking to her.




“Well I am… but don’t tell anyone okay?” she nodded.


“Otay, can I have a hug?”


“Yes love.” He picked her up and hugged her; the little girl started giggling, and whispered something as he put her down.


“Your gurlfwiend is wery pretty.” Louis looked at me and smiled.


“Ain’t she?” the girl giggled and walked away.


“You look so cute playing with little kids.”


“I’m cute, ain’t I?” he smirked.


“Well duh!” I yelled. We started shopping for another hour; Louis had a GREAT sense of fashion, so it was fun shopping with him. We decided that we were hungry so we sat down to eat. Louis had texted the boys telling them we would eat and be down in half an hour. Louis had gotten Chinese food- but requested extra carrots. I had gotten Nandos- it always was a favourite of mine.


“You two really are perfect together,” he whispered.


“Me and who?”


“Niall.” I looked down at his soup.


“He doesn’t like me… nobody does.”


“AGGHHH!” He yelled. “Alexandria, don’t you notice?”


“Notice what?”


“ALL THE BOYS LIKE YOU.” he paused “not just Niall- Harry does, Liam- Zayn; even I do.” I looked up into his eyes through his glasses.


“You’re joking right?”


“NO!” he yelled- and as he did, his mustache had fallen into his soup.


“OHMYGODDDDDD ITS LOUIS TOMLINSONNN!!!!!!!!!!!” we heard a girl yell.


“Oh shit. Alex- grab your shopping bags, we have to run.” I grabbed my bags, and held onto his hand. We started running- as fast as we ever could. There were about four hundred girls chasing us- it was complete chaos! We had finally gotten into the car and drived away. We had started heavily breathing, trying to catch our breath.


“Why this bitch?” I whipped my head around to see a girl sitting in the back of our convertible.


“Excuse me?” Louis paused. “What are you even doing here?” Louis had pulled to the side of the road.


“I just wanted to tell you, that you deserve so much better than this fat ass.” I recognized the voice- it was the same girl from the concert. I turned back around and slapped her- as hard as I could.


“Get. Out. Of. The. Fucking. Car.” I paused. “Didn’t you hurt me enough at the concert?”


“Make me, slut,” she snapped. Now, Louis had got angrier- it was showing through his voice as he said,


“You heard her, please- get out of the car.” The girl had leaned over and kissed him. I don’t know what got into me- I jumped on her back and pulled her hair. I felt hands around my waist to see Louis pull me back, and take the girl out of the car.


“Leave us the fuck alone Eleanor.” I gasped. Eleanor- she looked so different… dyed hair… contacts… Louis had gotten into the car, tears streaming down his face. He started driving away-


“Louis, are you okay?” he didn’t respond. “Lou-Lou, please talk to me. She isn’t worth it- please listen to me. You deserve so much better.”


“Do you think… do you think that I’ll find someone to fall in love with… get a happy ending?” his voice was quivering.


“Yes Lou… you will.”


“Do you ever think… that maybe, just maybe, that person may be you?” I froze. Me? Why me? I considered it…


“Yes Lou.” He looked into my eyes- and I into his. His eyes showed so much emotion- love, hurt… he looked so broken. I had a tear streaming down my cheek…


“Love, why are you crying?”


“Louis, it’s just… you could chose so many girls. Out of millions of girls… you chose me. I just… I’m happy. I want to know you better, want you to become my boyfriend.” I paused. “And… I care about you, I really do. I just… I can’t see you so broken. To think that maybe… I may be the one to make you feel like this. So broken…hurt.” He smiled.


“But who says you have to?” He looked at me, leaned in and kissed my cheek. “Love, just even telling me that I have a chance with you means so much. Alex… you’re the girl I’ve been waiting for. The girl I want to have my forever with.” He paused and looked at me. “But not now. I want us to take this slow, get to know each other. Become closer- ask you to be my girlfriend romantically. Not like this… in a car with me crying.” I smiled… finally. I threw my arms around him.


“Thank you Louis, thank you.”


“No problem love.” He smiled. “Now lets go get back, you need to get all sexy like for tonight- not that you aren’t.” he sent a playful wink- he was back to his old self.





“And then what happened?” Chloe asking, as she took her dress that I bought our for her- well, Louis bought.


“And then we got home.” I smiled.


“Isn’t the beach house AHHMAYYYZINGGG?” she asked.


“Yeah, it’s beautiful.” I walked over and slid on my dress I had bought. I liked it because it was something I was comfortable in- and I could lay in the sand with it, get it wet. I decided on leaving my hair out, it looked good anyways. “Chloe, is it okay if I don’t wear makeup?”


“Yeah… just wear lip-gloss though…” She looked beautiful- but she had a lot of makeup on. A bit too much for my taste, but she said that she liked it, and if I ever told her it would end up with us fighting. I decided on just some chap stick, I didn’t want lip-gloss. I slid on my flats; they were comfortable, but I brought along a pair of flip- flops. I had walked out with Chloe, and ran to the beach immediately. Louis had opened his arms, so I ran right in them.


“You look beautiful love.” he kissed me lightly on the nose, causing me to blush.


“Thank you.” I stepped back, and looked around. “Where are the guys?”


“Their still getting ready. Do you want to walk?”


“Yes please.” We started walking, with his hand around my waist; we walked farther and farther, until we reached almost the end of the beach. We sat down, and then laid back.


“Do you have any new years resolutions?” he asked.


“Yeah, just a few.” I paused. “I want to be more confident about myself, I want to… get over my fear of rollercoasters. I want to be loved- and have it be real love.” I whispered. I looked at my clock- it flashed 11:58. “I had a new years resolution… it was kind of stupid though.”


“what was it love?” he whispered.


“Well, through the new year, I want to get kissed. I want to… for once, just once, have a perfect ending, and a perfect beginning. I wanted this year to change- I wanted to have myself feel like a princess. But, I guess that isn’t going to happen.” I looked over at Niall to see him starring at me. He leaned in closer… I could feel his breath hot against my lips. I leaned in- I trusted him… and kissed him. I could feel sparks going through my whole body; and fireworks going off- literally. It was the New Year… a perfect new beginning. He leaned back- breaking the kiss.


“Happy new year Alexandria.”

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